104. You say, who am I?(1/3)
"No!" Xiao Xing refused coldly.
"Why can't it?" Mu Yan expressed her reputation and something, Xiao Xinghan shouldn't care at all.
"I want my son, you give me a baby, how many I want to give birth to a baby?" Xiao Xinghan said with a deep look at Mu Yan.
Mu Yan was speechless: "I'll talk about this later." Mu Yan felt that she was still a little girl, what son would she have? Let's talk about it in a few years!
"I ask you, have you ever thought about how to arrange for Xiao Yan when you saved Xiao Yan?" Mu Yan asked Xiao Xinghan. Many things need not be explained clearly, and Mu Yan could think of them. There is no news that Tuoba Liang and his son had happened. Someone must have done it deliberately. Even if the royal family of Beimo Kingdom has not changed, it should be too soon. Xiao Xinghan did not send Tuoba Yan back to Beimo Kingdom, which means he did not want to interfere in the change of the throne of Beimo Kingdom.
"Yes." Xiao Xinghan responded.
"How to arrange it?" Mu Yan asked again.
"You decide." Xiao Xing said coldly, this was his arrangement.
"Very good." Mu Yan nodded slightly, "Since you asked me to decide, I would like to ask you to claim that Xiao Yan is your illegitimate child, and you cannot refuse."
Xiao Xinghan was silent and didn't say anything. Mu Yan sighed slightly and said, "Does Xiao Yan want to stay by our side in the future and let him decide for himself. Before that, we must take good care of him."
Mu Yan is not full of sympathy, but she likes this child, and she thinks that if a child appears by Xiao Xinghan, it may be a good thing that will make him less indifferent. As for whether Mu Yan wants to give birth to Xiao Xinghan, it will be a matter of the future.
There is another reason. Now everyone in the world is waiting to see Mu Yan die in a few days after getting married. Mu Yan is not in the mood to blame the misunderstandings of her and Xiao Xinghan, because no one can do it, and she doesn't need everyone to like it at all. But a very realistic problem is that if she doesn't die after marrying Xiao Xinghan, her health will be better, and everyone in the world will be very disappointed.
Xiao Xinghan did not kill Mu Yan, but instead favored Mu Yan, which was contrary to his original character, because with his character, he should not like a sick and weak daughter like Mu Yan, who was a rebellious family. Many people even think that Xiao Xinghan's character as a living king of hell should not have feelings at all. He was alone and lived alone to meet the expectations of most people for him.
Since this is the case, Mu Yan feels that it is difficult for her to reverse the misunderstanding of Xiao Xinghan by the world, and it is better to do the opposite! She is already with Xiao Xinghan, so she can do whatever she wants in the future. If the world wants to scold her, let them scold her! The road of life is very long. Mu Yan will not be bound by rumors in the past, she will not be bound by rumors now, and will not be in the future.
Of course, Xiao Xinghan knew very well. What it means to suddenly reveal that he had an illegitimate child during the marriage? No one would doubt this, because everyone thinks that the living King of Hell, Xiao Xinghan, will not be a father to other people's sons, so Xiao Xinghan said that Tuoba Yan is his son, and Tuoba Yan is.
But there is no doubt that people in the world will look at Mu Yan with more sarcastic and contemptuous eyes, and will think that Mu Yan, the married princess, is a joke.
"Don't you care?" Xiao Xinghan looked at Mu Yan and asked, his voice still coldly, but there was a hint of other emotions in it.
"If I care, I won't be with you." Mu Yan's lips curled slightly, her eyes were clear and indifferent. She and Xiao Xinghan were able to get together because they had a tacit understanding in many things. She could understand Xiao Xinghan because she was very similar to Xiao Xinghan in some aspects.
Xiao Xinghan reached out to take Mu Yan over, lowered his head and kissed Mu Yan's lips gently, then turned around and left, a cold voice drifted into Mu Yan's ears: "I'll take him away before dawn."
Mu Yan walked over, closed the window, turned around and met a pair of surprised, alert and panic-like eyes.
"Xiao Yan, don't you recognize me anymore?" Mu Yan walked over and sat down beside the bed. However, Tuoba Yan held his knees and shrank from a distance to the corner of the bed. He lowered his head and did not dare to look at Mu Yan, not knowing what he was thinking.
