Chapter 97 Expressing Your Feelings
The appearance of Princess Jinglu in front of her surprised Yang Fanhai. She didn't look like a princess, like a tortured prisoner.
For a moment, he naturally asked with concern: "Princess, what's wrong with you?"
"It's okay!" Princess Jinglu smiled slightly: "I'm troubled by some things, so I'll be a little upset. Wait a moment, I'll sort it out, you can do it yourself first."
Then he got up and asked someone to send snacks, wine and food, and he turned back to the house.
This is in the stone pavilion in the backyard, with flowers and plants flowing water around it. You can hear the ding dong sound like spring water, which is very comfortable. The surroundings are full of pink crape myrtle flowers, as if flames are blooming, reflecting the moonlight, which has a unique beauty.
But Yang Fanhai was not thinking about flowers and plants. At this moment, he was thinking about why Princess Jinglu was upset, and she became like this.
After a moment of loss of mind, he heard the footsteps coming. When he looked up, Princess Jinglu had finished combing and walked over.
After some decoration, after combed his hair, he brought a lot of hair accessories, and changed into a big red dress, which looked quite beautiful. He had a little blush on his face and a rouge on his mouth, which was not as pale as before, but the bright reds were even more painful in Yang Fanhai's eyes.
Some things can not only be concealed by covering up the past. And the more they are, the more uncomfortable it makes people feel.
"Princess!" Yang Fanhai hurriedly stood up to greet him.
"Sit down, don't be cramped!" Princess Jinglu smiled slightly, and then ordered the maids around her: "You all go down, you won't need you for the time being."
"Abide by the order!"
The maids retreated, and only Princess Yang Fanhai and Princess Jinglu were left in the stone pavilion.
Lanterns were lit around, and the light was rays mixed with the moonlight, illuminating Princess Jinglu's face. The red rouge on her mouth was like blood, which made Yang Fanhai feel inexplicably tingling.
After staring at me for a long time, I finally couldn't help asking: "Princess, what's wrong with you?"
Princess Jinglu smiled bitterly: "It's hard to fall asleep these days, I haven't been asleep for three days."
"Ah!" Yang Fanhai exclaimed: "What's going on? But where is the body uncomfortable?"
With his cultivation level, not to mention two days, even if he doesn't sleep for five days, there will be no big problem. But Princess Jinglu is different. Although she has practiced a little, she is afraid that she has not even reached the acquired realm. It will be uncomfortable if she doesn't sleep for a day, let alone for three days.
In short, it only took three days for the two to return to Kyoto, which means that Princess Jinglu had never slept after she came back.
Seeing Yang Fanhai's concern, Princess Jinglu shook her head, smiled slightly, as if it was very sweet, and said again: "The body is safe, but there is something in her heart, so it's hard to fall asleep."
Yang Fanhai immediately asked, "What's wrong with the princess?"
Princess Jinglu didn't say anything, but just picked up the wine pot and prepared to pour wine.
"Princess, let me go in the future!" Yang Fanhai reached out and wanted to take the wine pot. The other party was the princess's master, how dare he let the other party pour wine for him?
But Princess Jinglu didn't mean to change hands, and she grabbed the wine pot and kept putting it in. Yes, Yang Fanhai grabbed her hand.
The delicate jade hands were biting cold, and it was hard to imagine that there would be a sense of coldness in this midsummer. But after being stunned, Yang Fanhai immediately felt as if he had grabbed a soldering iron, and hurriedly let go of his hands and shrank back.
Princess Jinglu smiled faintly, poured him a glass of wine, and then filled the wine glass in front of her.
"Princess, you are not good at drinking!" Yang Fanhai said hurriedly.
During the celebration in Kangjia Village, the villagers toasted the two of them, and Princess Jinglu felt slightly drunk after drinking a little.
Princess Jinglu nodded: "I know, so I usually never drink alcohol, because after getting drunk, there will be unpredictable dangers. But today with the general, I must be safe, so it's okay to drink at all."
Yang Fanhai frowned. Princess Jinglu was in a very strange state today. When I first saw her, she was still as elegant and immature as a girl. Now, less than two years have passed, she seems to have grown up a lot suddenly.
After taking a sip of wine, Princess Jinglu looked up and looked at the bright moon in the sky for a long time. After a while, she asked, "General, do you think this person is better to be selfish or selfless?"
"Uh!" Yang Fanhai was stunned, unable to understand why Princess Jinglu suddenly asked such a question.
Selfishness or selflessness. With Yang Fanhai's experience, how can he give an answer? He can only be stunned and silent.
"You can't think of the answer, either?" Princess Jinglu shook her head: "I can't think of it either."
"My mother is a civilian. She has experienced wars and natural disasters, and has suffered countless hardships. Later, she was chosen by my father and became the queen of King Ji. Because she knew the sufferings of the people, she has always been kind and generous and saved countless people."
"Especially after she felt that many of the sufferings were caused by my father, she was even more out of control. Like her, she was already selfless to the level of the so-called sage."
