Spring should be good, if you are still there 16
It is rare to hear Zhiqiu say so many things at once in a while when Chen Nanhui returns.
In fact, he is very annoying to others to talk about this topic with him.
No matter who says it, he will feel that the other person will feel pain when he stands and speaks without any pain.
Because, if those who experience those things are not them, they will naturally not have deep feelings.
But he didn't know why, so he had the patience to listen to what Zhiqiu said.
"They think that giving you good material conditions is a must, which is actually a reflection of a sense of responsibility."
Zhiqiu gave him an example of his own experience, "Look at me, I have no material and no complete family since I was a child. In fact, you are much better than me."
At least his parents are around now, and Chen Cong and Nansu are very nice to him.
And she... still has nothing.
Since Su Zhi was taken back to the Lu family by Lu Zhenyun, all her focus has been placed on the Lu family, and she has not cared about her much more about her when she was a child.
I know these things without spending too much time thinking about them, and once I think about them, I feel quite sad.
Zhiqiu rarely talks about his family with Shen Nan. He has talked about it once before, and it is also very shallow.
Today she mentioned it, and Chen Nanhui followed and asked: "Hmm? Why are you better than me?"
Zhiqiu: "You know, I am an illegitimate daughter. When I was a child, I always grew up with my mother. She didn't earn much work, so we actually had a hard time."
Thinking of the past, Zhiqiu cheered up and smiled, "When he was in elementary school, he started to be ridiculed by people around him as a wild child without a father. In fact, it was quite sad."
Zhiqiu remembers that there is an activity in school that requires her parents to go together, so she is very scared.
When I was in elementary school, I had to write topics like my father. She didn’t know how to write them, so she could only copy them from the composition book.
Anyway, this incident left a considerable shadow on her growth path.
Later, when I grew up, I gradually let go of these things, but letting them go does not mean forgetting.
Those ridiculous voices still exist in the depths of memory.
Zhiqiu was very disgusted with Lu Zhenyun in his heart, but Su Zhi loved him so much that she couldn't extricate herself. She had no way to stop Su Zhi.
That is the person who depends on her and she wants her to be happy.
"Forget it, stop talking." Chen Nanhui listened and felt pity for Zhiqiu.
He felt that he must be crazy.
"Oh..." Zhiqiu nodded, "I'm sorry, I remembered the past and said too much."
Chen Nanhui refused to answer the conversation and continued driving.
After returning home, the two of them were in peace.
Chen Nanhui was in a bad mood today, so Zhiqiu did not disturb him and went upstairs quietly.
Only after going upstairs did she reply to Mo Xici's news.
Zhiqiu: It’s not convenient to reply to the message just now, I’m sorry.
Mo Xici: It doesn’t matter, don’t apologize to me.
Zhiqiu: What are you doing now?
Mo Xici: Working overtime, reading documents.
Zhiqiu: Then am I disturbing you?
Mo Xici: I have finished reading the documents and am chatting with you now.
Zhiqiu: Well... Then you go home early to rest. You have to work hard but don’t be overloaded.
Mo Xici: I like to hear you care about me the most.
Seeing him sending this message, Zhiqiu smiled embarrassedly.
This kind of smile often happened when we were in love with Mo Xici.
This is how she is when she is shy.
But it has been many years since I was shy, and it seems that only Mo Xici can arouse her emotions.
After chatting with Mo Xici for a while, Zhiqiu went to take a shower.
After taking a shower, I lay on the bed and remembered the sad look of Chen Nanhui today.
Zhiqiu felt a little abnormal - why did she care so much about Chen Nanhui?
This is too abnormal.
After being called home by Chen Cong and Nansu that day, Chen Nanhui did not restrain himself.
He and Zuo Han are still in the same way as before. Not only did they not avoid suspicion, but they were in a tendency to become more and more intense.
For a moment, everyone was speculating that Chen Nanhui was probably going to get a divorce.
