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Chapter 18 You were born to be human

"I..." Sangsang opened his mouth. At this moment, after hearing Lin Yan's words, she felt that the feeling of being called happy in her heart seemed to be stronger.

She didn't understand why, but she still said in an extremely serious voice: "I will remember it."

Then Sangsang was stunned when he saw Lin Yan for a moment, and then showed a much brighter smile than before.

The other party reached out and gently touched her face.

"Sangsang, you smile so cutely, and you have a dimples!"

Laugh? Sangsang was stunned, and she naturally knew what laughter was. For this reason, she instinctively raised her hand and touched the corner of her mouth almost when she heard this.

The touch from her fingers told Sangsang that the corners of her mouth were completely curled. This discovery made Sangsang stunned, but at this moment the scene of her previous life in the laboratory flashed through her mind.

At that time, the man in a white robe looked at him with a cold expression.

"You don't need a smile, you don't need emotions, you're just a weapon."

"Weapons should not have their own emotions."

And then…and what happened…

Sangsang almost subconsciously began to recall her memory, and her memory was a little blurred in this regard, because she was too young at that time, and the memory itself made her, the master, want to forget it like self-protection.

...By the way, it was not the first time she felt happy. She had felt this emotion at that time...

Then what?

The vague memories made Sangsang confused, but her body responded first, which was a trembling out of instinct.

Although the trembling lasted for a moment, the unfamiliar emotion that filled the whole body with trembling still made Sangsang froze directly in place.

Then a thought rang out in her mind...

Can't laugh...can't laugh...

She doesn't need a smile!

"Sangsang!"

Who grabbed her shoulder? She had only known her for less than twenty-four hours, but she was so familiar that she could not forget her. Sangsang's pupils finally had a focal distance. She looked at Lin Yan in front of her. The expression on the other person's face had never seen before.

What expression is this?

Ah, she remembered...Is this worry? Is it sad?

Sangsang couldn't tell the difference, but she raised her hand and pressed it on the other person's face, saying, "Don't be sad, I don't want you to be sad."

"You guy... look at your expression before saying this!" Lin Yan didn't know what to say for a moment, and his original worry was interrupted, becoming a little moved, and a little amused and a little amused.

However, seeing the smile in front of him completely faded and returning to the expressionless appearance of Sangsang, thinking about the fear he saw on the other party just now, Lin Yan's fist was hard, and then he said:

"Sangsang, have I told you that you are free?"

Sangsang was suddenly confused.

Lin Yan, who was half-squatting, held her face seriously and said, "I don't know what you have experienced before, what have those scumbags done to you again... But, Sangsang, you are free."

"At least now, when you are by my side, you are free. You can laugh when you want to laugh, you can cry when you want to cry, and you can cry when you want to act spoiled, you can also be able to bear if you want to be willful... You are free, you can express any emotion you have. No one is qualified to limit it, I don't, nor do the rest."

Sangsang blinked blankly as he listened to his words. No one had ever said such words to her. The other people she had come into contact with since childhood were just to suppress her feelings again and again, instilling in her that she was just a weapon and no need for emotions.

This led to this moment. Sangsang had no idea what he should do, so he could only instinctively say: "Weapons do not require emotions."

"But you are not a weapon!"

Lin Yan said this with a decisive look. His eyes were unprecedentedly serious, and his aura was unprecedentedly powerful.

At this moment, he was completely different from his usual gentleness and the dangers when talking about scumbags. It was an indescribable strength that made people involuntarily convinced, as if he could lead others to a bright future.

"You are not a weapon, you are a human, you are a human named Lin Sangsang, not a weapon called the Angel of Death." Lin Yan said, as if there was a flame burning in his eyes, "You were born as a human, no one is qualified to treat you as a weapon."

"But... I'm the weapon." Sangsang refuted Lin Yan's words for the first time. Her eyes were filled with helplessness, confusion and a certain fear. The focus fell on Lin Yan's face, but it seemed that she was seeking recognition.

"I'm the weapon..."

Perhaps his instinct was still asking for help, but after ten years of destruction, Sangsang, who had believed in the fact that he was a weapon, could not accept other answers for a while.

Especially some of the ideas that were once instilled, which made her spirit fall into a worse state once she was denied her value as a weapon.

Lin Yan frowned immediately. He knew that it would be impossible to break Sangsang's solidified perception of himself in one breath.

It’s not that it can’t be done, but if the means are too intense, the spirit of the girl in front of her may collapse first.

Damn lab!

Lin Yan bit his lower lip, and he held Sangsang's face in his hand and said, "I know you can't accept this answer for a while, and I won't force you."

"But since you think you are alive as a weapon, then execute my orders!"

In extraordinary times, extraordinary means. Since Sangsang cannot change his self-cognition for the time being, Lin Yan doesn’t mind using this perception to help her restore her human side.

"Please give orders." As a weapon, the identity of Sangsang was "recognized", and the fear and helplessness in his eyes also dissipated and he returned to his previous appearance.

"The command is very simple..." Lin Yan paused and said, "From now on, you laugh when you want to laugh, you cry when you want to cry, and you frown when you want to frown... In short, any emotion you have to be expressed, this command will be until... the day you no longer think you are a weapon."

"But..." Sangsang was stunned for a moment, trying to say something, but before he could say it, he was blocked back.

"No, but, don't tell me that weapons do not require feelings..." Lin Yan pressed his index finger on Sangsang's lips and said, "Weapons must obey orders. No matter how the people you met before told you, you are my weapons now, and you must obey my orders." When he said this last sentence, Lin Yan was completely angry.

He was both angry with the scumbags in the laboratory and also angry with Sangsang's "stubborn temper".

Of course, it's more heartache.

"…Yes" Although it is a bit strange, Lin Yan's words are indeed nothing wrong with Sangsang.

"Hu..." Lin Yan's anger finally got a little smoother. He looked at Sangsang in front of him and sighed again, then reached out and rubbed the other person's head, and said:

"Sangsang, you will understand what I said today one day."
Chapter completed!
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