Chapter 250: Love does not know where it arises, but goes deeper (middle)

Until you left, you still cared for that little cotton candy...

So, this day with you has passed. No matter how brilliant the future is, this day of this year will never come back.

Who has heard of: What you lose will never come back.

It seems to be a little sad, but fortunately there is another saying: as long as it has happened, it will be eternal, it will not disappear, it will just never come back, so it can be vividly vivid in my heart.

What is melting quietly in the heart, what is like the spring breeze spreading to the body and mind...

The memories are full of your smile, and I smiled slightly, and the sunlight also turned into circles of ripples rippling in my heart.

(V) The passionate one is always blown away by the rain and wind

"You want to investigate Xiao Nanshan and Bai Zhanhui?" Jiang Chouyu looked at me in disbelief, "Why?"

I was a little surprised at his reaction. He just collected money and did not ask about the reason, but always planned to gang style. Now Jiang Chouyu doesn't negotiate the price with me, but asks the reason...

Jiang Chouyu seemed to realize his abnormality and approached me and whispered: "The Third Prince Chen Ran is also inquiring about the news about the Hundred Battles. If you intervene rashly at this time, you will probably attract the attention of the Third Prince!"

Third Prince? Chen Ran!

Suddenly, my body and mind were cold and I understood everything.

You are still in love with that person. Although the disparity in your identity forces you to stay away, you are still dedicated to doing something for him.

You investigated Bai Zhanhui and Xiao Nanshan just for Chen Ran!

It turns out that I have never walked into your heart. For you, I am just a strange passerby and an outsider.

I told Jiang Chouyu to continue checking! Jiang Chouyu thinks I'm crazy!

Jiang Chouyu's reaction this time was much faster than usual, and he sent an amazing news.

Xiao Nanshan is actually Lu Xiao.

"Who is Lu Xiao?" I asked, a little bit unconscious.

Lu Xiao was the former commander of the Tiger Wing Army's Pioneer Battalion. He was good at using spears, skilled in archery and horses, and had excellent martial arts skills. He followed Xiangping Hou's expedition to the west and reported to the entire army's generals and corpses to be killed. However, in the yellow sand in the desert, there were quite a few people who were covered by yellow sand and there was no trace to be found. Lu Xiao was also one of them.

Therefore, although Lu Xiao's body has never been discovered, no one thought about it.

It was not until Xiao Nanshan launched a pistol to fight against the masters of the Western Regions that it attracted the attention of many interested people. Some people said that this person's behavior was quite similar to that of Lu Xiao, the former commander of the Tiger Wing Army.

Jiang Chouyu also started from this point and investigated from multiple sources to draw his own conclusions. As for how credible this conclusion is, it is worth discussing separately.

This news made me a little sad. If the news was true, then my father might have worked with Xiao Nanshan.

No matter what, I want to go to Chang'an and pass the news to you, so I can make a break.

Although it is winter, the streets of Chang'an are still prosperous and crowded. This is just the second time I have come to Chang'an, but I feel that I have lived here for a long time.

The legend says that Hu horses rely on the north wind and cross the southern branches of the bird's nest. But I fell in love with a city just because there are traces of your life there!

Walking on the cold streets in winter, my whole chest is filled with longing for you. I look forward to seeing you again and spending all the rest of my life with you.

When I saw you, you were beautiful and beautiful clothes, with brocade and tassels, and you snuggled in someone else's arms with a smile on your face.

You have said that you like gorgeous clothes, beautiful clothes, brocade belts, and tassels. You are wearing gorgeous clothes, with picturesque eyebrows and eyes, and you look like smoke, with the beauty I have never seen before.

However, that beauty does not belong to me! Women are to please themselves, and your gorgeous outfit is just for Chen Ran.

At that moment, loneliness surged like a tide, drowned me in the cold air.

I finally met the legendary Chen Ran. Although he occasionally had a killing aura that appeared and attacked during his actions, he was as graceful as jade, which perfectly matched the stunning you, which made me suddenly feel lost in my heart.

When you saw me, your expression was a little unnatural, but you still introduced Chen Ran to me: "This is His Highness, Your Highness, I'll bow!"

I just looked at you, unmoved.

"Kneel down to Your Highness the Prince!" You were a little anxious and tried your best to look at me. Your tone was nervous and your voice was a little panicked.

I smiled miserably, are you worried that I would offend your prince? I no longer insisted, but I did not kneel down. I just clasped my fists according to the etiquette of the world.