If such a thing happens, the person who is pushed into the public opinion is naturally Zhiqiu.
People in the company will show that kind of sympathetic look when they see Zhiqiu.
Zhiqiu is very popular in the company. She is easy-going, has no airs, and is more enthusiastic, and is also very good to her colleagues.
At the beginning, everyone would actually be hostile to her, because they always felt that it was definitely not easy to marry someone who could marry Chen Nanhui.
But as soon as I came into contact, I realized that Zhiqiu is really good. He doesn't care about anything with you. He is just an ordinary down-to-earth girl.
So, if such a thing happens, everyone must be on her side and sympathizing with her.
However, Zhiqiu himself seems to have not been affected by this incident at all. He works when he should work and drinks coffee when he should.
In comparison, it seems that everyone is worried about eating salty radish.
Another weekend.
Before he got off work, Zhiqiu received another call from Lu Xiaoxia.
Every time Lu Xiaoxia calls Zhiqiu, there is nothing good about it, but Zhiqiu has to answer.
She walked out of the office and reached the safe passage before she picked up the phone.
As soon as the phone was connected, Lu Xiaoxia heard an unreasonable voice; "Where are you? Get me two million out tomorrow."
Zhiqiu was so angry that he laughed when he heard Lu Xiaoxia's natural tone.
"Do you think I'm an ATM?"
The last time I gave her money was already the limit.
She also emphasized to Lu Xiaoxia before that it was the first and last time.
She couldn't always be shameless and asked Shen Nan for money, although that money was indeed not a huge sum of money for Chen Nan.
"Lu Zhiqiu, your wings are hard, aren't you?" Lu Xiaoxia gritted her teeth and asked her.
"If you need money, you can tell your dad that he is not without money." Zhiqiu reminded her, "I don't think we are so familiar."
"Lu Zhiqiu..." Lu Xiaoxia rarely softened her attitude in front of Zhiqiu: "Can you help me again? Ye Ming lost all the money in the casino and owed almost two million. If he couldn't pay back the money, the people in the casino would go to find dad! I don't want dad to know about this."
It was the first time that Lu Xiaoxia put her posture so low in front of Zhiqiu after so many years.
However, Zhiqiu is not the kind of soft-hearted Virgin. Even if Lu Xiaoxia said so, she was still indifferent.
"That's your business, it has nothing to do with me." Zhiqiu's voice was very calm, "Lu Xiaoxia, there is no deep friendship between you and me. No matter what you threaten me this time, I will never ask Shen Nan for money again."
Lu Xiaoxia didn't expect that what she got after lowering her posture was like this. She was angry and angry in an instant, and her words became very unpleasant.
"Haha, aren't you going to ask for money or have you been abandoned?" Lu Xiaoxia mocked her, "Now the whole Haicheng knows that he has a woman outside and an illegitimate child. How long do you think you can sit in this position? Others bet when will you get divorced!"
Lu Xiaoxia originally thought that this incident could accurately hit Zhiqiu's pain, but she didn't expect that Zhiqiu was extremely calm.
"Since you know we're about to divorce, why do you still ask me and him to get the money?" Zhiqiu asked Lu Xiaoxia in this way.
One question completely made Lu Xiaoxia ask nothing to say.
Lu Xiaoxia didn't expect that Zhiqiu would happily admit that there was something wrong with his relationship with Shen Nanhui.
Zhiqiu did not leave Lu Xiaoxia time to refute, and after saying this, he hung up the phone.
After hanging up the phone, she smiled self-deprecatingly.
In fact, she has no family now. Even Su Zhi can't put her in her shoes, let alone others.
After answering Lu Xiaoxia's call, Zhiqiu stood in the corridor and thought alone for a long time.
In fact, she has been weighing the pros and cons of what time should she choose to talk to Shen Nan back.
Chen Nanhui hasn't been home recently, so he must have completely disgusted with this marriage.
Maybe he was also thinking about when he would divorce her.
