Chapter 1714: I can never change you back to the way you were before
"Uncle. Pinshu.com" Xia Chuchu said, "Have you finished chatting with Xia Tian? She misses you very much. It's convenient for you, come and see her."
"When do you think it will be convenient for me?"
"I...I don't know."
"How did you know?" Li Yanjin asked back, "You have been in the hospital for a week and have not come to see me."
"I...I will come."
Li Yanjin said stubbornly: "Every time you come to me, you will stay for a short time and say less at once. Now, it has already been revealed, why don't you come?"
Xia Chuchu denied: "I haven't, I will come. I've been..."
"You don't need to explain. Actually, I just thought that it's good that I can see you. Even if you stand for a while and leave, even if you only have a few minutes of appearing, I feel satisfied when I look at you and the vivid you are in front of me."
Xia Chuchu held his cell phone and didn't know what to say.
She originally called out for Xia Tian, and there was nothing to say between her and her uncle.
To describe it more accurately, it is impossible to say anything more.
Too many things, too many feelings and experiences.
I have loved, forgotten, and loved again, but the result is... I remembered everything.
Xia Chuchu can understand my uncle's current mood.
When she was at that time, she knew that her uncle had lost his memory and that she had forgotten her. She was so painful and desperate.
She had to force her smile and cooperate with everyone, not mentioning a word in front of him.
"I know I said these words, and you don't know how to answer me. You are even thinking, regretting calling Xia Tian. But Chuchu, I want to hear your voice, that's all. I won't mention the rest..."
Xia Chuchu interrupted him: "Well, uncle, you...you, now, I think, you should be much better."
She didn't want to listen to him continue.
"You can leave slowly by yourself."
"That's great." Xia Chuchu said, "Xia really wants to see you, you are healthy."
"Is Xia Tian the only thing I want to see me?" Li Yanjin asked, "Where are you?"
"I……"
Xia Chuchu lightly bit her lips and was thinking about how to answer, Li Yanjin's voice sounded again.
"Chuchu, don't get tired of me, don't think I'm disturbing you. I'm already very restrained. If I hadn't taken the opportunity to call me in summer, I wouldn't know how to solve this, the pain of lovesickness."
"……Um."
"Do you know?" Li Yanjin's voice was slow, but it made Xia Chuchu feel uncomfortable. "Chuchu, I close my eyes every night, and I think of you, only you."
"I remembered the first time we met, the first time I hugged you, the first time I remembered the hard-working hand of your wrist, letting you be with me, and letting you not escape from me. Many, many, all of them were remembered."
"I don't know if it's because I forgot once, many things I have never remembered before, but now it's very clear in my mind."
"Chuchu, do you know this kind of pain? I don't dare to close my eyes, because when I close it, all I think about is related to you."
"It's the daytime, when I was walking downstairs with a cane, I was thinking, if you were by my side, would you dislike me when you saw me useless, or would you come and support me?"
"Chuchu, the more I think about it, the more I feel that the two of us are really destined to be without fate. If we can really get together in the end, I don't know whether we should thank God or resent God."
Xia Chuchu came to his senses from a lot of words and asked four words gently: "Thank you? Resentment?"
"It's impossible for us to be together anymore. I'm sorry for you too much. I owe you too much and hurt you too much. But in the end I'm together, I should thank you. The resentment... is why, God has given us so many twists and turns."
"Uncle, it may be that people are particularly fragile when they are sick, so you think so much. It's been so long now that you will get better."
"At the beginning, there will be a lot of things in the future." Li Yanjin said, "But I hope that no matter what you have, you will have to live your life well."
She laughed: "Uncle, you underestimate me too much. Now I can handle the sky falling. What else can I do to defeat me?"
In fact, Xia Chuchu knew in his heart that what his uncle was alluding to was a matter of blood.
He was worried that she would not be able to bear it and would collapse after she knew the truth.
But, she had known it long ago.
Li Yanjin sighed softly: "Do I be so independent, should I be glad or... feel sorry for you?"
As soon as the word "heartache" was spoken out from his mouth, Xia Chuchu's eyes suddenly became a little wet.
Five years have passed.
No one can truly understand how she has lived in the past five years.
She went from being arrogant to being gentle, from being high-profile to being unknown, and time took back all the temper that my uncle had spoiled her.
Not only that, even her thorny edges were smoothed out one by one.
The only person who can arouse Xia Chuchu's previous personality is probably Xia Tian.
Xia Chuchu now feels that his life is a stagnant pool.
"It's time to be grateful." Xia Chuchu took back her tears, "I'm growing up."
"But at the beginning, my original intention of being with you was to hope that you can always be carefree and always be in the greenhouse I built for you..."
"But people always have to learn to grow up on their own," she smiled again. "I am growing very well now. If I had learned to grow up earlier, I would not have been as tired and so painful as I am now."
Li Yanjin said blamingly: "...it's my fault. No matter how much I feel sorry for you, I can't turn you back to what I used to be."
"I'm pretty good now." Xia Chuchu replied, "Thank you for your heartache. It's getting late, it's time for you to rest."
Because summer is next to you, Xia Chuchu has always avoided words such as recovery, hospital, and injury.
"You go to bed early, Chuchu."
"Yeah, I'm hanging up."
"Good night." Li Yanjin said, "I know I won't be in your dream, but I close my eyes and you are in my mind."
Xia Chuchu lowered his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, but he quickly cut off the phone.
Chapter completed!