no.385 Angel's Tale 20 Years
America, South Town… View the elegant environment of the cafe…
A man and a woman sat opposite each other, with only two cups of coffee with a faint fragrance on the table, and there were no pastries or anything like that…
The atmosphere was a bit weird, even a little depressing. The girl's slender fingers picked up the delicate little porcelain spoon and gently stirred the coffee. The porcelain spoon and the coffee cup occasionally collided, making a pleasant sound of "dingding", but the girl's eyes were a little hollow. Obviously, I don't know which world I wandered to...
The man leaned on the back of the chair and looked out the window silently...
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"Hey, that... is it Bai Yan..."
"So stylish, elegant man... I really want to go and sign..."
"The boss has regulations. If you go, be careful to be fired!"
Several waiters whispered and looked at the depressing table from time to time. These two people had been sitting for a long time. Except for when they first arrived, they ordered two cups of coffee, no one spoke... It was really weird...
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Finally, the man turned his head and stopped looking at the bustling streets outside, and his eyes fell on the girl with his eyes down...
The girl seemed to feel something, and she also returned to the orifice from the wandering world. Her body trembled slightly, as if she was a little afraid of something.
"Okay... you'll find me, don't you just sit there and play with coffee..." Bai Yan whispered.
"I..." The girl wanted to speak but stopped. She wore a handsome mercenary uniform, which added a hint of heroic spirit to her pure face, which was very charming.
"What instructions does Colonel Sidon have? Do you have to tell me alone?" Bai Yan turned his head again, not wanting to look at Na Yingting's mercenary uniform, body shape, figure, and other than that familiar clothes... It looks so similar... If it weren't for the white hair, Bai Yan would have really lost himself... In fact, when Bai Yan saw Angel wearing military uniform for the first time, he was stunned for a long time, and a hint of sourness appeared in his heart.
"It wasn't the colonel who asked me to come..." Angel mustered up the courage and murmured in a low voice.
"What?" Bai Yan was stunned and looked at Angel in surprise: "It wasn't the colonel who asked you to come? Then...you..."
"I ran out secretly..." An Qier stuck out her tongue, looking extremely playful, but this fell into Bai Yan's eyes, which made Bai Yan feel angry.
"You said you ran out by yourself!" Bai Yan's voice increased a little, and the momentum that vented unconsciously made the originally quiet cafe quieter... Almost all the people who were still whispering closed their mouths and looked at Bai Yan's table in surprise.
"Well..." Angel wilted for a long time, nodded, and lowered her head.
"Nonsense!" Bai Yan's low voice was filled with anger, and he said, "You have just joined the mercenary for a few days!? You have just gained their trust! And you are still in the observation period! You just ran out privately!? Do you know the discipline of the mercenary! What are you thinking about!?"
"What's the matter..." An Qier curled her lips and muttered indifferently.
"You!" Bai Yan knocked on the table suddenly, looked at the expression that the girl in front of him was unconsciously revealed, which made him unable to be familiar, and finally leaned his stiff body on the back of the chair. He just cared about An Qier. Thinking about his excited and almost critical language just now, Bai Yan also knew that his behavior was too extreme, stabilized his emotions, and said softly: "Tell me, then what do you want to do!?"
"I want to see you..."
"Not?"
"It's gone!" Angel pouted for granted.
Bai Yan stopped talking... and fell silent...
Looking at Bai Yan's gloomy face, Angel said timidly: "Actually... it's not what you imagined. I was transferred to Nanzhen. Recently, nests will have big moves. I know that process will be of great help to this mission. I didn't run out of Brazil... but... I sneaked out of the base camp here..."
Bai Yan raised his eyebrows and looked at the girl who was lowering her eyes.
Angel'er's courage came from somewhere, suddenly raised her head, and her beautiful eyes met Bai Yan's eyes. A trace of special meaning in her crystal eyes could not be more obvious...
Bai Yan's body stiffened. After 2 or 3 seconds, he lowered his head and stopped looking at the girl... Such an action made An Qier feel a little annoyed.
