"Shirou, I can only deal with the current trauma for you. The only internal one is to rely on yourself, imagine a more perfect self, and then complete it. This is your magic - strengthening. Believe in yourself, and the more perfect you are in your heart."

So can I fix myself like a repair tool?

Looking at the sun gradually falling outside the window, as if entering a life of death, I was lying on the bed and smiled bitterly.

Last night, it was rider who saved me. She was willing to exchange my life for the price of her life, but I made an appointment with another person to decide who will die tonight.

After a brief treatment for me, rider took me home with a horse and met Sakura who fainted on the ground at the door.

Rider had to work hard to settle Sakura, and during this period he said the beginning of the sentence.

The server named rider seems to have rich experience in treatment and is proficient in corresponding magic. After she reminded me, I began to take the initiative to treat my wounds. After several hours of treatment, my internal injuries were even healed.

I have become a machine that can repair and replace parts as scary as a machine.

But in this way, fighting against archer at night can ensure basic combat effectiveness.

Maybe, rider thought of this before he taught me this skill.

After that, I fell into a long sleep, and when I woke up, it was the setting sun.

My body seemed to be still struggling, but my mind fell into continuous excitement.

Then go to fight.

I staggered up and walked into the bathroom to wash my face. The cold water stimulated my skin and calmed me down.

As I was always preparing to go to school, I started washing my daily life, but the abnormalities in the mirror kept telling me.

——I am no longer me.

Facing the strange boy in the mirror, my spirit almost fell into madness again.

Get ready quickly, I'm going to die today.

While humming a song that was not tuned for himself, he walked into the kitchen, took out all the food that could replenish energy, and forced himself to eat it.

Get ready quickly and let it end today.

Finally, I took a cup of cold boiled water, and I let out a long breath, walked into the corridor of the courtyard, and looked at the ending sunset.

This is the end.

The chaotic mood gradually disappeared.

I closed my eyes and felt the feeling of the sun falling on my skin, the warmth that disappeared little by little.

Let it all end.

However, I still have endless connections with this world.

"Senior..."

A girl called in surprise from the side. I turned around and saw her surprised expression, which then turned into increasingly sadness, and pearl-like tears rolled down her pale cheeks.

"Sakura, are you okay? I remember you fainted."

My heart twitched violently and asked in the gentlest tone, but she ignored my concern at all.

"Why, why did you become like this?"

The girl almost rushed over to me, but the invisible distance separated each other. She raised her hand hesitantly and reached towards my face.

"It's just a little change. Sakura doesn't treat me as a bad boy."

That, it's not something Sakura wants to care about at all.

"Senior, why do you have to work so hard? Always put yourself in danger? Don't go out again, okay? Senior."

"Sakura, have you heard rider say?"

"After I woke up, Miss rider told me about this. I originally wanted to ask Miss rider to find her senior, why did this still happen?"

"Sure enough, Sakura is the best for me. Didn't I come back safely-!"

"But, I don't want seniors to do dangerous things anymore-!"

Facing my hippie smile, Sakura yelled out in pain, roaring out all the worries and sadness of these days.

"You all hid it from me, and then disappeared one by one without warning, first saber, then archer, and then it was Senior Umiya. I couldn't stand it, I could no longer bear it, I could not stand it, I could not bear it at all--!"

Sakura burst into tears, crying so hard that my heart twitched in pain.

I took a step forward and hugged the crying girl into my arms, leaning her tears on my shoulders.

"It's okay, everything will get better. As long as it's over tonight, everything will get better."

My lovely schoolgirl, I didn't expect that I would make you so worried.

Sorry, I always have many things I want to do, and I can't enjoy the life you prepared for me at home with peace of mind.

There must be an end between that person and me, so I have to say sorry to you again.

Let the poor girl cry in her arms until her voice finally fell.

I quietly moved my left hand upwards and reached towards her neck.

Suddenly, the girl suddenly broke away from my arms, and she stood in front of me with tears still standing pretty.

"Senior, can you stay? Even if it's just for me, please stay?"

“…”

I couldn't nod, nor could I shake my head in front of the girl's pleading.

"I want to use all of mine to keep the senior."

The girl raised her hand and landed on her chest.

“Even if my body is so dirty, there is something that makes people like it.”

What was she talking about? Before her consciousness could react, she was infected by the dazzling white.

In the corridor at dusk, the beauty that belongs to the girl is completely blooming in front of me. The pure white dyed a seductive red color in the sunset. The soft arc trembled gently under the girl's nervous breathing. She was so cute that she wanted to touch and kiss her, and hugged the charming fragrance body into her arms and rub it into her heart.

Until the girl's right arm, the spell carved in blood came into my sight.

That was Sakura's spell, the credential for her to participate in the Holy Grail War as a master.

The skin on the left arm was burning with pain, there was the spell I had lost and the symbol of my loss of saber forever.

"cherry……"

Her lips were so dry that she could not say anything she refused. I walked forward stiffly and spent a century putting her own coat on the girl who was trembling in the cold.

"Sorry, there is something I have to do..."

I walked past the girl gently, as if I was worried that a touch would break her.

Behind me is the figure of a girl squatting down and crying, which is a desolate figure who can't make any sound.

I firmly tidied up and walked into the entrance silently, leaving the girl behind and ready to set off.

A slender figure stood in front of me, and the purple hair like life danced in the cold wind.

"Sure enough, she still didn't leave you."

"Rider, thank you for saving me."

"I just obey the master, and also, hold this-"

The rider handed over the object that was held in her hand.

It was a thick and heavy hard-shell book, which looked very familiar.

Isn’t this the book that Shinji has always held in his hand last time?

"This is--?"

"The Book of Fake Ministers made of the spell, from now on, you are my master."

Seeing me taking the book, rider seemed to say reluctantly.

"Why give me this? I don't need you to be my servant."

"After knowing that I can help you, that stupid kid is doing this."

This is the book of false ministers that can allow those who do not have curse to command the servant, then—

“What price does this cost?”

"Consuming a spell."

rider said briefly.

"In other words, Sakura gave Shinji the first order spell into a false minister's book, and then used the second order spell on me?"

"Yes."

"Is it because Shinji completely consumed the first spell to summon you?"

"Yes."

"So, I can use the second spell the same way."
To be continued...