Chapter 20 Almost scared to death
The endless darkness came towards us, and the panic that penetrated deep into the bone marrow had spread to the entire body.
At this critical moment, Fang Yuhao suddenly remembered a lot of information he had read.
A thought flashed like a flash of lightning!
"Wait a minute...this is..."
He held back his palsy and inexplicably felt a different anthropomorphic emotion in the baby's corpse!
"Damn it, don't care!"
Fang Yuhao is also very skilled and brave. He forced himself to focus on the baby's corpse and his pupils slowly shrink to a little.
This move made his scalp explode, but he had to do it.
This corpse was actually motionless, and I don’t know how the kitten-like cry was made.
Gradually, a wonderful beating appeared in my mind.
Success!
He actually successfully launched "spiritual communication" against this corpse!
The emotions are very vague and do not have coherent logic like normal people.
Is it a kind of resentment, pain, loneliness, fear, and... attachment?
He seemed to understand something.
Recalling the patient diagnosis information I just read, Zhang Lin had a child more than a year ago, and everything seemed to be revealed.
Fang Yuhao immediately shouted loudly: "Zhang Lin, is he your child?"
"Is he your child? Tell me!"
"You are his mother! Are you right?"
After being asked this, Zhang Lin suddenly stopped crying. She turned her head and looked at Fang Yuhao blankly, with a sense of surprise in her eyes. Because of long-term fear, blood vessels on her neck burst out, and her figure was very thin and her face was terrifying.
Fang Yuhao didn't know whether his guess was right, so he could only grit his teeth and continued to say: "He has grown so big and has been deprived of his life like this. Wouldn't your conscience be condemned? Don't you feel guilty?"
Zhang Lin started crying again.
This kind of crying is different from the crying when you are afraid, as if it is a deep self-blame and regret.
"I……"
Zhang Lin was trembling while crying, and Fang Yuhao couldn't understand what she was talking about.
Fang Yuhao sighed. He thought that the only daughter of a wealthy family must pay attention to being a good match, but she may not be happy... Anyway, he doesn't know what the reason is.
"But no matter what, he is your child..."
Fang Yuhao thought about it and couldn't force it too much, and tried to comfort him, "He wasn't here to harm you, otherwise you would have died long ago. You shouldn't be afraid of him. Do you know?"
With his soothing, the cold feeling that seemed to be targeted by a poisonous snake was slowly decreasing.
"Zhang Lin, you are sorry for him. If you were killed before you were born, what would you feel? Is it resentment, fear, or constantly revenge on your mother?"
"Life and death are the top priority for any life!"
"How can a mother be afraid of her own children? You should try..."
"Go confess and apologize!"
"Go and get his understanding!"
"Forgive... understand?" Zhang Lin was stunned for a while before stopping crying. Yes, she felt guilty and blamed herself. If it weren't for this and that kind of emotions, such bizarre things might not have happened.
She stared at the flesh and blood that had been abandoned by herself.
My facial features look a bit like me, but my eyelids are still... I fell off my body. Just thinking about it, a wonderful feeling of blood and blood connects me from my heart.
If this choice had not been made at the beginning, perhaps the child could already walk.
Maybe, I'll call you mom already.
I recall the wonderful time when I was pregnant, I was stroking my stomach and looking forward to the birth of my child. Unfortunately, for various reasons, I can never get this happiness again.
Regret, very regretful.
"What should I...should... do it?" Zhang Lin's eyes were filled with blood. She turned her head again, sobbing and looking at Fang Yuhao.
In fact, Fang Yuhao was so panicked that he had too many ideas? Especially Zhang Lin, his mental state seemed to have problems and was on the verge of collapse at any time.
After thinking about it randomly, Fang Yuhao became wise: "What do you think a child needs the most?"
"Is it true revenge, or... something else..."
"For example, the maternal love I long for?!"
"He is your child! If you are afraid of your own children, how can you talk about forgiveness? Don't be afraid, try to get his forgiveness!"
Zhang Lin started crying again, tears like pearls with broken threads.
At this moment, the long-established guilt and fear all surged out of the heart, flooding the soul like a flood.
She didn't know where she got the strength, so she suddenly knelt down when facing the operating table!
"It's me that's bad, it's mom who's sorry for you..."
"It's me that's not good, it's me that's not good..."
She crawled over little by little: "It was me who ignored your feelings... You must be in pain and scared... Mom is too selfish, everything is my fault..."
She touched the body on the operating table with her trembling hands, and then gently carried him up, as if an ordinary mother was hugging her child.
So cold, losing all the temperature.
After making up her mind, she was no longer afraid.
Yes, this is my own child, what's there to be afraid of?
"Forgive Mom..."
Fang Yuhao was in a mess and didn't know what to say. To put it bluntly, he was just an outsider who accidentally entered this place.
Suddenly, he felt that the strong resentment was quickly dissipating!
It seems... I am very attached to such an embrace.
Children are always like this. Sometimes they are very stubborn and like to cry and make a fuss, but once they return to their mother's arms, they can always slowly recover from peace.
Mom, stop crying.
It was strange that the baby didn't speak, but both of them felt this vague emotion.
Time is up, I'm leaving.
Suddenly, the world began to break in large areas. Various red, blue, and yellow lights appeared in the hospital, just like wallpaper suddenly torn apart, and the originally dark and dim background was quickly cracking.
A prompt suddenly popped up in Fang Yuhao's mind: [Note that the super small idealistic world you are in is collapsing, the external channel has been opened, you can choose to return to the main material world.]
[Warning: If the external channels of the world disappear, you may be lost in the eternal ocean forever.]
[Tip: You can take the opportunity to collect fragments of beliefs generated by collapse in the world]
The sudden prompt sound in my mind made Fang Yuhao overjoyed.
It’s great. My connection with my original body has come back and can leave here at any time!
"We can finally go out!"
"Wait...you can also collect fragments of faith?!"
Without hesitation, he ordered: "Collect, collect!"
Suddenly, all kinds of colorful lights rushed towards him quickly, wrapping him up like a luminous cocoon.
Chapter completed!