Now Lu Zhenyun's company has been out of danger. In the past two years, relying on the care of M&G, it has developed better and better.
Su Zhi also got her wish and obtained her certificate with Lu Zhenyun.
Zhiqiu stood in front of the window, staring at the traffic on the street outside, and slowly closed his eyes.
Now, is it time to live for yourself once?
Zhiqiu took a deep breath, opened his eyes, and made a decision.
Next time she meets Shen Nan, she will file for divorce.
Although she didn't know what the result was, she always wanted to win a fight for herself.
After making this decision, Zhiqiu continued to go back to work.
This weekend, Chen Nanhui still didn't go home.
After all, he seemed to have not been home for more than a week.
Zhiqiu is basically alone every day, but he is quite quiet.
At night, she would occasionally call Moxici.
On Sunday night, Zhiqiu ordered takeout and had supper, and then received a call from Mo Xici.
Because Chen Nanhui was not here, Zhiqiu could answer the phone with great pleasure without worrying about anything.
"Have you eaten?" Mo Xici asked Zhiqiu with a smile.
Zhiqiu: "Yeah, I ate."
Mo Xici: "It's takeaway again?"
Zhiqiu smiled, "You have seen through it, I'm too lazy to cook on weekends."
Moxici: "If you don't want to cook in the future, I'll do it."
If others say this, Zhiqiu will definitely feel that the other party is just talking casually to coax people.
But Zhiqiu was sure that Mo Xici said this, and he really thought so in his heart.
He has always been a person who keeps his promises, and he can do everything he promises her.
"Well, then I'll wait for that day." Zhiqiu replied to Mo Xici's words with a smile.
During the period when she was reconnecting with Mo Xici, Zhiqiu felt like she was in love. Although she knew very well that their relationship was shameless, there would still be joy and sweetness in her heart.
It can't be blocked.
Even colleagues around her said she was abnormal.
After all, the real husband is rumored to have an affair with other women outside, and it is really not normal for her to have such a good mentality.
Chen Nan has been sleeping on Zuo Han during this period of time.
Of course, it's not sleeping with Zuo Han.
He directly occupied Eric's room, causing Eric to have to run to sleep with Zuo Han.
Fortunately, Zuo Han was quite patient with Chen Nanhui and didn't say anything about him.
During this period, Chen Nanhui was waiting for Zhiqiu to call him, but unexpectedly, he didn't wait for a single call or a text message.
After dinner, Chen Nanhui habitually picked up his cell phone again.
Zuo Han has never seen him look so pure. He is obviously a veteran in love, but suddenly he becomes so pure, which is really unaccustomed to it.
Zuo Han sat down next to Shen Nan and smiled and teased him: "Are you waiting for the phone again?"
"..." Chen Nanhui didn't answer her and threw her phone aside.
To be honest, he himself despises his behavior.
At least I have had a girlfriend from a camp, but it’s so bad that I’m not good at this because of a woman.
"After that being said, have you ever thought about it..." Zuo Han reminded Chen Nan to come, "If you don't go home like this, people might be very happy!"
Chen Nanhui: "..."
Indeed, he had never thought about this problem.
Thinking of this, Chen Nanhui began to feel unhappy again.
Zhiqiu made him unhappy, how could he make Zhiqiu feel happy?
"Can I know what you are awkward?" Zuo Han pinched Chen Nanhui's face, "Aren't you quite good at chasing women before? Why can't you be afraid at critical moments?"
"If you are interested in her, don't guess here. Just say it directly. How could she know if you don't say it?"
Recently, Chen Nanhui has been making troubles in finding a sense of existence, but Zhiqiu has never contacted him.
Obviously there is a big misunderstanding.
If this continues, it may be irrescueable.
Zuo Han could see that Chen Nanhui liked Zhiqiu very much. If the relationship between the two was in a deadlock, the person who was uncomfortable would definitely be Chen Nanhui.
