I feel sad, and I have a little fear of being scared.

After my puppy bit me on the 20th of last month, I went to Baidu and knew that there was a ten-day observation method, that is, if the dog does not die within ten days, it will be 100% free of rabies.

But yesterday was the 10th day and I died on the 11th day today. I don’t know if it was last night or during the day. When I found out, my whole body was stiff. After checking, my mouth was drooling!

I'm really scared, maybe I have rabies...

I was lucky before and didn't want to be so troublesome to avoid getting a vaccine.

Later, I thought that my protagonist had the best attitude of being safe and cowardly, so I, as the author, would rather be more careful, so I endured the pain and borrowed money from Jiebei to get an injection.

It’s really scary...!

If I had chosen not to get the injection at that time, you might not see me soon. The mortality rate of rabies is 100%!

In this way, the book will be cut off again and say goodbye permanently.

Alas, although I got the injection, I was still a little scared, just afraid that the vaccine would not work, so that would be over.

If one day I suddenly stopped changing for more than three days, five days, ten days... but did not issue a single chapter and ask for leave, then it is possible that I would unfortunately die, and I might be reborn in the next life through time.

I live alone now, and maybe no one comes to collect the body.

At that time, I hope my book friends can help me contact Qidian official and collect my body for me.

...

My heart is bleak, and my heart is in a mess, and I am sorry today, I have to take a day off, without any thoughts.

The protagonists in the novel always have the freedom and courage to take death lightly...

Now that I personally face this fear, I understand the helplessness and sorrow of being a mortal.

There are really not many fears, and only then can I truly realize the charm of a sentence.

"It turns out that when a person encounters a bad luck, his first reaction is not to be excited or shed tears in pain, but to be a fatal silence."

When I saw the puppy zombie dying in the haystack and knew that it might die of rabies, my mood was really silent at that time.

What if I chose not to get an injection ten days ago?

If I get the injection and the vaccine does not work, it will still cause illness, so what if?

There is really not much fear, the most is dead silent silence.

I don’t even know what to say, who to say it to? I look for parents? I look for friends and friends? But I’m afraid they will worry.

In the end, I can only tell you all this in this single chapter.

You and I are all ordinary people...

I am really not afraid of death, but my heart is very confused. What I am afraid of is not death, but what I am afraid of is the embarrassment of death.

If I die of rabies, fear of wind and water, have disordered mental disorders, twitch, drool, and finally sank in the bed, how humiliating and sad it would be...

A person will die in the end, and death is inevitable. I suddenly understand the mentality of Dio, the villain in jojo: "jojo, I will not be a human being."

When you understand the fragility of being a human being, everyone will be afraid and afraid. In the end, it is a normal choice.

I thought, if my death could be chosen-

I hope it will be a quiet afternoon, and after eating, I feel tired.

So I slept peacefully in a nap, in a quiet nap, and fell asleep forever, and entered a permanent dream.

Or maybe you are more greedy, reincarnated after death, and come to another world with memories to carry out the next life.

That... is the way I want to die.

...

Finally, I wish you all the book friends, readers, friends who have always supported me, and myself.

Time is peaceful, I wish you and I can smile peacefully.

...

: I am conventionally thanking book friends for 200 starting coins and 10,000 points for rewards. I have never forgotten the updates. I owe 1,000 yuan, and now I owe 6 chapters.

Here I want to apologize to the leader Meng Duotianxi. The leader agreed to add five chapters, but I only added one update. I still owe you four updates!

I am afraid that I will not have the chance to thank you in the future, so I must thank you today.

Thank you for the October ticket king for the November ticket king, thank you for your recommendation votes.

Thank you to the book friends who rewarded this book in QQ Bookstore, because it is a bit troublesome for me to check the reward records of QQ at Qidian, so I can only thank you here.

Thank you to the book friends who have subscribed to this book for the genuine support.

I have been very good at chasing recently. I know the reason. I chose to fatten too much. I don’t blame everyone. Thinking from the perspective of others, I am the same as I follow books. I will choose to raise books that are too little updated for a while. It is possible to raise them later if I die... This is also common for me.

I can only start tomorrow, and I will work hard to make more calculations, strive to get two updates a day, or even three updates...

Finally, I would like to thank my book friends who are still reading pirated versions.

I used to do anti-pirated versions. To be honest, I hated people who read pirated versions when I first wrote the book and put it on the shelves.

Later I figured it out and never did this again.

Although you do not have the genuine support, it is a kind of fate to read my book by collecting this book, and I don’t blame you.

I just hope that there will be conditions in the future and hope to get your genuine support, even if it is a recommendation ticket or a first order.

If it weren't for poverty, who would want to watch pirated copies?

There are indeed not many people who can read all the genuine books without pressure. They may cost more than tens or hundreds of dollars that day. After all, there are too many excellent works, which is more expensive than smoking and drinking every day. However, reading novels at least does not seem to be like smoking and harming the body. Haha...

There are many student parties who read novels, even more office workers, and the local tyrants are the minority after all.

Life is not easy for everyone, so cherish it as you like.
Chapter completed!