Chapter 2041: I am not a good father
This sentence hurt Li Yanjin again.
Yes, he is not worthy of being a father.
He is a father who is not qualified at all, and even less competent.
"But we have to speak well." Li Yanjin tried his best to whisper and communicated with Xia Tian, "Even if you don't want me to be your father, you have to tell me the reason."
Inside, it was quiet for a while, and then the door was opened.
Xia Tian's eyes were red and he looked at him.
Li Yanjin pushed the door and walked in, his movements were gentle, and then he bent down, squatted down, and squatted in front of Xia Tian.
"Ah summer..." he said, "Do you really want me as a dad?"
Xia Tian answered firmly: "I don't want it!"
"Okay, you don't want me, you can don't want me, because I'm not a good father." Li Yanjin looked at her, "But, your mother, she is a good mother."
"She didn't tell me where my father was. She clearly knew who his father was and where he was. She could also take me to see him, but she didn't!"
Li Yanjin replied: "It's my problem. It's because I don't deserve to be a father, so she didn't tell you. And in the years when you didn't have a father, did your mommy take good care of you?"
"But I want my dad too. When I was in London, I only had Uncle Acheng. Last time in kindergarten, Liu Ze bullied me without a dad..."
As he was talking, Xia Tian looked like she was about to cry again.
"Look, you are healthy and rarely get sick. You are fat and fat. Liu Ze bullies you, and you can bully you back and you will never be angry." Li Yanjin said, "Is that right?"
Xia Tian's mouth is pursed.
Li Yanjin picked her up and walked into the room. Then, he sat on the bed and gently placed her next to him.
"No matter whether you recognize me or not, summer, I am your father."
Xia Tian turned his head aside and ignored him.
"In your past days, I didn't show up, I didn't take on the corresponding responsibilities. You hate me, and I admit it. This is what I deserve." Li Yanjin said, "But now, you want to give me a chance, okay?"
Xia Tian still ignored him.
Li Yanjin stood up and sat on the other side of her.
Seeing this, Xia Tian turned his head again, but still didn't look at him.
Li Yanjin had no choice but to get up again and sit on her side again.
This has been repeated several times.
Finally, Xia Tian looked at him: "What do you want to say?"
"I just said, give me a chance, Xia Tian." Li Yanjin's eyes were sincere, and people could see the sincerity at first glance, "Okay?"
“What opportunity?”
"The opportunity to be your dad."
Xia Tian thought for a while, then refused: "No."
Li Yanjin sighed softly: "Xiatian. Do you refuse to give me a chance?"
"No." Xia Tian said, "You are not worthy of being a father, nor are you a good father."
This sentence deeply hurt Li Yanjin again.
But it doesn't matter, he can tolerate everything and accept it all.
Even Li Yanjin simply followed Xia Tian's words and continued.
"It's because I'm not a good father, so you have to give me this opportunity and let me try it." Li Yanjin said, "Maybe after you give it a chance, you will find that I'm a good father and a qualified father?"
"You were not a good dad from the beginning, and you wouldn't be now," Xia Tian replied, "And, you are not a good husband."
Li Yanjin was stunned.
He didn't expect that Xia Tian would say this even more.
After a moment of silence, he said, "Xia Tian, just now... you understand what your mom said to you, right?"
Xia Tian nodded: "Yes, I understand."
"Really?"
"Yes." Xia Tian replied. At this time, she was like a little adult. "Although Mommy was talking very confusingly, I really understood."
Li Yanjin said "Yes": "If you don't understand, you won't say this. I'm not a good husband."
"Because, you are not a good husband first, and then you are not a good father." Xia Tian said, "Mommy is very good to everyone, but she doesn't want to tell you that you have a daughter, me. So, she must have hated you very much."
"Yes."
"Just like I hate you now." Xia Tian looked at him, "You make me hate you, and you make mommy hate you. You are really a failure."
Li Yanjin smiled bitterly: "I made an unforgivable mistake back then."
"But now Mommy forgives you, so she is willing to tell you that I am your daughter." Xia Tian said, "Is it?"
Li Yanjin raised his hand and gently stroked her head: "Ah Xiatian... you are much smarter than I thought."
He didn't expect that in such a chaotic situation just now, even he and Xia Chuchu felt that he had not made the words clear, had no meaning, and expressed it in a simple and easy-to-understand manner.
But Xia Tian actually understood it.
"Don't touch my head." Xia Tian waved his hand away, "I don't like you now, why are you still getting close to me!"
"Because I am your father, you are my daughter. We are related by blood and have the closest blood in the world."
Xia Tian replied: "But I hate you."
"Give me a chance." Li Yanjin said very seriously, "Look, Xiatian, I was sorry for my mother back then, but she gave me a chance and forgave me. Now you give me a chance and let me make up for you..."
"What does it mean to make up for?"
Li Yanjin explained: "I just give you what I didn't give to you before, but now."
Very easy to understand.
Xia Tian nodded: "I understand. But, I still don't want to give you a chance."
Li Yanjin was really helpless when she held her, and there was no way out.
"Summer...you really don't want to give me one chance?"
Xia Tian asked, "Do you know you're wrong?"
Li Yanjin replied: "I know."
"Then, you said, what's wrong with you?"
Li Yanjin thought about it, and then said very cautiously: "I did a lot of mistakes. First, I shouldn't be sorry for Chuchu. Second, I shouldn't be blinded by bad people. Third, I didn't be a husband or a father."
Xia Tian asked again: "Why did Mommy forgive you?"
"Do you know, from the time she hated me to the time she forgives me, did I take, how long and how much effort did I work?"
How could Xia Chuchu be able to forgive him easily?
Chapter completed!