So, Zuo Han gave Chen Nan an idea: "Take out your courage to chase those little internet celebrities."
Chen Nanhui was impatient: "Don't talk nonsense, she is different from those people."
Zuo Han said "tsk" and said, "If you don't want to confess your love differently than those people? As a woman sister, I will tell you that all women are the same, and they are very vulgar in their hearts."
Women don’t like to take the initiative at heart. Zuo Han has had contact with Zhiqiu before. According to her observation, Zhiqiu’s personality is even more impossible.
If Chen Nanhui wanted to wait for Zhiqiu to take the initiative, he would probably have to wait until his next life.
In fact, the matter between the two of them is quite simple. As long as Chen Nanhui tells Zhiqiu seriously, Zhiqiu will give him another answer, and the matter will be over.
Before, they speculated that Zhiqiu likes women, or that she has someone else in her heart, it was just a guess.
Unless she said it herself, there would be no way to make a conclusion.
But Chen Nanhui had to make trouble. At the beginning, he used her to stimulate Zhiqiu, which was already considered testing Zhiqiu's attitude.
It was obvious that people didn't care so much about him, and he still gritted his teeth and continued here.
"Think about it carefully, if this continues, you two may be in a dead end." Zuo Han sincerely made suggestions to Chen Nanhui.
However, Chen Nanhui didn't listen at all.
In his opinion, the relationship between him and Zhiqiu started first, and the Lu family wanted to climb up to their Shen family.
If the Lu family wants to develop in the long term, they will definitely not give up the Shen family as their backer.
Zhiqiu has no choice but to make decisions on some things, so he doesn't have to worry about Zhiqiu getting divorced.
This possibility is almost non-existent.
Since that's the case, then just waste it like this.
Mid-Autumn Festival is coming in the blink of an eye.
Chen Nanhui did not come back during this period, so Zhiqiu lived his life alone and quietly.
On the eve of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Zhiqiu received a call from Su Zhi.
Su Zhi asked her to go back for dinner and took Chen Nan back.
Zhiqiu can understand this when she went back to have dinner on the Mid-Autumn Festival. She really didn’t have anything delicious to eat alone, and she hadn’t been back to see Su Zhi for a while. She can take this opportunity to go back and take a look.
As for the request to bring Chen Nanhui with him... Zhiqiu automatically ignored it.
She and Shen Nan came back for more than a month and had not been in contact for more than a month.
Moreover, for the Mid-Autumn Festival, Chen Nanhui should have spent it with Zuo Han and that child, after all, they are just a family.
Zhiqiu felt that he should not disturb them without ignorance.
So, on the Mid-Autumn Festival, Zhiqiu returned to the Lu family alone.
Zhiqiu went back at dinner time, and after entering the door, he saw Lu Xiaoxia and Ye Ming sitting in the living room.
After Ye Ming saw Zhiqiu, his eyes kept falling on her.
In fact, Ye Ming has always been very interested in Zhiqiu over the years. Of course, the point he is interested in is not because of Zhiqiu's appearance or figure. He just thinks that Zhiqiu is too noble and ignores him.
As a man, he has a desire to conquer at his core. The more he is like this, the more Ye Ming wants to mess with her.
Especially later Zhiqiu married Chen Nanhui. If she slept with a woman who had slept with Chen Nanhui, it would be exciting to think about it.
Last time Lu Xiaoxia and Zhiqiu took money, Zhiqiu didn't give it to him.
Lu Xiaoxia has always kept this in mind, so she won’t have any good looks after seeing Zhiqiu.
Lu Xiaoxia glanced at Zhiqiu and mocked: "Oh, did you come back alone? It seems that he has been completely abandoned."
Lu Xiaoxia has always had this kind of sarcastic attitude towards Zhiqiu. To be honest, Zhiqiu has become accustomed to it over the years.
Besides, she didn't care about Chen Nanhui in particular, and her remarks about this marriage could not affect her mood.
