Chapter 432 [Don't want to wait a second for this garbage life? 】(1/4)
[It’s so difficult, I finally figured out a few places.
I was really asking for trouble, insisting on creating this kind of plot difficulty for myself...I actually regret it.】
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Chapter 432 [Don’t want to stay in this garbage life for a second? 】
"Don't call her Bo SS, just call her pretty boy instead." Chen Nuo smiled bitterly in annoyance.
Well, this kind of scene is not like the scene where the Dragon King returns to his throne after the eight-year period has come. It is even less likely to happen. The three girls ran to Chen Nuo crying and crawling, knelt down in front of Chen Nuo and shouted, "Your Majesty!"
The kind of scene that makes people extremely embarrassed.
The three girls, whether they were fireflies, hummingbirds or little blueberries, were all dumbfounded. They stared at Chen Nuo with their wide eyes, looking up and down, up and down carefully, their gazes seemed to want to
Like eating people...
Chen Nuo didn't care at all about such looks, but slowly began to speak:
"This is 2002.
To be precise, I died on December 23, 2021.
After I died, for some reason that I don’t know now, I went back to December 23, 2000.
Different timelines are also different time and space, similar to time travel.
However, the difference is that in the time and space of 2000 that I returned to, I did not exist in this world.
Instead, it seems that my soul has been placed in the body of another ordinary person with the same name.
I have lived in this world for more than two years, and at the same time, I have also gotten to know you three, um, and others in this world again.
But because I do not exist in this timeline, and the time started in 2000, you did not know me in this timeline at the beginning. I found you again based on the memories of the life before my death.
Li Yingwan, I am...
Hummingbird, I went to Mount Everest and found you who was still in a schizophrenic state at that time...
And Xicheng Xun, I went to Tokyo and found you who was trying to hunt down the leader of the Truth Society..."
Chen Nuo narrated quickly for a few minutes before continuing:
"Later, in this timeline, we got to know each other again and were related again.
But for the three of you in this world, there is no memory of my previous life. In other words, in this life, your living environment will generally remain in the world of ordinary people.
Then, I provoked a very powerful opponent.
What happened tonight, to be precise, at this moment, we are not in the real world, but in a memory world in my mind, but the opponent outside has a very powerful power, according to my mind
The memory inside has copied a part of the material world, which is Jinling City.
I was brought into this space by the other party, who wanted to catch me and ask me something very special.
What I don't understand is why you are brought here.
What I can't understand even more is:
Why in this place, you...became you! Can you understand this sentence?
Your current appearance should obviously be what it looked like in 2002, but you have the memories of three people from my previous life. You call me Bo SS!
This is a paradox that I don't understand now.
So...the current situation is roughly like this."
Chen Nuo said this and exhaled: "Now, tell me about your situation."
By the time Chen Nuo finished speaking, about fifteen minutes had passed.
During these fifteen minutes, the three girls did not say a word, but listened to Chen Nuo very quietly, without interrupting or asking anything in a hurry.
This confirms Chen Nuo's judgment.
The three girls in front of me are not simply Li Yingwan, Niver, and Xicheng Xun! They are not Li Yingwan, Niver, and Xicheng Xun in 2002.
But the fireflies, hummingbirds, and little blueberries from the previous life!
Because, when encountering a crisis, you can stay calm, suppress your questions and desire to express yourself first, have excellent self-control, and listen first instead of asking questions or anything else in a hurry.
This is a quality that was only created by the Yama team in the previous life.
The problem is, Chen Nuo can't understand why they appear here!
Then, after being silent for more than ten minutes, the three girls looked at each other, and the first one to speak was Li Yingwan.
"I remember, I died."
Chen Nuo's brows tightened.
"I performed a mission in London, and the mission was very successful. After I evacuated, I received a message from the fox, asking everyone to enter a period of silence. Then the fox told me that this was the order you left before you died...
