I looked at the reincarnated Hongyun and her lover in this life with tears in my face. My despair was growing: "Hongyun, our love is just a mistake! What is the next life that will be renewed is just a beautiful but impossible dream!"

"In the end, everything will wake up from a dream, and there is nothing when I wake up! I have repeatedly moved the sky and the earth, and touched everything in the world, but I can't touch you, even if I only touch you for a moment, let you look at me! Hahaha!"

"No matter how beautiful love is, it will eventually become nothingness! It is difficult for me to chase it foolishly, and I have suffered others for a lifetime, and I have never suffered in vain forever! Haha! I am ironic! I am ironic!" The pulp flowed out, and I knew that I, who turned into a tree, shed the pulp, was my blood and tears! It was my extremely painful blood and tears!

She suddenly turned around and, at the moment when she was about to drink Mengpo soup, she burst into tears again for some reason, muttering: "You give up with your suffering! Give up! I don't want you to suffer! Please be happy, your happiness is my greatest happiness! I would rather use myself to replace you and bear the suffering you suffered!"

From this moment on, the already desperate heart suddenly ignited hope. Her tenderness, kindness, and care for me emerged one by one. Yes! How wonderful she is! When she thinks about me again and again, I don’t want to give up! I don’t want to give up!

Two crystal clear tears fell from her cheeks. At that moment, my image seemed to appear in her eyes. The look at me was like the affectionate eyes that Hongyun was always staring at me during her lifetime, filled with gentle care. At that moment, I was stunned.

"Your happiness is my greatest happiness! I would rather use myself to replace you and bear the suffering you suffered!" Her words stirred up in her mind, how wonderful she was!

At that time, we were among the dead. She would rather starve than give me the sesame cakes. After we got married, we lived a tight life and had the trouble of not having the next meal. There was too much food cooked and once it was wasted, she would not be able to pass the life. She always gave me the cooked noodles first. After I let me eat them, she often couldn't eat them, and she couldn't even eat them!

I just starved to the side, smiling and watching me eat, looking satisfied, hiding it from me, lying to me that I was already full, but I had to endure hunger.

As the saying goes, "A poor couple is sad for everything." When other couples quarreled over hunger and had no money, Hongyun did not quarrel with me, but just kept telling me that the hard days were over!

As long as I can be with me, no matter how hard it is, it will be sweet! The bitter days are temporary. When a person’s life is difficult, I will definitely achieve something. In the near future, I can bring her good days, and you can buy whatever you want!

You don’t have to live as tightly as today. Besides, in Yangzhou, you have survived a hellish life for ten days. What kind of suffering can people who have died of death have to endure?

Facing such a good wife and so affectionate to her, even a great hero like Qi Jiguang is not afraid to kneel down in front of the three armies: "Please give me a military parade, please!"

The famous prime minister Fang Xuanling, who is incomparable to the world, is not afraid of being scratched by his wife and being laughed at by the court and being laughed at by the whole country. However, he did not feel resentful. Instead, he begged Taizong, but he must not hurt his wife's life!

Her words rang in her ears again: "Your happiness is my greatest happiness! I would rather replace you with myself and bear the suffering you suffered!" I understood, and understood why even the Ming Taizu, who was the noble of the Nine Five, could not help but be afraid of Queen Ma and fear inner self.

"'Kneel!' A large group of people knelt down at the same time as the word 'Kneel', and let one person cut off his incompetent and weak heads!" That scene appeared in front of me. It was my eternal sorrow, hidden deep in my soul. Even if it was thousands of reincarnations, it would follow like a shadow.

I remembered A Chuhui again, what a good brother! He suffered so much for me! If I give up, he might not be able to be liberated, but if I persist, I can not only fulfill my vows but also his regrets.

"The heart is compassionate, and there are Bodhisattvas everywhere; the heart is wisdom, and there is no place for happiness; the mind is ignorant, and there is a sea of ​​suffering everywhere." I couldn't help but remember that when I was a child, my mother believed in Buddhism. She often took me to the temple to listen to the monks talking about Buddhism.

This sentence was deeply embedded in my mind. At this moment, this sentence came out and I couldn't help but remember that it was Hongyun who gave me rebirth and meaning in life, and made me miraculously turn back from a self-deprecating and incorruptible prodigal son. She knew that I believed in me. A scholar died for his confidant. My confidant wife, I could only repay her with love! This is what she deserves!

She kept waiting on the Naihe Bridge, and even remembered that when I first arrived, the ghost messenger said that Hongyun was waiting for me alone, and kept waiting for me until I came to Naihe Bridge. Didn’t she suffer when I was waiting for me to come? Faced with the threat of the fierce ghost messenger and Meng Po’s persuasion, she still insisted on waiting for me until I came to Naihe Bridge.

We also fought to suffer the pain ourselves, and to give the happiest and easiest to each other. That scene couldn't help but appear before us. And her kindness, beauty and understanding during her lifetime were all presented before us.

I gave up on her and drank Mengpo soup. What if I passed by her again and stirred up memories of sleeping in the abyss of souls, would I resent myself? Why would I give up such a good wife? So that my soul will never be peaceful?

But one thing is clear to me: I cannot be as Nirvana as the Buddha said, because I have feelings and love, love for A Chuhui's brotherly feelings; especially for Hongyun's love, this madness of love will not stop even if it is forever circulating the six paths and falling into the animal path forever.

My love for Hongyun seems to be accompanied by my soul and merged together to form an inseparable whole. If I can truly be liberated, only Hongyun can free me. Only by destroying love with love can she destroy the love in my heart, but that is the result that I least want to see. Or if I end up pursuing the previous fate and climbing to the other side.

Since I figured it out, at that moment, my mood was peaceful and quiet, and my despair just now disappeared without a trace. The sudden understanding of my soul, even if I waited for a thousand years and endured thousands of difficulties, what's wrong?

Even if the big pot that is placed in hell that has been floating on the top of a thousand years and has been boiling forever forever, bears endless punishment, as long as the heart suddenly opens up, he will be like a paradise in hell. Nowhere is a paradise, as is true!

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Chapter completed!