Why do people indulge in illusions and even willingly die?

Yin didn't understand before, but now she feels she understands a little.

Just like now, her reason can clearly recognize that she is just in the illusion now, and all this is false, but her emotions refuse to admit this fact.

Refusing to wake up from this beautiful past, she was unwilling to leave.

Here, she is not the queen of the Shadow Tribe who struggles with humans and the Shadow Tribe, but an ordinary girl with a happy and beautiful life.

This is the past she has forgotten. Even if Yin knew that this past must have falsehood - after all, her memory was deleted completely, even if Lin Yan could find some fragments of memory in her spiritual world, it would not be possible to really restore her past - but the familiarity that seemed to be engraved in the bone marrow revealed everywhere in the illusion made Yin almost subconsciously ignore this falsehood and regard it as real.

In fact, Yin's idea is correct. Lin Yan did only get some of her memory fragments. But as a guy who is almost cheating in psychology, these memory fragments are enough for Lin Yan to piece together a past that belongs to Yin.

Perhaps it is not 100% the same, but it is no problem to reach eight out of ten.

After all, most people in this world actually have not that big differences in their lives.

However, the reason why Lin Yan arranged such an illusion was not just to make Yin addicted to the happiness of the past, or to make Yin addicted and unwilling to leave easily is the first step. Lin Yan really wanted to let Yin see what she saw behind.

In Yin's addicted state, the time in the illusion also gradually changed. To be more precise, the little girl in the illusion who almost died in an avalanche has grown up with time.

Time in the illusion is hard to describe. Yin not only has the illusion that he has experienced his past childhood again in the illusion, but also has a sudden feeling of dreaming for a thousand years.

Then she was really in a daze, just like before, and in the later stage of awakening again, Yin found that his perspective had changed.

It was not simply transformed from the first person perspective to the third person perspective, but a kind of division. Most of her perspective became the third party who was watching, while a small part was still stuck in the "self" in the illusion.

But in that part, she couldn't control her body, and just empathized with herself in the illusion.

Then Yin saw that in the illusion, she joined the courthouse as an adult and became a guardian.

She looked at the young, tender, familiar but unfamiliar self, and swore under the banner of the empire with other newcomers from the trial office.

"I volunteer to join the courtroom, become a guardian, support the empire, and fight to protect the empire and protect the people..."

Yin widened his eyes.

Her brain fell into blank for a moment, but after it was blank, something suddenly flashed through Yin's mind.

It was the scene of her swearing under the imperial flag in the past.

It was the scene of her former Awakener project who volunteered to join the Empire and became an Awakener.

That was the scene where she became an awakened person, and after having the ability to control shadows, she ran to her close friend to share with her extremely happy eyes.

That was the time when she and her teammates later played in the office.

The illusion also changed at this time, not anything else, but as one scene after another appeared in Yin's mind, one corresponding phantom after another formed, and then shattered.

Her memories are still shattered, and she still doesn't think of too much.

But Yin felt something cold slid down her face.

"Pu"

The illusion was frozen and turned into a vast snow field again.

The white snow was still falling down from the sky, as if there would never be an end.

The perspective of Yin split ended, but she knelt on the ground, and there was an extra person in her arms.

She looked very petite and cute, and she looked like a legal loli in the minds of many people. However, her body was covered with blood and scars, and her breath was as faint as if it would disappear at any time.

The blood on her body fell down the snow along her clothes, and soon dyed a large area of ​​white red.

It looks like a flower from a distance.

Beautiful, cruel, flowers equivalent to death.

"team leader……"

The girl tried hard to open her eyes, and the light in her pupils flickered and she wanted to raise her left hand, but in the end she could only barely grasp the corner of Yin's clothes.

Her lips moved again, but this time she didn't make any sound. It seemed that she had even put her last strength into the captain just now.

Yin stared at the girl in her arms blankly. She clearly had very few memories of the girl in her brain, but at this moment she felt extremely sad.

So sad that even her body, which should not be affected by the illusion, became scarred and covered with blood at this moment.

"What did you say?"

She heard herself ask, her voice desperate and sad.

The girl's lips moved again, and Yin couldn't help but lowered her head and put her ears to the girl's mouth.

Yin finally heard the girl's voice clearly.

She said, "Escape quickly, don't worry about me."

Then, the world became quiet.

The sound of the girl's breathing that Yin could have heard disappeared.

"No!"

"No! No! Please don't do this!"

Yin heard his voice so heartbreakingly.

"It's obvious that they came for me... it's obvious that they came for me!"

She heard her low sobs.

She hugged the girl in her arms tightly.

But the girl's body turned into black smoke in the next second, like the people she was killed.

Yes, the awakened person will not leave any corpses like monsters after his death.

Yinhou thought about it later, and then couldn't help but hug himself tightly.

Very cold...

So cold...

How could this world be so cold...

The snow didn't know how long it took, and it didn't know when it stopped.

"rustle--"

Yin heard the sound of footsteps and someone was approaching.

She raised her head and saw another one.

"Do you remember your vow?"

"I remember." Yin looked at the person who was exactly the same as him and nodded gently.

"Then do you remember what you did these days?"

"I remember." Yin was silent for a second, nodded, and asked, "Do you want me to die here? Mr. Lin Yan."

"Yes!" The girl or Lin Yan, who was holding the silver shell, nodded and said, "I hope you die here."

"I could have weaved a more exquisite illusion that makes you die in despair, but I finally chose to come and ask you in person."

"Are you sympathizing with me?" Yin was stunned when she heard this. She did not doubt Lin Yan's words because she had already felt the power of Lin Yan's illusion.

So she asked, “Because my past sympathizes with me?”

"No!"
Chapter completed!