When Deng Xin woke up, she was still at the high white ceiling of the hospital.

She was stunned for a while before she realized the reality.

She subconsciously became frightened and held her breath, but found that the sounds in her ears had stopped at some point.

"You're awake."

Deng Xin looked up suddenly.

A stranger sat by the bed, who was wearing a green nursery uniform, and his fat face was filled with care.

"You were so scary just now. The old lady on the hospital bed next to you almost scared you." The fat nurse patted her chest, looking lingering in fear, "Her daughter called you a doctor. You should thank her well. Why are you sent in? No one at home with you? We pushed you to do this for the examination. Fortunately, you are lightweight, and the little doctor there can hold you. Last time I had a fracture, that's the weight..."

The fat nurse muttered and asked again: "Where are you feeling uncomfortable? I'll ask Dr. Wang to take a look. You were rescued by Dr. Wang just now. Your heartbeat stopped. It was so scary."

Deng Xin was dizzy, and after a while, she clarified her thoughts.

She did not answer the fat nurse's words, and glanced around and saw most of the blue bed curtains in the ward. The direction of the door was blocked by the bed curtains.

She didn't know if Qu Jinyin was still nearby.

When Deng Xin thought of this, she felt a chill on her back.

The fat nurse had already called Dr. Wang.

Dr. Wang held the examination report in his hand, "The CT report came out, and he had an electrocardiogram and a heart attack. He also had a head examination, but no problems were found. Do you have any history of illness before? Do you have chronic diseases? Hypertension? Diabetes?"

Deng Xin shook her head woodenly.

Her body is fine... No, her body has had problems a long time ago. She used to have only ear problems, but now she may have problems with her eyes.

Deng Xin shivered.

"We can't do MRI here either. You can't know your blood test results tomorrow. It's best to have another fasting blood tomorrow morning. When you fainted, you hung up some nutrient solution. Are you eating normally?"

Deng Xin nodded, "Normal."

As soon as she said that, she found that her voice was extremely hoarse.

"Can you contact your family?" Dr. Wang asked.

Deng Xin shook her head and lowered her eyes.

After her grandparents died, her parents took her over. But at that time she was like a puppet sculpture and had no reaction to the outside world. Her parents took her to see many doctors. She also gradually discovered her abnormality at that time.

Perhaps it was because of the instinct of survival that was working, she forced herself to face her parents and escaped the pain of frequent medical treatment.

However, her personality has changed drastically and she can't change it anymore. Her already unfamiliar parent-child relationship with her parents can only continue to slide in a bad direction and cannot be compensated.

Later, relatives knew that there was something wrong with her mind. Her parents accepted her fate and provided her with her study and life, ensuring that she could not starve or freeze to death, regardless of anything else. She had bad grades and went out to work early, and only went home during the Chinese New Year. On weekdays, she only contacted them when she regularly transferred money to her parents and said that she had transferred the money. The other side also replied in a formulaic manner, "I received it", "Be careful outside"...

Deng Xin will not be sad about this.

She didn't have the extra effort to think about these things.

Dr. Wang did not ask about her family status, "Then please ask Aunt Sun to take care of her. It is quite dangerous for you to be alone. It is best to stabilize it and go to the Grade A hospital for a thorough examination."

Deng Xin thanked Dr. Wang.

Fat nurse, Aunt Sun, watched the whole process, not knowing what she had imagined. She looked at Deng Xin with pity, "You haven't ordered a meal, you have to prepare dinner by yourself. What do you want to eat tonight? I'll buy it for you then."

Deng Xin shook her head. She had no appetite.

"I want to sleep for a while. Aunt Sun, have I brought my phone here?" Deng Xin asked.

Aunt Sun muttered and opened the drawer of the bedside table, "Some of them are there. Your pockets are all here. Mobile phone, key, and work permit. This is an access card, right? They are all here." Aunt Sun handed the phone to Deng Xin.

Deng Xin took the initiative and said, "I will transfer the caregiver fee to you."

"Hey, you little girl... are you eating now?" Aunt Sun asked, "Do you drink some water? You don't have this cup either. I'll get you two disposable cups."

"Thank you." Deng Xin was very polite.