It has only been three months since we last met. Before today, Tuoba Yan in Mu Yan's memory was brave, lively, laughing and sensible, but now Tuoba Yan seems to have become another person.
Tuoba Yan is only in his early six years old. He is originally strong and has a very cute appearance. He has lost a lot of weight now, and his clothes have been replaced with brocade robes that children from the noble families of Tianli Kingdom can wear. The string of wolf teeth that he had been hanging around his neck has now disappeared.
Xiao Xinghan is a miraculous doctor, so Tuoba Yan will not have any physical problems. The only possible reason for him to be like this is because he is mentally stimulating.
"Xiao Yan." Mu Yan stretched out his hand. Before he could touch Tuoba Yan's little hand, Tuoba Yan shrank back again, as if he had closed himself up. He didn't want to see Mu Yan, and he seemed to have not heard Mu Yan speak.
Mu Yan got up, opened a box in the wardrobe, and a very smooth wolf tooth lay quietly inside.
Mu Yan took the wolf tooth and sat down by the bed. Instead of pulling Tuoba Yan's hand, she placed the wolf tooth on the bed, right between the two, where Tuoba Yan could reach it with just one hand.
"Xiao Yan, you gave me this to me. Do you still remember?" Mu Yan looked at Tuoba Yan and asked softly. Tuoba Yan was six years old. He had six wolf teeth hanging on his neck, which was his most precious thing. When he saw Mu Yan for the first time, he gave Mu Yan one.
Mu Yan's words made Tuoba Yan's little hand move slightly. On the ancient ring on the finger, there was a little eagle carved from rubies, emitting a faint luster.
Mu Yan sat by the bed and looked at Tuoba Yan quietly. She was silent. After about a quarter of an hour, Tuoba Yan suddenly stretched out his little hand, grabbed the wolf tooth on the bed, and held it tightly in his hand, but he still did not raise his hand, and shrank in the corner of the bed without moving.
Mu Yan stood up and walked towards the door.
"Miss, it's so late, why do you need it..." Qingxue was puzzled when she heard Mu Yan's request.
"Go quickly." Mu Yan said with a faint expression.
"Yes, I'll look for it right away!" Qingxue hurriedly walked out of the yard after she finished speaking.
Soon, Qingxue returned, held a piano in her arms, and handed it to Mu Yan. Mu Yan suddenly said in the middle of the night that she wanted to play the piano and asked Qingxue to find a piano for her. Qingxue went to report Dongfang Ziyu. Dongfang Ziyu directly asked Qingxue to take a very expensive guqin from Mu Yan's dowry. Anyway, these things were originally used for Mu Yan.
Mu Yan entered the room with Qin in her arms, closed the door, placed Qin on the table by the window, then sat down and gently stroked it, a melodious sound of the piano flowed out from her fingers.
Dongfang Ziyu, who lives in the next yard, has not slept yet. When he heard the sound of the piano, he looked inexplicable. He was wondering whether it was Xiao Xinghan who came to Mu Yan secretly. In order to please Xiao Xinghan, Mu Yan was playing the piano for him? Dongfang Ziyu quickly gave up this idea because he felt that Mu Yan was not a girl of this type.
The sound of the piano is not exciting, but very soothing, like mountains and flowing waters, endless fields, with the power of calming the mood. This is a clear heart song, and those who hear it can let go of all worries, depressedness and become peaceful.
When Mu Yan played it for the second time, Tuoba Yan's little body moved. He hesitated and slowly raised his head and looked at Mu Yan sitting by the window.
Mu Yan was still playing the piano quietly. In this dark night, the entire inn seemed to be infected by the sound of the piano and became quieter and more peaceful. Such a sound of the piano would never disturb others' rest, but would only make people sleep and dream.
Tuoba Yan tightly held the wolf tooth in his hand, his eyes calmed a lot, his hands holding his knees relaxed a little, and his tightly frowned brows slowly stretched out under the soothing of the piano.
Mu Yan kept playing the Qingxin Song continuously, and Tuoba Yan looked at her back quietly. Until an hour later, Tuoba Yan's hand finally let go of his knees, his body relaxed, his lips moved slightly, and his voice was like a mosquito, "Beauty sister..."