"
When Li Yingwan said these words, her tone was very calm, as if when she talked about committing suicide, she was not talking about herself at all.
That look of completely taking one's own life for granted was exactly the style of Firefly in his previous life that Chen Nuo was most familiar with.
"...Then I died, but after I died, I suddenly woke up and found that I was already here." After Li Yingwan finished speaking, she closed her mouth and still stared at Chen Nuo with her eyes.
Chen Nuo's heart sank!
This woman actually committed suicide for herself?
Then Chen Nuo looked at the other two people.
Nivell whispered: "Firefly and I are in similar situations, and the time should be similar. I was on a capture mission, and then I got news from the fox. I..."
"Are you dead too?" Chen Nuo sighed.
"With you gone, everyone should feel that there is no point in living anymore." Nivel's tone was very calm.
"What about you?!" Chen Nuo gritted his teeth and looked at Xicheng Xun.
Xicheng Xun didn't speak, but stared at Chen Nuo with complicated eyes. Then, after a while, the little neon evil star whispered: "You pulled us out of hell, but you let go of yourself."
It wouldn’t be fair to us to walk away!”
Chen Nuo understood that this Shenjing Bing child had also killed himself.
"I don't really want to die!" Chen Nuo couldn't help but cursed.
He jumped up from the ground, first violently pulled Nivelle up from the whisper, then threw her onto the bed with a wave of his hand, placing her side by side with the two guys wrapped in quilts, and then pointed at the three people
He cursed loudly through his nose:
"Do you really think it's me who wants to die? I've been at sea for eight years, and I've been fighting myself for eight years! One day, one hour, one minute, not one second!
The tumor cells in my brain are desperately trying to kill me, and I struggle with it every day! I endure severe headaches and physical weakness every second! Painkillers have no effect on me at all.
The pain that was transmitted through the central nervous system was so tortured that I could not rest for even a second.
I even tried to split my personality and split myself into different consciousnesses, trying to avoid this pain, even for a moment.
Do you think it’s me who gave up on the struggle, or that I gave up on you?
Grass!!!"
The three girls didn't speak, just stared at Chen Nuo.
"I...I can't fight anymore." Chen Nuo's tone softened: "At the end, I could feel that my body was dying bit by bit, and my vitality was being lost bit by bit. Cell phagocytosis, which cannot be understood through research, gradually took over my body, my brain, and my consciousness.
I tried every possible way I could think of! I tried to find a breakthrough in my abilities, thinking that breaking through to the next level would change the situation.
But I can't find the direction!
In the last year, I had thoughts of suicide at least three times almost every day, and then I forced myself to chip away at those thoughts bit by bit and kill them!"
At this point, Chen Nuo turned pale and whispered: "...Where are the others?"
The three girls didn't speak.
Chen Nuo's face gradually turned paler.
Li Yingwan suddenly lowered her head, and quickly spit out a sharp blade from under her tongue, pressed it to her lips, lowered her head and cut the curtain cord on the quilt with a single stroke.
Xicheng Xun, on the other hand, tore the quilt apart with his fingers, ignoring the cotton wool scattered inside, and shook the torn sheets aside.
The three girls jumped out of bed together and walked to Chen Nuo's side.
"I know what you were thinking during those eight years." Xicheng Xun whispered: "You thought we were domesticated animals and had been domesticated, so you chopped us up, hid on the boat, and imprisoned yourself.
You think this is a kind of release, and you want us to be like those raised lions and tigers, throw us back into nature, and leave us alone.
Do you think that in this way, we wild animals can regain our wildness...
If it weren't for us... you would have wanted to die a long time ago, wouldn't you?
If it weren't for us... you might not have waited as long as eight years and would have chosen to end your life long ago.
Yes or no?"
With that said, Xicheng Xun slowly knelt down in front of Chen Nuo, then stretched out his hand, hugged Chen Nuo gently, and whispered: "I know you are fighting hard and in pain... The eight years of pain you suffered were actually all for our sake."
To be continued...