"An Qier..." Bai Yan suddenly spoke, calming down An Qier who wanted to say something.
"I know the darkness in the nests organization, and also the torture, pain, and grievances you have suffered there over the years... I know how sad it is to be a transformed person... But..." Bai Yan raised his head, but did not look at Angel's eyes, but looked like that military uniform, his eyes were once again confused. Obviously, he thought of others again... "But... you know, you have been locked in the dark cage for too long, and in the cold world for too long... You have been rescued now. Believe me, the world you are in is full of sunshine, no longer what you imagined. Maybe in a few months, weeks, or even days, you will have different thoughts in your heart. Don't immerse yourself in the cage of the past, and don't forget your miserable experiences. Some things are easy to forget, and look forward... This world is full of beauty."
Bai Yan murmured to himself as if he had been infected, and he didn't see what An Qier was like at this moment. Bai Yan was talking to someone... staring at Na Yingting's military uniform for a long time, Bai Yan smiled mockingly... Suddenly, he felt something was wrong, his eyes moved up, but he saw a scene that shocked him.
I saw a trace of mist appearing in Angel's beautiful big eyes, she pursed her lips slightly, looking stubborn, but her eyes were still staring at Bai Yan...
Bai Yan looked out the window unnaturally again. In fact, he just didn't know how to face it. He was also a coward who escaped.
The girl's faint voice was like thunder, and it rang in Bai Yan's ears: "I am pursuing the beauty of my world now."
"Anqier! Not what you imagined!" Bai Yan turned his head in annoyance and said patiently: "You are just a special feeling you have in that special environment. Now it's different. You have gotten rid of that organization. You are standing in the sun now. You should feel the beauty of the world... You should... Hey... I am also a transformer, and I also know the cruelty and cruelty in the organization, and I also..."
Click...
The exquisite porcelain spoon was crushed by Angel, and a bloodshot flowed from Angel's lips. Her beautiful big eyes stared at Bai Yan, and the stubbornness in her eyes seemed to be able to be erased forever.
"Precisely because you are also a transformer, you should know my mood more!" An Qier stood up suddenly, supported the table with both hands, looked forward, and stared at Bai Yan.
Angel swore that she had never been so strong, and that little stubbornness in her heart had never been so amplified... She didn't even know where she found the courage.
Bai Yan was silent. On the one hand, he didn't know what to say. On the other hand, there seemed to be a stone in his heart that blocked his chest, making him feel a little depressed...
"It's not what you imagined! I have been paying attention to your news since you left the organization! It's been a few years, 6 years, and even more! At that time, I just admire you, admire you, and care about everything you do, and even to the point of being crazy. I have to study every news with all my heart. Every news will linger in my mind for a long time, no matter what earth-shaking things you do! When I know you are safe and sound, you will never understand the sweetness that I can't explain clearly! You know, whenever I hear someone talking about your news in the cage, my heart
What is it like?" Angel bit the word "cage". Just when Bai Yan wanted to say something, Angel stubbornly interrupted Bai Yan's words: "Until that amusement park, you will never know how warm it is for me. Even if it was winter, the warmth and warmth from the heart are enough to remove all the cold. Yes, I admit that I wanted to use you and get rid of all these shackles through you, but now? I have gotten rid of that hateful organization. Now I am close to you without any purpose. Why don't you even give me a little chance?"
Bai Yan opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but it seemed like something was stuck in his mouth and couldn't speak...
"Later, you saved me, I can be sure that I was definitely not determined because of gratitude or admiration! That thing had long deteriorated in my heart!" Angel looked at Bai Yan, and tears at the corners of her eyes were still flowing: "You will never know how bitter and hopeful I feel when that woman named Yu Si enjoys almost luxurious happiness in your arms! You will never know what I use to live after meeting you every time I return to that organization. Whenever I am confused and painful, that little short memory will always be so sweet, making me full of desire and hope for this world again!"
