Chapter 439
Cheng Yun was a little afraid to look at Tang Qingyan.
Even Tang Qingyan's eyes fell on him, he felt very uncomfortable and hot.
So he thought about it, but did not answer directly, but said: "I am from Yizhou, you are from Jizhou, I will not leave Jinguan, and you do not want to stay. Isn't it common for couples like us to break up after graduation?"
Yes, for couples who are from different provinces but love each other in college, I'm afraid nine out of the ten couples regard the college graduation season as a breakup season, and the rest will suffer a lot.
The pain in a different place is difficult to overcome.
Cheng Yun is not the domineering protagonist in the novel, and there are even many macho people in real life, but he is not. He will not say, "Because you are a girl, if we want to continue, you must stay in my city." He does not have such a personality. Tang Qingyan is not the kind of girl who will be accused of men. She has her own ideas, she has her own hometown, and she has the life she wants to live.
This is a very common thing for college graduation, especially in Yizhou University, a university full of people from other provinces. Many couples face such choices every graduation season.
‘True love is invincible’ is too idealistic.
Moreover, the two have a big gap in personality and philosophy. If one of them is not willing to make changes, it will be difficult to keep going. Both of them have realized this, and in the end their different choices about the future only expose this little bit of pride.
But at this time, Tang Qingyan asked back: "What if I chose to stay?"
Cheng Yun was stunned when he heard this.
After a moment, he looked at Tang Qingyan deeply: "You have changed so much during this period!"
"People always need to change," said Tang Qingyan.
"Yes." Cheng Yun was silent for a while, holding the little luoli in his hands and kneading them unconsciously. After a long time, he let out a long sigh and said, "You should know the answer, but there is no if in this world..."
“Why can’t there be?”
"Just like us, we go further and further after we separate, each of us has their own experiences. The difference is too big, and it is impossible to go back." Cheng Yun said helplessly. If there were no time and space nodes, now he faced such a Tang Qingyan, he was uncertain whether he would want to regain his old love, but the time and space node seemed to turn him into another species, a monster that is almost immortal. Even after so long, he had not thought about how he should fall in love with a mortal woman, get married or even grow old.
"Are you going further and further..." Tang Qingyan looked at his expression and fell into silence.
She withdrew her gaze parked on Cheng Yun's face and heard a few horns coming from behind. She moved the car and drove from the side of the road to the hotel parking lot. She seemed very calm throughout the process.
Then she continued to look ahead and was silent and didn't know what she was thinking.
She put one hand down from the steering wheel, inserted it into her pocket and groped for a while. She took out a lollipop from her pocket, tore it open the packaging and put it in her mouth.
Inhale deeply, exhale again...
After a while, she looked at Cheng Yun, and a smile appeared on her beautiful face and said, "You have changed a lot!"
Cheng Yun nodded, but said nothing.
It seemed that the atmosphere in the car was too awkward at this time. He pursed his lips and was about to say 'I should leave', but Tang Qingyan suddenly said, "That girl Tang Qingying didn't cause trouble for you, right?"
Cheng Yun looked at her, pulled the corner of his mouth and said, "What do you mean..."
Tang Qingyan smiled: "I think so!"
"What?"
"Her brain circuit is not normal, it must be a headache for you, right?"
"Fortunately, it's normal for her to be in our hotel." Cheng Yun lowered his head and glanced at the little luoli, and said, "And at least Cheng Yan can suppress her, but it didn't give me a lot of headaches, but it also added a lot of happiness to us."
"Can Cheng Yan press her?" Tang Qingyan seemed surprised.
"Yes, I'm always dealing with her."
"Tsk tsk, it seems that the girl has really learned it. I thought she was pretending when she came back during the New Year!"
"She will grow up too!"
"It's time for you to leave." Tang Qingyan raised his chin at the hotel building, "Let me be quiet."
"Okay." Cheng Yun nodded, opened the car door and hesitated, then turned around and said-
"sorry."
"Ha!" Tang Qingyan waved his hand indifferently. She yawned lazyly before saying, "It's nothing. No matter how big the difference we are now, can we still be as big as when we first met?"
"Forehead……"
Cheng Yun realized that she had misunderstood and felt bad, but at this time, Tang Qingyan waved his hand again: "Stop talking, go back and have a good rest, I'm going back too."
"Okay, be careful on the road." Cheng Yun got out of the car with his little luoli in his arms and closed the car door.
Tang Qingyan smiled and pressed a button. With the rustling sound, the passenger's car window slowly closed. In the dark environment, she could no longer see clearly in the car.
Cheng Yun hesitated for a while, waved his hand again, and took Xiaoluoli to the hotel door.