No wonder the father said that the king of Ji was tyrannical, but he was able to give birth to a daughter like Princess Jinglu. It turned out that there was this influence inside, and Yang Fanhai suddenly realized it.
"On the other hand, my father may be a qualified father, but he is definitely not a qualified king. For the sake of his so-called ambition in his heart, he did not hesitate to use the people of the country and the entire country as his bargaining chips."
"I don't know if it's luck or misfortune, but I became the children of both of them. One was so selfless that he almost forgot his family, and the other was so selfish that he didn't care about anyone outside his family."
"In the end, my selfless mother died early on the hospital bed, but my selfless father has been healthy and alive until now. Many elderly people from that era are celebrating my mother's greatness. Although I have done a lot of things she has done, I don't know why, but I prefer a selfish father."
Speaking of this, Princess Jinglu drank the wine in the glass, her face flushed, and she said with a little drunkenness: "Maybe... I am also a selfish person, so I like my father more. General, after all, it's better to be selfish, and it seems to be selfless."
"I don't know!" Yang Fanhai lowered his head and suddenly remembered Master Feng's words that he hoped to be a good person, and said again: "Maybe, selfless people will be better. Selfish people will be more relaxed, and selfless people will be greater."
"Yes, selfless people are greater!" Princess Jinglu seemed to have got the answer she wanted and smiled very satisfied.
A wave of indescribable sadness appeared between her red lips and bright cheeks, which made Yang Fanhai feel a little uncomfortable. He asked again: "Princess, what's wrong with your body...?"
"Nothing!" Princess Jinglu smiled: "I was scared by that big snake. I always think of it these days. I was scared to wake up as soon as I fell asleep, so it turned out like this."
"Uh!" Yang Fanhai was stunned: "Why didn't it appear before?"
It has been several months since Shekou escaped from danger. She has been tossing and moving for thousands of miles, and Princess Jinglu has never had any problems with sleeping along the way. Even a few days before returning to Kyoto, she slept very peacefully on the back of a horse. I wonder why she is like this now.
Princess Jinglu poured wine and said, "Because there were generals guarding each other in those days, I was not afraid and I slept peacefully."
"General, if there is something in front of you, you will do it from the bottom of your heart, but if you do it, you can save the lives of hundreds of millions of people. Will you do it?"
Can you do it? Yang Fanhai thought about it for a long time. Whether it was his father's education, Master Feng's hope, or his own principles, they would probably be the same answer.
"will do!"
"Thank you!" Princess Jinglu thanked her, but her face was a little dim. She picked up the wine glass and said to Yang Fanhai: "General, please have a drink with me!"
Yang Fanhai picked up the wine glass, touched it for a while, and was about to drink it, but he heard Princess Jinglu say, "Wait!"
Then he stretched out his jade hand, walked through Yang Fanhai's arm, walked around his mouth, and drank the wine in his glass.
Yang Fanhai didn't understand the meaning of drinking like this, but after Princess Jinglu finished drinking, she drank it all in one gulp.
Princess Jinglu seemed extremely satisfied. In an instant, her face was filled with smiles. She put down her wine glass, stood up, and walked out of the stone pavilion to the crape myrtle tree.
Humming a small song, I turned around. The long skirt circled and opened, like a big red flower, which was so beautiful. A breeze blew, and the crape myrtle flowers swept down from the branches, like a slight rain, falling red the bluestone slabs under my feet.
In an instant, it was like swimming in a sea of flowers, surrounded by flowers elves, which were breathtakingly beautiful.
The humming song stopped, accompanied by a burst of laughter. It was not as pleasant as the silver bell as before, but it felt sad and heartbreaking.
"Princess……"
Yang Fanhai stood up and walked over. He felt that Princess Jinglu was in a bad condition and was extremely worried.
After walking a few steps, Princess Jinglu saw that her feet slipped and she almost fell down. Yang Fanhai rushed over and held her with a quick look.
"Princess, be careful..."
Before he finished speaking, Princess Jinglu suddenly hugged him and started crying. There was no loud noise. She could only hear the twitching deep in her throat, trembling all over, as if she wanted to vent something, but she had to suppress it.
Yang Fanhai was panicked and asked hurriedly: "Princess, what's wrong with you!"
Princess Jinglu didn't answer, but just kept crying, as if she wanted to vent all the pain in her heart.
Yang Fanhai didn't know what to do, so he could only hold her and stand straight without moving.
After crying for a long time, Princess Jinglu finally stopped and let go of her hands holding Yang Fanhai. Her cheeks were red and she looked embarrassed and said embarrassedly: "Sorry, General, I'm making you laugh!"
"It's okay!" Yang Fanhai shook his head: "As long as you can feel more comfortable."
After looking at the bright moon in the sky, Princess Jinglu said softly: "There is not much time left, I want to have a sleep. General, can you guard me?"
"Of course!" Yang Fanhai said without hesitation: "I will guard you!"
That night, a woman in red slept in the stone pavilion, peaceful and quiet.
Chapter completed!