Chapter 1128: I want to see you but I dare not see you

When people are sad, everything they eat is like chewing wax, without any taste, and it will feel very difficult to swallow it.

"Chuchu, forget it, we won't eat it anymore, don't eat it." Yan Anxi said, "What do you want to do the most now? I'll accompany you. I'll always be with you, okay?"

Xia Chuchu slowly raised her head, looked at Yan Anxi, and blinked very slowly.

Every time she blinked, the tears in her eyes flashed even more.

Yan Anxi really couldn't stand it anymore: "Chuchu, if you want to cry, just cry, it won't be uncomfortable if you cry."

Xia Chuchu didn't cry.

She asked, "Anxi, didn't you just ask me where I want to go the most and what I do?"

"Yes, Chuchu, you said that as long as we can go, we can go immediately."

"I want to see my uncle."

Yan Anxi was stunned, then nodded quickly, "Yes, of course this is OK. He is your uncle. If you want to see him, you can go there anytime, so let's do it now."

She said, and was about to take Xia Chuchu out.

But Xia Chuchu tried a little harder and grabbed Yan Anxi's hand: "Anxi, I really want to see him, but I am also afraid that I will see him."

"Why?"

"An Xi, you should actually understand my current mood. I want to see you, but I dare not see you."

Yan Anxi sighed: "He doesn't remember you anymore. Maybe his attitude towards you is the same as that of ordinary people."

"In his eyes, there was no light, no love, no worries, nothing, Anxi, nothing, I lost him."

Xia Chuchu finally burst into tears, covered her face, and tears slid from her fingers.

"When I separated from him because of blood, Anxi, I didn't think I had lost him. But now, I feel that I have completely lost him."

"No matter how he was like before, he still had me in his heart. Even if he was with Sister Jingwei, even if he had a relationship with Jingwei and had sex, I know that in this life, there will always be a corner in his heart that belongs to me alone."

"But now? Nothing, nothing is left. To him, I am just an ordinary relative, junior, dispensable."

"He's fine. I forgot me, but I have to remember the time I was with him. Every time I think of it, my heart hurts so much."

Yan Anxi was on the side, and was very surprised to hear it and opened her mouth wide.

What?

Li Yanjin and Qiao Jingwei are actually already in love?

What's going on?

Did Li Yanjin voluntarily? Or did Qiao Jingwei seduce it?

This, what's going on?

Although Yan Anxi was puzzled and shocked, he did not dare to ask more questions.

She was afraid that when she asked, she accidentally poked Chuchu's pain point.

"Chuchu, cry, say it, I listen. If you ejaculate all the sadness in your heart, the grievances and unhappiness, you will feel much more comfortable."

Alas, speaking of it, who is right and who is wrong in love?

Li Yanjin has something that Li Yanjin did wrongly, Xia Chuchu, and Xia Chuchuchu has something that Xia Chuchu did wrongly.

I can only say that love is deep and the fate is shallow.

Xia Chuchu was sobbing that she cried and her voice was choked.

"I really hope my uncle can think of me, but when he thinks of me, it is the beginning of pain. I don't want to let him live so painfully. I forgot that I was completely free from this relationship."

"But An Xi, what I can't let go is that my relationship with my uncle is so painful for him? It's so painful that he chooses to forget. He didn't forget anything, but he just forgot me."

Yan Anxi asked softly: "What do you want to do now?"

"I have no choice, Anxi. Just like that, he forgot, it's a good thing for him and a good thing for everyone. Only forget it for me, forget it."

Yan Anxi didn't say anything anymore, took out a tissue from the side, and carefully wiped away Xia Chuchu's tears.

Xia Chuchu still covered her face tightly.

Only in front of Yan Anxi did she dare to express her true thoughts.

Otherwise, in front of other rén    mian, she had nothing to say, she didn't want to say, nor could she say it.

No one really cares about her, it's just for her own benefit.

Even Li Yan's mother chose to sacrifice her happiness for the sake of the stability of the Li family.

She can't blame her mother, being with her uncle is a shameless thing.

Yan Anxi gently walked to Xia Chuchu, hugged her, and gently patted her shoulder.

"Since Chuchu, you love him, what's going on with you and Gu Yanbin? Why did you choose to marry Gu Yanbin without hesitation before Li Yanjin had not forgotten you?"

"Because I love my uncle."

Yan Anxi was a little confused: "Ah?"

"He can't be with me, so in order to be separated from him, I can only choose to marry Gu Yanbin."

Yan Anxi was surprised again: "So, do you actually have no feelings for Gu Yanbin?"

Xia Chuchu did not answer positively, but asked: "An Xi, you have loved Mu Chi Yao sincerely, and you will have such a possibility, have you fallen in love with other men?"

Yan Anxi shook his head decisively: "Impossible."

"So, you also know my feelings for Gu Yanbin."

"But in this way, isn't Gu Yanbin very innocent?"

Xia Chuchu seemed to hear some big joke: "He is innocent? No, An Xi, you don't know him more than me."

After hearing this, Yan Anxi lowered his head and looked at Xia Chuchu seriously: "I have a very strong feeling. Chuchu, you seem to be hiding a lot of things from me."

After she finished speaking, she noticed that Xia Chuchu's body stiffened.

Yan Anxi confirmed his thoughts even more.

But Xia Chuchu didn't answer.

It seems that Xia Chuchu is still unwilling to say it.

Yan Anxi sighed again: "Chuchu, many things are ultimately something that you have to make your own decisions. You can say it if you want to say it, and it doesn't matter if you don't say it. I won't ask, and I won't blame you."

Xia Chuchu's tears slowly wet Yan Anxi's clothes.

"I just hope you can be happy." Yan Anxi said, "Some people, if they get it, they will get it. If they can't get it, they will keep it in their hearts."

Xia Chuchu nodded constantly.

"You still have to face Li Yanjin in the future. Instead of being afraid of him now and choosing to escape, it is better to get used to it slowly."

"Well, I will, Anxi."

"And, Chuchu, I'll say one last thing."
Chapter completed!