Tang Qingyan's car did not move.
Until he went upstairs and returned to the room, he put down his cat bag and said to the little luoli: "Go to take a shower by yourself and wash off the smell of grilled fish on his body."
Little luoli lowered her head and sniffed herself, looked at him blankly, but also went to take a shower obediently.
Cheng Yun walked to the window and opened the window, trying to see from above whether Tang Qingyan had left, but he was helpless in the window of the room facing another direction and he couldn't see it.
After taking a shower, Xiaoluoli waited in the bathroom for a while and didn't wait for Cheng Yun to dry his hair. So she had to use a spell to make the hair all over her body immediately dry and fluffy.
When he walked out with his bow tie and small clothes in his mouth, he saw Cheng Yun pulling open his suitcase and picking things out from inside.
This human seems a little absent-minded?
It walked around Cheng Yun and stared at him with its head on its head.
Cheng Yun touched its forehead, took the toiletries and walked towards the bathroom without saying a word.
It's been a year since he graduated this summer. No, maybe it shouldn't be the summer. It should be the end of April, right? And it's still a few hours away from April. He and Tang Qingyan broke up in the middle of their senior year, more than a year. And they confirmed that they had to break up with their senior year from sophomore year. It's almost two years since they confirmed that they had to break up with their senior year. It's so fast that time flies!
When I remembered that when I was in my senior year of high school, I suddenly realized that I was striving to get into a good school and focused on listening to the class, but I didn’t expect that he had graduated from Yizhou University in the blink of an eye.
I met many people in college, received many textbooks, skipped many classes, did a lot of things, and had a very beautiful love, but when I recalled, I realized that the four years of college that I had longed for were over in a blink of an eye!
That's four years!
So fast!
Cheng Yun can let go of Tang Qingyan, neither of them is the kind of person who wants to die because of love - isn't that a common plot on TV? It's cruel, but the fact is that in reality, most people in reality can let go with a relatively stable attitude even if they are deeply in a relationship.
But when memories are rekindled, it is normal that my heart will become very messy after more than a year?
Cheng Yunru comforted himself, feeling the feeling of a slightly hot water column washing his skin.
After taking a shower, he came out of the bathroom and saw a bump in the originally flat quilt. Cheng Yun shook his head, sat on the bed, took out a red envelope from his suitcase, then took out his wallet, and counted four pieces of cash.
Suddenly, the curtains moved.
The little luoli came out from behind the curtains, and it seemed that it was standing on the window ling.
Cheng Yun was stunned for a moment, quickly turned around and looked at the protrusion of the quilt, then looked at the little luoli, wondering: "Isn't you under the quilt?"
Little luoli also stared at him suspiciously: "Woo?"
"So what is this?"
"Woo!"
"..." Cheng Yun gave up his plan to communicate with it, lifted the quilt and saw a blue shark doll on the bed, which made him feel a little amused and crying.
"Why are you putting this thing under the quilt and covering it?"
"Woo!"
"... Forget it, I don't understand what you are calling." Cheng Yun shook his head and continued to stuff the money into the red envelope.
“Woo…”
Little luoli continued to stare at the movements in his hands, with a little confused and curious in his eyes.
Cheng Yun asked Jiang Junyu about the red envelope. This is almost a unified number for the students. Because they have not graduated for a year, even if they leave the school internship for the senior year, it has only been more than a year. Most of the students still receive a meager salary, which is the type who pays rent. Apart from the necessary expenses for life, they can only have some extra money. Some students even live a very tight life, so of course they can't block very large red envelopes. Cheng Yun is naturally the one who seals the number as much as they seal.
After sealing the red envelope, he took out a pen from his suitcase and wrote down his name on it.
Little luoli approached him and looked at him seriously, her face full of curiosity and confusion, and then a glimmer of light shining in its eyes, as if she was thinking about something.
Cheng Yun couldn't help laughing when he saw it like this.
This little thing is very curious, but it can't understand many things - Cheng Yun likes to see it as confused!
I don’t know what this little thing will eventually envision his behavior...
I remember that when he and Jiang Junyu spoke with each other two days ago, Xiaoluoli also stood aside and listened seriously. At that time, it also had similar expressions.
After collecting the red envelope, Cheng Yun turned off the light and lay down, saying, "I'm going to sleep! I have to get up early tomorrow morning to take the bus!"
Having said that, he fell asleep very late.
Little luoli was also very energetic, crawling around quietly in the room, tinkering with its little shark doll from time to time, making a rumbling sound. I guess it thought Cheng Yun didn't know.
Chapter completed!