Angel said, with an unprecedented firmness in her tone: "I am just pursuing my happiness, pursuing something that I have never mustered up the courage to pursue in so many years!"
Silence... There was silence in the cafe... No matter how stupid the person saw tears on Angel's face, he told all this, and knew what the two were arguing...
The two looked at each other for a long time, and in the end, Bai Yan lowered his head silently... He would never forget the stubbornness in the girl's eyes that no one could shake.
When Angel saw the scene in front of her, she felt endless sourness in her heart, and tears could not be suppressed once again...
A tissue was handed to Angel...
Angel was stunned, holding the table with both hands, but did not pick it up, but instead maintained her posture. The meaning was obvious...
Bai Yan slowly placed the tissue in front of Angel, but did not wipe it for Angel...
With just a small move, Angel's eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of gray...
"I'm afraid I can't take good care of you. You are a transformer from the organization. You need someone to love you and meticulously take care of you... But I'm not that kind of person!" Bai Yan shook his head.
"You are! They are very happy, this can't deceive me!" An Qier bit her lip tightly...
Bai Yan suddenly clenched his fists, and his knuckles turned white due to excessive force... A few seconds later, Bai Yan suddenly relaxed, a little decadent, lowered his head and said softly: "I also thought I was... but... she died. It was for me and for my ridiculous mission." When he said this, Bai Yan fell into extreme self-blame again.
Seeing the man fall into extreme self-blame and guilt, An Qier was stunned. She finally knew what the biggest obstacle was...
"Athena...you were together after she died!" After a long silence, Angel suddenly said something, which made Bai Yan completely stunned... "Is she a tool for you to dilute your sadness?" The words were very cold, but in essence, Angel was unwilling to give up.
Bai Yan's smile was a little reluctant: "That's a promise I made long ago..." Bai Yan suddenly felt unfair to Athena when he heard the word "tool". He really didn't want to admit it, but... more or less, after Athena stood in front of the door and said that, Athena became a substitute, a tool in a sense. He would let Athena live well and live a happy life, and use this to save himself a little bit of pitiful redemption.
"You can't even convince yourself, how can you convince me..." An Qier smiled mockingly as she listened to Bai Yan's pale and powerless words.
Bai Yan was a little angry by Angel's stubborn stubbornness. He raised his head suddenly, and his tone was filled with a hint of coldness: "To be honest, you are very similar to her! If we were together, you would become another tool!"
In Bai Yan's cold eyes, Angel said hatefully: "I do!"
Bai Yan looked at Angel who was stubborn in front of him... and looked at each other for a long time, but finally surrendered helplessly: "Angeer... stop making trouble..."
Angel suddenly pulled Bai Yan's arm and walked towards the bar...
In Bai Yan's puzzled eyes, Angel said: "Time can dilute everything and smooth out any pain! You can't make a decision now, so you also say, let me feel this sunny world! That's great, I'll give myself time, and I'll give you time too!" Angel grabbed Bai Yan's arm tightly and rushed to the bar waitress, saying: "I want to order a table!"
"Ah...ah...Okay!" The bar waiter spoke a little tightly, and under Angel's angry eyes, he was a little panicked: "Madam...what table do you want to order..."
"Just the table we just did!"
"What is the specific time? I'll book it for you!" the waiter responded hurriedly.
"Today 10 years later!" An Qier's tone was unprecedentedly firm...
"Sorry...what did you say?" The waiter was a little confused... thinking there was something wrong with his ears.
Under Bai Yan's stunned gaze, Angel said firmly, word by word: "Today 10 years later!!!"
Angel gently hugged Bai Yan, buried her head in the warm embrace, rubbed her cheeks left and right, and murmured softly: "10 years, if you change, I will persist."
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"Some people's wounds slowly fester in time, while some people's wounds slowly heal in time... I don't know what the result will be waiting for me, but I know that for this man who illuminates my life, I will never shake hands with myself." - An Qier
Chapter completed!