1.

The impression that the young man Yu Shisan gave me was not good. Although, I had saved his life. Although, he saved my life.

He called me "benefather" but from his attitude towards me, it seemed that he was not willing to do so.

I asked Yu Shisan and said, "Don't call me a benefactor anymore."

Yu Shisan stopped and waved the hatchet in his hand, stared at me for a while, then turned his head silently and continued to chop firewood. He said, "Do you think I want it? I just don't know what your name is."

Yu Shisan suddenly stopped again, stared at me blankly, and asked, "What's your name?"

I said, "I don't want to say it."

Yu Shisan's expression did not change. He said "Oh" and continued to chop firewood, saying, "My benefactor's injury has almost healed. You can leave after a few more care."

This is how this young man treats his benefactor.

No grace at all.

When I looked at this strange boy, I always felt that he was carrying something. Otherwise, at his age, when curiosity was won, why would he feel like seeing through the vicissitudes and being calm about everything?

I said, "I won't leave. I will continue to look for Xiaoyue, even if it's her body..."

Yu Shisan stopped the hatchet in his hand and said, "You must leave."

His eyes were firm and decisive, which made me deeply puzzled. I asked, "Why?"

Yu Shisan pursed his lips and said, "If you are here, I will share my food with you. After you have lived here for half a month, I have not eaten enough for half a month."

It's just for this reason!

I said angrily: "I saved your life!"

The boy threw the hatchet on the ground, picked up the firewood that had just been chopped, and without looking at me, he said, "So too."

2.

In this story of recuperating from Qingya Valley.

Yu Shisanyi has always been mysterious and secretly. He goes out early and returns late. Every time he comes back, I will ask him anxiously: "How is it? But what have you discovered?"

Yu Shisan took off the food he carried back from his shoulder, shook his head indifferently, and said, "No."

I was disappointed again and again, disappointed, and disappointed again... until despair.

For half a month, Yu Shisan has been searching for Xiaoyue's traces in the valley. During his hard-working search every night, he found the green light and blood light that I lost.

He also found a coat soaked in blood. It was Xiaoyue's coat. Under the strong smell of blood, Xiaoyue's body fragrance was still faintly preserved.

I became more and more convinced that Xiaoyue was dead.

Yu Shisan said that only his brother and sister lived in this deep valley.

Xiaoyue is not likely to be rescued by others. She is not as lucky as me. She was able to jump off the cliff of Wanren without being killed, and was rescued by someone.

Or maybe she is lucky than me, so she doesn't have to live alone in this world without any kindness and endure life and death

The pain.

Some pain will indeed make people feel pain in the period after it occurs. However, it will gradually fade in the time that staggers.

However, even if it becomes very faint, it will still be like a thorn lying in the heart, and people can feel a faint pain every moment.

Shu Yao has been missing for half a month.

In the half month after I was rescued by Yu Shisan and his sister, I had thought more than once that I had to go to Cao's mansion to meet Xiao Yue.

However, whenever my mind is decided, Shu Yao's innocent smile always appears in my mind.

my daughter.

Before Xiaoyue died, the only thing she cared about was Shu Yao. I am sorry for the mother and daughter. Now the only thing I can make up for is to live with the pain, find Shu Yao, and give her a stable and happy life.

3.

As soon as I woke up, it was almost noon and I felt much more relaxed. In addition to the long-term lying down, my mind was a little confused, and I could no longer feel the pain like a heart-punching wrist bone in the wound, but instead felt a numb and itchy feeling.

I forced myself to walk out of the simple thatched hut step by step.

On the green stone platform, a girl with long hair was concentrating on boiling herbs. The black medicinal soup in the stone pot exuded a disgusting bitterness.

The girl seemed to have not smelled it. She sat next to the fire, using a piece of dry tree bark to make a palm-leaf fan, shaking it, and the flames under the stone pot responded with her movements.

The warm sunshine hit her fair and tender face, and the light fluff on her cheeks was coated with a layer of golden brilliance. When the breeze blew, the golden fluff swayed in the wind, like a large field of yellow and orange rice, inspiring the joyful rice ears.

