Chapter 48 shine(1/3)
Xia Fan almost died once.
So he is very clear about the feeling and taste of dying.
There is a great horror between life and death.
But for Xia Fan, who had experienced such a terrifying time, once.
His mentality is completely different.
If you want to use one word to describe it, it is peace.
That moment.
He felt like an outsider, scrutinizing his life without emotion.
I laughed, scolded myself for being unruly and unruly.
Kill yourself, who is decisive, cold and ruthless.
People are multifaceted.
People will change due to different environments and moods.
therefore.
No matter which one you are, you.
only.
You may not be able to accept other you, or deliberately escape from another you.
When you accept tolerate all you, you have different faces.
You won't worry about this problem anymore.
About my question.
In fact, there is another important reason why Xia Fan chose to stay.
A crazy idea hidden deep in my heart.
He wants to die once.
He wanted to completely recognize himself through the great horror between life and death and solve his inner demons.
He has no tendency to commit suicide.
Although he wanted to die once, he did not die for death, but for a new life.
There is an essential difference between the two.
Always.
Xia Fan was bothering him.
The problems that bother me, the problems that bother life, and the problems that plague the future...
When these problems accumulate to a threshold.
The inner demon appeared.
Over the years.
He has been looking for answers to the inner demon.
He has thought a lot.
But in the end, it was useless in how to solve the problem of inner demons.
In other words.
He seemed to be doing nothing for a long time.
In fact, his mind was always thinking about these things.
Whether it is useful or useless.
He has developed this habit.
Even if he knew in his heart that these could not solve the problems of the inner demons.
Get used to it means getting used to it.
Now.
He no longer wants to get used to it.
That moment.
Browse the lantern of life.
Xia Fan felt like he had put down a heavy stone in his heart.
Let go.
Yes.
The troubles of the past disappeared at that moment.
This is a feeling that can only be truly experienced by experiencing the taste of death.
"Um?"
at the same time.
When the grass owl hit Xia Fan hard.
He chased Xia Fan without any hesitation, and must kill Xia Fan completely.
However.
When he was about to approach Xia Fan.
He suddenly smelled an indescribable breath from Xia Fan's declining body.
Ethereal? Vitality? Vitality?
The grass owl couldn't think of how to describe it, but he instinctively had an unknown premonition.
"die!"
The grass owl is a decisive demon.
His hands turned into two extremely huge wings and slashed directly towards Xia Fan.
Bang—
At the critical moment.
Xia Fan suddenly opened his eyes that were no longer blurred.
When the grass owl's wing was less than three inches away from Xia Fan.
A pair of clenched iron fists had already met.
Accompanied by violent collision, the air explosion sounded.
The figures of the two instantly collapsed.
"Huh... I feel so relaxed now!"
Xia Fan stopped his body in the air.
His face couldn't help but open his hands and showed a look of comfort and enjoyment.
After successfully solving the inner demon with the great horror between life and death.
Xia Fan felt as if he had removed the layers of burden from the inside out, and his whole body felt extremely transparent.
His cultivation level is still at the peak of human immortality.
But after removing the burden in my heart.
His strength is undoubtedly one step further.
"you……"
distance.
The grass owls that stabilized their bodies all showed incredible colors.
Why did Xia Fan, who was still lifeless just now, jump around in a blink of an eye?
Admittedly.
His body is still in a state of serious injury and deterioration.
But his spirit was completely different.
It seemed like a green grass seedling grew from the soil burned to white ground.
"I don't have much time left and I don't have time to explain to you. Get in the car!"
Get on the bus?
To be continued...