Mu Yan paused, and the sound of the piano slowly stopped. She stood up, turned around and walked over, sat down beside the bed, reached out to carry Tuoba Yan into her arms, patted him gently on the back, and said softly: "Don't be afraid of Xiaoyan."
Tuoba Yan burst into tears, he suddenly let go of the wolf teeth he was holding in his hand, stretched out his little arm and hugged Mu Yan tightly.
Feeling Tuoba Yan's little shoulder trembling, but he didn't hear the crying sound. Mu Yan sighed slightly in her heart and stroked Tuoba Yan's head: "If you want to cry, just cry, sister won't laugh at you."
Tuoba Yan just hugged Mu Yan and sobbed quietly. The choked sound made Mu Yan feel very sad.
Mu Yan did not ask what Tuoba Yan had experienced, but just hugged Tuoba Yan quietly, allowing Tuoba Yan's tears to wet her clothes.
Before dawn, Tuoba Yan was tired of crying and fell asleep in Mu Yan's arms, with tears on his face that had not yet dried up.
Mu Yan's arms were a little numb, but in order to make Tuoba Yan sleep more peacefully, she sat there motionlessly. In fact, since Tuoba Yan was rescued by Xiao Xinghan's people, she had never said a word in the middle before seeing Mu Yan, and she refused to have eye contact with others. He even used a calming medicine most of the time he fell asleep.
When Xiao Xinghan appeared again, he saw Mu Yan sitting beside the bed holding Tuoba Yan. There was an extra piano in the room than when he came last night.
Mu Yan shook her head slightly at Xiao Xinghan and signaled him not to speak. Xiao Xinghan sat down next to Mu Yan, turned around and saw a wolf tooth thrown on the bed, picked it up and held it in his hand, and looked down.
It was already dawn, and Ling Shuang's voice sounded at the door: "Miss, have you gotten up?"
"No." Mu Yan replied two words.
Ling Shuang frowned slightly, stood there with her back to the door, ready to guard the door for Mu Yan because she felt that her son-in-law was likely inside.
Dongfang Ziyu came to find Mu Yan. Ling Shuang only said that Mu Yan slept late last night and had not yet gotten up. Dongfang Ziyu's eyes flashed slightly, and she didn't say anything, so she turned around and left.
Xiao Xinghan found that Mu Yan's posture was a little stiff, and reached out to carry Tuoba Yan over. After a moment of movement, Tuoba Yan suddenly opened his eyes and woke up.
Facing Xiao Xinghan's cold eyes, Tuoba Yan subconsciously pushed him away, and his little body instantly shrank behind Mu Yan, grabbing Mu Yan's clothes, looking like he didn't trust anyone except Mu Yan.
"Prince Xiao, you are disliked." Mu Yan smiled, reached out and held Tuoba Yan's little hand, pulled him forward, looked into his eyes and said, "Your Uncle Xiao is your father's good friend and will not hurt you."
When Tuoba Yan heard the three words "Uncle Xiao", his body trembled slightly, and looked at Mu Yan stubbornly, pursing his lips tightly and not speaking, and refused to look at Xiao Xinghan.
"Okay." Mu Yan reached out and hugged Tuoba Yan, "If you don't want to talk, you don't have to talk. Wait until you want to talk, would you tell your sister? "
Tuoba Yan's little hand hooked Mu Yan's finger and moved slightly, which was considered a response.
"Xiao Yan, you are in Tianli Kingdom now. Next, my sister will give you a baby, you will like it." Mu Yan said with a smile.
Mu Yan winked at Xiao Xinghan, Xiao Xinghan got up, and after a moment he took a bronze mirror and handed it to Mu Yan.
Mu Yan put the bronze mirror in front of Tuoba Yan. Tuoba Yan looked at his face in the mirror and blinked.
Mu Yan took out the Qianying mask she used when she was pretending to be A Yue from her purse and carefully put it on Tuoba Yan's face. After she put it on, she looked slightly surprised and raised the bronze mirror and asked Tuoba Yan to see it by herself.
"Xiao Yan, look who this is?" Qianying mask, thousands of people faced each other. Mu Yan was surprised that Tuoba Yan wore this Qianying mask, and his appearance was so three-pointed similar to Xiao Xinghan, especially his eyebrows and eyes. He could not see it carefully, but if he took it out directly and said that this was Xiao Xinghan's son, I'm afraid no one would doubt it.