"Your name is Yu..." Yu Qing'er has been taking care of me, but I still can't remember her name.

The girl seemed to be in deep thought, and was awakened by me. Her hand was panicked and the bark fell to the ground. She hurriedly picked it up again, and while fanning the wind, she smiled at me and said, "Big brother, my name is Yu Qing'er!"

The sound was like a silver bell, and it was gentle and moving. Her beautiful age made me not think of Shu Yao.

Ten years later, I wonder if Shu Yao will be like her, in this quiet and leisurely valley, shining by the sun and blowing by the mountain wind, so charming.

"Ah!" Yu Qing'er suddenly screamed and asked me anxiously, "Why are you getting rid of? How are you injured?"

I smiled at her and said, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry."

Yu Qing'er was still worried and ran to me to check my injury. She muttered in a low voice: "No, no, my brother repeatedly reminded me to take good care of you. If you make any mistakes, he will scold me to death."

I took two steps back, avoided Yu Qing'er's hand that was about to reach out to my mouth, and said, "As long as I'm still alive, your elder brother, he won't care about anything else."

Yu Qing'er showed a look of displeasure, and she frowned

The head seemed to be quite dissatisfied with my words. She said, "Don't say that to my brother. He is actually a harsh person. If you save his life, he will remember this kindness for the rest of his life. Otherwise, he would not go out early and come back late every day to find someone for you."

Is this really the case?

Thinking of Yu Shisan's strange character, his annoying expression, and his straightforward words. No matter how Yu Qing'er protects him at this time, it is difficult to change my bad impression of Yu Shisan being engraved in my heart.

"Oh!" Yu Qing'er suddenly shouted, "Oh no! Oops!" She hurried back to the stone pot, and without caring about the heat, she lifted up half of the wooden board covering the stone pot, looked into the black stone pot, and suddenly her face changed and she was almost crying.

"What should I do? What should I do?" Yu Qing'er cried.

I asked, "What's wrong?"

Yu Qing'er raised her head, looked at me with tears in her eyes, and said, "I've talked to you myself, and I've boiled the herbs."

I shook my head helplessly and comforted: "It's just a herb. I won't drink it, why should you do this?"

Yu Qing'er said: "How can that be?! These herbs were picked by my elder brother at the risk of his life and climbed to a cliff more than ten feet high. They will be of great benefit to your injury. Now that I have been burned into a charred ball, wouldn't it be useless for my elder brother's efforts?"

I looked at the distance, and in the distance, the smooth stone walls with almost no edges. If Yu Qing'er said it was true, I couldn't imagine how hardships and dangers the young man, who looked a little weak, had experienced to get these herbs.

I was moved and said, "I...is not worthy of his treatment of me."

It's really not worth it. Even though I had been saving his life, I have lost Xiaoyue and are actually a dead person. It's just for my daughter to support this baby and live in this world.

To save me, no one deserves any risk.

Yu Qing'er was still immersed in deep self-blame. I walked to her, picked up a wooden spoon on the ground, and scooped a large piece of blackened medicine residue in the stone pot. Before Yu Qing'er could react, she stuffed it directly into her mouth.

I know that this medicine residue must be very bitter, even a pain that I could not bear in the past.

But now, what else can be more bitter than my heart in this world?

I believe that all the bitterness in this world is tasteless and boring to me. However, the burning heat brings me pain from life to death.

As soon as the medicine residue was in the mouth, an unbearable pain came from the tip of the tongue to the base of the tongue, and then penetrated into the throat, making the heart and lungs shrink into a ball.

"Puff!" I hurriedly spit out the medicine residue, and the black medicine residue spewed all over the ground. I tried my best to stick out my tongue and slap it hard, but I couldn't slap the pain of burning fire.

Yu Qing'er was amused by me. She giggled, as if she had completely forgotten the self-blame when she just boiled the medicine.

The laughter like a bell revealed her girlish pure reality.
Chapter completed!