In the past, I had a humble identity and was a servant.

I know this very well, so when facing big people, I always look humble and let them go. I don’t take what big people say and do seriously. But I take those contempt and contempt, I take them seriously.

Because I can't take it seriously. Compared to them, I'm just inferior, being despised and being despised is normal. I've become accustomed to this kind of life and this kind of treatment. It's because of this that I take it for granted that Shuang'er also regards me.

However, Shuang'er didn't see me like this.

Why? Why didn’t she look at me like this? Why did she fall in love with me?

I don’t understand, nor do I understand. Bi Jin treats me as a brother, because I did not abandon him when I was chased and beaten. In the subsequent contact, the more he felt that I was a good person, and in the end he really regarded me as a brother. What about Shuang'er? Why did Shuang'er fall in love with me? What was the reason?

Is it because I have been together for a long time?

No, Bi Jindu said that after our first meeting, she became interested in me.

Is it because of that reprimand?

Bi Jin said that the Bi family always spoiled Shuang'er, and they definitely never scolded her. But don't forget that Shuang'er went abroad to study when she was twelve years old and suffered a lot of grievances outside, so she would not become interested in people because of a scolding.

Is it because I wrote love poems and sent flowers to her?

Shuang'er has been abroad for three years and is naturally beautiful. She has many suitors at home and abroad. I will not be the first one to write love poems and send flowers to her, nor can she be the only one.

Is it because there is something special about me?

Obviously not. Apart from being more lucky, I am just an ordinary person. This word has nothing to do with me.

Why did Shuang'er like me? What exactly did she like me?

What Bi Jin just mentioned, such as appearance, body, ability, brain, responsibility, future, etc., are everywhere. People who are better than me. I am a good-hearted person, a dealer who once cheated people in a casino and a bad officer who reselled military weapons. How good can my heart be? I am a gentleman, and can the things I did to Zhuying be done by a gentleman?

Only by paying attention to family is considered to be a point of view. I do attach importance to family, but can I see this kind of thing as soon as I meet? Obviously not.

Bi Jin knew that I value family because he and I have known each other for a long time, and have had a lot of contact with me, and know me very well. Shuang'er and I have been a long time, but they have not been very much. I have never talked about family matters to her. Unless Bi Jin talked to her about how good I was, she would not know about this.

But even if she knew that I valued my family, she had no reason to fall in love with me because of this!

In the past, I thought Shuang'er valued the family and was even willing to sacrifice herself for the interests of the family. But now it seems that she does not value the family - I don't mean she doesn't care about the family at all, I mean that she is not the kind of woman who sacrifices herself for the interests of the family. In order to be with the man she likes, she is even willing to cut off relations with the family and elope with the man she likes. This is not something a woman who values ​​the family will do.

Since she doesn't value family, there is no reason for her to fall in love with me who value family. At least for me now, the charm of not paying attention to family has been greatly reduced.

But what surprised me was that even without this layer of charm, I still like this woman - no, not yet, but I like it more. I think this is probably because she gave me true feelings. As I said before, I am the most afraid of talking about feelings. If they have given so much for me, how can I let them down?

Now, no matter what she fell in love with me, I have to be responsible for her. Even if I can’t marry her, I have to give her an explanation.

"Brother Jin, don't worry, I know what to do."

Although I answered this in a firm tone, I actually didn't think so.

Bi Jin means that if things are irreversible, I will choose between Qiantu and Shuang'er. If I choose Qiantu and give up my engagement with Shuang'er, then our brothers will probably end up. If I give up my future and choose to marry Shuang'er, my character will definitely give me a new path.

If you ask me where the future is important to brothers, I will answer without hesitation, brothers are important. If this future is just a general high-ranking official and generous salary, you will give up if you give up, it is no big deal.

It’s not that I am noble, as Bi Jin said before, if you have money, you have power, and if you have power, you have power. Now I no longer have the ambition I used to be. As long as I can live a stable life with my family and the women I like, live a good life, and enjoy a happy life, this is enough.

As long as Bi Jin is willing to continue to pull me to make money and help me buy industries, I can grow bigger step by step. With money and industry, I can support my subordinates, protect them, and even secretly raise an army to defend themselves like the Bi family.

Our Gun Family has a natural advantage in this regard. As long as I can gather all Gun Family members, take their family as the main trunk, and raise a team of people. As long as there are guns, ammunition, food and salary, and train for a few months, the Gun Family Army can form combat effectiveness. At that time, Isn’t this a good place to find a suitable place, move the family over, and rely on the Gun Family Army to be a local emperor or something.

But the problem is, my future is not a simple high-ranking official and generous salary.

I was targeted by Wen Xiangwu. When doing things under this old man, I didn’t say that I could just pat my butt and leave, and I would rest assured in the future. Not to mention others, just Si Congpo, his reputation was like that, and Wen Xiangwu did not give up on him, let alone me, whose reputation is not bad.

Moreover, refusing to marry the royal family is not as simple as offending others. Although the imperial power is declining now, the power of the royal family is still there. I just openly slapped the royal family in the face. What can the royal people do? If Wen Xiangwu had not been protected by them, they would have killed me in minutes.

In other words, if I want to refuse a marriage with the royal family, I must have the support of Wen Xiangwu. As long as I have this plan, I will never leave Wen Xiangwu, nor will I give up my future. In other words, from the beginning, I have no choice but to go all the way to the dark.

At present, the only thing that is worthy of gratitude is that this marriage was not arranged by Wen Xiangwu. Things are not irreversible, so I can say this to Bi Jin with peace of mind.

Bi Jin thought I had chosen Shuang'er, so he breathed a sigh of relief. Maybe he was in a hurry to go back to soothe Shuang'er, but after getting my answer, he patted my shoulder, said "good brother", and then left quickly.

When they returned to their room, the old farmer and Qian Bai were talking to each other and had a lot of talk. When the old farmer saw me coming back alone, he did not ask Bi Jin where he was. Instead, Qian Bai asked casually. After learning that Bi Jin had left, the old farmer curled his lips and said angrily.

"Ha, this guy."
Chapter completed!