Chen Ran sneered at me and finally gradually disappeared.

I didn't understand the meaning in his eyes, nor did I want to understand. I told you the news that Xiao Nanshan was Lu Xiao, so I turned around and walked away.

I left without any nostalgia or concern!

There is no need to stay anymore, there is nothing to say!

The moment I turned around, I saw you open your mouth, but I never heard your voice coming from behind me.

This is a sad memory. Why are you full of laughter and why am I sad?

Because your thoughts have nothing to do with me. And what do I want?

Walking alone in a strange city, a strange street, and in the cold winter streets, there are surging crowds beside me, but no one can recognize me. This makes me feel at ease.

Walking among strangers, wrapping your clothes tightly in the cold wind, thinking of your face.

So, I smiled lonely.

What is quietly broken in the heart, and what desolation grows in the heart?

After all, I am indifferent and entertain myself in a world of one.

(Six) It's time to bloom.

Many years ago, one night, when I was a child, I saw a scene. I remember it was under the warm and bright sunshine. In front of the courtyard in spring, a girl was holding an hourglass of slowly flowing time in her hand, and her mother was sitting next to her...

How many years have passed, the sand in the hourglass should have been emptied, and that girl might have become another girl's mother,

And I am no longer the same as I was before.

Everyone in the world calls me a ghost pusher - Su Yu! This is a notorious code name!

Time is always too fast to keep. Every time I look back, I always see the desolate desert, and those lost memories can never be found again.

On the night I left Chang'an, I dreamed of the sun, the stars, and the hourglass in the palm of my hand. When I woke up, I burst into tears on my back and couldn't sleep at night.

I thought that's the case between me and you, and that's everything.

However, things are not over.

I encountered an assassination! The other party was named Lin Jiuming, who used the strange shadow transformation technique. Later I found out that this person was the right protector of the Heavenly Fire God Sect and had some contact with His Highness the Third Prince.

Lin Jiming's first attack was not a fatal key, he attacked my left arm!

I practice the left-hand knife technique!

Lin Jiming thought that hurting my left arm would destroy my attack and easily kill me.

But he was wrong. He died, and died under my hidden weapon. The poison that was blood-sealed on the hidden weapon was a poison that I could not save myself!

I destroyed Lin Jiming's corpse and traces, and then quietly came to the plan gang. While recovering from the wounds, I thought about the assassination.

I think I'm ignoring something!

Jiang Chouyu said that Lin Jiming and the third prince Chen Ran had secret interactions. When I contacted Chen Ran's look at me, I understood something.

I told myself, I won’t just forget about this matter!

But another thing makes me feel palpitations and dare not think about it?

After I entered the world, I never showed my true skills in front of others. Only those who knew that I was good at using my left-handed sword skills and those who were dead!

How did Lin Zhaiming know this secret?

Is it really you who told me the secret of my left-hand knife technique?

The sun is shining at this moment, but how could my heart be so cold?

I had fantasized about going back to the past and doing everything again, and I thought that, maybe you would stay with me.

Now, I know that none of us can go back...

So, I worked harder to practice the knife, and never left the knife that really danced for myself day and night!

The night is as cool as water in the sky, and I miss the passing year and another spring.

It's another spring when flowers bloom, and unexpectedly, you came to me.

You looked at the scars on my left arm, and your eyes showed heartache, and your expression was not as fake. I guess you really didn't know what I was assassinated.

Perhaps, you told me the secret of the left-handed knife, but you didn't expect Chen Ran to assassinate me.

However, your unintentional actions have made me fall into a game of life and death, and I cannot easily forget it. The vicissitudes of time have made me unrecognizable. I am no longer the weak boy I used to be!

When you come to the plan to help you do something, not just to see me. However, you stayed by my side and said you would accompany me through this last spring.

I didn't think about the feeling in your words. Even though I knew that you didn't belong to me after all, I still couldn't refuse your request to stay.

Love turns out to be drinking poisonous wine with a smile.

You looked at me and smiled, and I just nodded, and did not care about your smile as gently as before. Time has taught me to harden my heart and face anyone.

I told myself in my heart that I am no longer the ignorant boy at your mercy.

You planted a series of tea and milk in the yard. You said that the flowers bloomed to the end, and the dust passed by, how much did you know!

I watched you do all this coldly, and I went outside to practice knife alone, and I had learned not to let anyone know my secret.
To be continued...