Tuoba Yan suddenly opened his eyes wide, looked at Mu Yan, and then his eyes fell on the completely unfamiliar face in the bronze mirror. He couldn't help but stretch out his little hand and touched his face. It felt the same as usual, but he knew that he had changed his appearance.
No matter how brave and sensible Tuoba Yan is, he is just a six-year-old child. Such a magical thing happened to him now. He was surprised and also very interesting. He felt that the things on his face were a good baby, and he liked it very much.
"Xiao Yan, my sister gave you a new name, Xiao Yanlang. What do you think?" Mu Yan looked at Tuoba Yan and asked softly.
Tuoba Yan frowned, looked at Mu Yan and shook his head slightly, saying that he would not change his name.
"Xiao Yan, this is just for deceiving people. You see, you have changed your face and have a new name, so that those who want to hurt you will not be able to find you." Mu Yan said gently, stroking Tuoba Yan's little head.
Tuoba Yan looked at Mu Yan quietly, and after a while, he nodded slightly, as if he agreed.
Mu Yan blinked at Xiao Xinghan and signaled that Xiao Xinghan could take the person away. Someone might come here during the day, and Tuoba Yan is not suitable for her to appear by her side now.
Xiao Xinghan reached out to hug Tuoba Yan, who subconsciously wanted to shrink behind Mu Yan again. Xiao Xinghan grabbed his long arm and directly locked him in his arms.
Before Tuoba Yan could struggle, a small thing was stuffed in his hand. He looked down and found that it was the wolf tooth he gave to Mu Yan before, and Mu Yan gave him again last night.
"Xiao Yan, be obedient, sister will go find you later." Mu Yan looked at Tuoba Yan and said with a smile.
Tuoba Yan calmed down and lay on Xiao Xinghan's shoulder, looking at Mu Yan without blinking. Xiao Xinghan lowered his head and kissed Mu Yan's lips, tasted it briefly, and turned around and left.
Tuoba Yan's little brow frowned again, looking a little unhappy...
Mu Yan sighed slightly. She felt that she would never be able to surpass Xiao Xinghan when she studied medical skills by Xiao Xinghan. But if she opened a psychological clinic in this world and had a minor in psychology in college in her previous life and had obtained a degree, she said that she was definitely the first in this field.
Of course, the above is just a joke idea that flashes through. Mu Yan knows that psychological problems must be solved step by step and cannot be achieved overnight. As for Xiao Xinghan, a bastard who has psychological problems, it should be difficult to communicate with Tuoba Yan now. Xiao Xinghan had asked Mo Qingchen to take care of Tuoba Yan before, and Mo Qingchen was enough, but he couldn't figure it out. He also scratched his ears and cheeks in the middle and didn't know how to start.
The weather was clear that day. It was already a while when Mu Yan finished her breakfast, and Su Qi came in a hurry.
"Little cousin, when are you going back to see grandpa?" Su Qi looked at Mu Yan and asked. Seeing Mu Yan's pink face, she reached out and touched her and said, "Little cousin, why are you so good in your skin? What's the secret?"
Mu Yan hit Su Qi in the hand: "The secret is that I am born with beauty."
Su Qi rolled her eyes: "Okay! You are the most beautiful! You haven't said that, when are you going to go back to see Grandpa? Grandpa is not very convenient for coming here now."
Su Zheng had already resigned from his post, but he was the head of the Su family after all. As soon as Mu Yan arrived in Leiyang City, Su Zheng came to the inn, which was so noticeable.
The man in the palace did not take his anger at the Su family because of the Mu family, but it was actually just an appearance. No one outsider knew that the Su family had experienced a very dangerous period, walking on thin ice. Later, Su Ji turned the tide, which allowed the Su family to escape.
In Li Xiaotian's eyes, Mu Yan is just a pawn in the marriage between the two countries. Using Mu Yan's identity as the daughter of a rebel general, he can better seek benefits for Tianli Kingdom. As for what Mu Yan's fate will be after returning to Leiyang City, Li Xiaotian is not completely unwilling to care, but he is waiting to see what Xiao Xinghan will do.
Even if Mu Yan was killed by Xiao Xinghan, Li Xiaotian would only be happy because he actually did not want to see Mu Yaoguang's daughter alive under his nose.
To be continued...