Zhiqiu didn't say anything, so he went upstairs after changing his shoes.
At the Lu family, she has no sense of belonging, so every time she comes over, she doesn't sit in the living room, but goes back to her bedroom.
In fact, her bedroom is very small and she can't compare with Lu Xiaoxia.
But this small room can give her enough sense of belonging, which is enough.
Zhiqiu returned to the room and flipped through an album from the drawer.
She has treasured this album for many years, including photos of her participating in club activities in college, as well as photos of her with Mo Nanwang and Mo Xici.
In fact, there are not many photos of her and Mo Xici, and the only few are in this album.
Zhiqiu rarely goes to read photo albums in recent years, this is the first time.
Maybe it was because I made up with Mo Xici recently. When I looked at these photos, my mentality was completely different from before.
While Zhiqiu was looking at the photos, Su Zhi came in.
She didn't knock on the door, and she was still wearing an apron when she came in.
Su Zhi walked to the desk and stopped. She saw the album in Zhiqiu's hand and the group photo above.
Zhiqiu had a relationship when he was in college, and Su Zhi knew about it.
She thought Zhiqiu had already let go of this matter, but judging from the current situation, it should not be that simple.
"Zhiqiu, you..."
Zhiqiu closed the album and put it back in the drawer, "Nothing, have you eaten?"
"Zhiqiu, can't you forget him?" Su Zhi was not fooled by Zhiqiu like this. She looked at Zhiqiu very seriously and asked this question.
Zhiqiu did not answer her and said, "Let's go have a meal."
"Zhiqiu." Su Zhi shouted her name, "You are now married, and you should know what to do and what not to do. Don't do something that makes you regret, do you know?"
Su Zhi really couldn't accept Zhiqiu's past thoughts after getting married.
If the Shen family found out about this, how serious would the consequences be?
"Mom." Zhiqiu suddenly felt very ironic.
She never thought Su Zhi was selfish. This was the first time she felt this way.
She and Shen Nan got married for her.
She has made such a great sacrifice, but she is still teaching her a lesson to be loyal to marriage.
Don’t she know what the premise of loyalty to marriage is?
How many times did Chen Nanhui cheat during marriage after marrying her?
He has so many gossip news, who hasn't heard of the whole Haicheng?
However, in Su Zhi's opinion, it was normal for Chen Nanhui to do this. Instead, she looked at the photos and recalled the past, and did what she shouldn't have done.
The moral constraints of men and women in this society are really completely different standards.
Even her mother, she can't understand her.
Zhiqiu once thought that Su Zhi was her only support in this world, but now it seems that she is thinking too naively.
She wanted to accuse Su Zhi, but found that she couldn't say anything.
"Zhiqiu, you are blaming me, are you?" Su Zhi saw through her thoughts at a glance.
Zhiqiu shook his head, "No, go for dinner."
Su Zhi asked her: "Why didn't Nanhui come back with you?"
Zhiqiu: "He is busy."
Su Zhi: "I have seen all the recent news. Zhiqiu, listen to your mother's advice and coax Nanhui. He is actually just young and loves to play..."
"Mom, what if I say I'm going to get a divorce soon?" Zhiqiu interrupted Su Zhi.
Hearing the word "divorce", Su Zhi was stunned for a moment, and the expression on her face suddenly became serious: "Zhiqiu, don't make a fuss. If you divorce now, you will only make everyone laugh at you."
Zhiqiu felt that he had nothing to say.
This is her mother. She doesn't care whether she lives happily or not at this time, but is afraid that she will be laughed at by others after her divorce.
"Then do you think I'm not being laughed at now?" Zhiqiu asked her faintly.
In a place she couldn't see, I don't know how many people talked about her and Shen Nanhui after dinner, and laughed at her nominal wife, and then prepared to see when she was kicked out.
These should not be something she bears.
Without this marriage, her life would be very peaceful and happy.
Chapter completed!