She transferred the money, drank some water, and rested again.

Aunt Sun is a nursing worker in the entire emergency ward and has a lot of things to do. After settling down Deng Xin, she was called by others.

Deng Xin also worked as a hospital nurse. Knowing the hard work and busyness of this work, she signaled Aunt Sun not to worry about herself. She completely pulled the bed curtain and circled herself.

After lying down, she touched the head of the bed uneasily, grabbed the slogger, and confirmed that it was placed where she could get it with her hand.

After doing all this, she still couldn't feel at ease.

She should have been used to this kind of thing.

Just change the place.

Just escape...

"You left us! You left us!!"

Deng Xin covered her ears.

Qu Jinyin's angry voice still echoed in his mind.

Not only that, she was different from before, and saw Qu Jinyin.

twice!

Once in the nursing home, second time here in the hospital!

Qu Jinyin followed her.

Deng Xin felt scared.

She curled up, afraid that Qu Jinyin would appear for the third time.

Outside the bed curtain, there was the sound of Aunt Sun walking, the cough of the patient, and the conversation of the family. I don’t know who turned on the public broadcast, and the singing with the smell of time lingers over the ward.

Further afield, there are a constant stream of emergency patients coming in and out.

Whenever he heard footsteps, Deng Xin was afraid that it was Qu Jinyin.

Deng Xin comforted himself, it would be fine after a while.

In a few hours, there will be fewer people in such a small hospital.

It takes another two or three hours...

Too long...

When it comes to night, it will be the quietest time for the hospital.

It was like the forest that day...

Deng Xin's body trembled slightly.

no.

A thought flashed through her mind, biting her lip and swollen to unlock her phone.

Deng Xin searched in the WeChat address book for a long time, and found the name "Mr. Zhang" in a long list of contact information of former colleagues.

Her hands paused.

When I clicked on the name, my fingertips trembled slightly.

She recalled what she had experienced.

Mao County People's Hospital, a small hospital in the county. It was the fifth hospital where she worked. It was very inconspicuous. The environment of the inpatient department was not good, and there were no subdivided departments. When she was working at night, she heard the conversation there. At first, she thought it was the sound of the next ward. Because the conversation was too ordinary, without pain, and the words said could not be imagined by death. After working for about a month or two, she realized that the conversation was the last thing a patient said when he was dying.

That time, she did not run away immediately. The conversation was too gentle. The deceased did not know that she was about to die, and she died quietly. The time was night. In addition, she was working as a cleaner at that time, so she didn't need to stay in the room for a long time, so she hesitated, and did not run away immediately.

Not long after, she met another person in the conversation in the next ward.

She recognized the voice and heard the conversation between the patient and other patients, among which the person who died that night.

Two days later, while she was mopping the floor in the ward, she was stopped by the patient and helped to get hot water.

"Your hot water is here."

"Oh, thank you... Alas, ask, can I open this order at one time?"

"I don't know this. There should be regulations on the medical insurance side, and the hospital can't do anything about it."

Deng Xin still clearly remembers what she said to the other party. She was very enthusiastic and said a few more words before leaving.

Then, that person won't do it...

Like the previous patient, he passed away silently and did not speak anymore. The family members who came to visit the hospital at night found that he was dead.

The last thing he said before his death was with her.

Whenever she enters that ward, she hears her own voice.

She ran away immediately.

However, from that day on, she had nightmares every night.

She finally found a way to find someone to solve the trouble that had troubled her for many years.

Deng Xin opened the chat history between herself and "Mr. Zhang".

In the record, there are also "lies" she sent out.

She dared not tell anyone the truth about it.

After many years, she has grown up, but even if she speaks, she still tells lies.

Deng Xin was lost in his mind when he looked at the recorded lies.

"Mr. Zhang" did not solve the problem for her.

Maybe it was because of the time, or maybe it was because the secret that had been accumulated in my heart for many years finally had a small crack. After she looked for "Mr. Zhang", she did not have nightmares again.

I didn’t have nightmares, so I didn’t contact “Mr. Zhang” again.

Is there a story to make up this time?

If the truth is told to this stranger...
To be continued...