Chapter 314 First Love
When they first moved into Aunt Qiong's apartment, a room was already prepared as a baby's room for Yang Yang and Xu Yan.
Although I haven’t bought a crib and baby supplies yet, it’s okay to simply pack them up for Little Qiao to sleep on.
Luo Nan and Qiao Kangyong came to the capital with their children without any preparations. Xu Yan had already brought back some baby supplies.
The rest is to wait for Yang Yang to comfort Zhule at night and buy the crib on the way.
"I said, little Qiao Jiao, didn't you change your diaper before you came here? You can't hold it in when you see Aunt Miao." Xu Yan laughed at this little guy who hasn't grown teeth yet. Why is he afraid of Miaoshui?
Bamboo music was a virtue before.
"Yanyan, have you brought the child's toiletries? Why don't you give the child a bath?"
"Here, I was just going to ask if you would like to help." Xu Yan had this idea after wiping Xiao Qiaojiao's butt with a wet wipe.
Xiao Qiaojiao was indeed noisy, and she was really worried that someone would bathe him alone and get him covered in water.
When I gave Xiaoyu a bath before, she was very well-behaved. I was really worried that she wouldn't be able to handle it well and would hurt the baby.
It will probably be much better with Miaoshui nearby.
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Ten minutes later.
There was a small bathtub in the middle of the bathroom. Xu Yan and Miaoshui brought small stools to sit next to it, and each of them bathed Xiao Qiaojiao with one hand and one foot.
With Miaoshui around, Xiao Qiao's eyes wandered everywhere, but before moving his hands and feet, he would secretly glance at her. He found that Miaoshui's eyes were not good, so he could only silently poop in the warm water.
Xu Yan was glad that Miaoshui came in time, which was a big help to her.
Seeing that Miaoshui's post-college figure was still upright and more feminine than in high school, she also had some thoughts.
Who will she belong to in the future?
To tell the truth from the bottom of my heart, abandon the idea of worrying about your husband. From a woman's point of view, Zhule is indeed not suitable for her.
To put it more seriously, he is not worthy now.
Judging from the documents Miaoshui got back today, no matter where she is in the future, she will be a strong career woman.
Now Zhule, to be honest, except for the Li Yaoyao incident, he has made some progress, and his mental state is basically the same as when he was in high school.
"Okay, the washing is almost done... Yanyan, why are you looking at me?"
"Miaoshui, you seem to have never said what type of boy you like."
Xu Yan wiped the water stains on Xiao Qiaojiao's hands, but kept staring at the girl next to her, with sincere curiosity in her eyes.
Even Miaoshui, who had always been very cold, looked a little unnatural, dodging intentionally or unintentionally.
At this moment, little Qiao Jiao felt that this woman didn't seem so scary anymore, which aroused his curiosity, and his little hand, which was only a few months old, grabbed Miaoshui's little finger.
The eyes of the little guy who has not experienced the turmoil of the world are pure and bright.
Looking into his eyes, Miaoshui's troubled heart, which was confused about the future and unable to let go of her self-esteem, seemed to find some indescribable comfort.
"I don't know what kind of boy I would like...but you little brat is definitely out of business." Miaoshui ignored the caught little finger and grabbed a towel with his other hand to dry Xiao Qiaojiao.
Water drops on the body.
The rising water vapor blurred the mirror not far away. Miaoshui's zygomatic muscle unconsciously pulled up the corners of her mouth. With her eyes focused on Xiao Qiaojiao, something seemed to be hidden behind her.
By talking about Xiao Qiao Jiao, does it imply that Zhu Le is childish?
Xu Yan didn't know if her understanding was correct. If she was correct, it meant that Miaoshui still couldn't let go of Zhu Le.
The solution to the problem may become clear.
"Miaoshui, you can actually..."
"Xu Yan, your first love is Yang Yang, right?"
Xu Yan held Xiao Qiaojiao on her lap, changed his clothes, and casually wanted to enlighten Miaoshui, but was interrupted by her words, and she was speechless for a moment.
Is Yang Yang her first love?
If you include being ignorant as a child, of course.
But if you don’t count that period of childhood, plus that period of confusion...
"How should I put it... If you want to calculate it based on time, it is naturally that guy, but if you want to date him consciously." Xu Yan hugged Xiao Qiaojiao and left the bathroom, gently stroking his junior with her hands, recalling the dusty past in her eyes.
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After getting together with Yang Yang, he never asked Xu Yan about these things, and she didn't want to recall them.
In the relationship between men and women, only girls have a lot of entanglements and longings, while a large number of boys take it for granted.
A meal, a gift, a confession, or a small favor can all establish a relationship.
Only after being rejected will they understand that it is not that simple to be liked by girls.
Because she was afraid of hurting others, she didn't know how to say no in the past, so she was misunderstood by others, and instead became the injured person.
"So what if we have a conscious relationship?" Miao Shui felt incredible. The two of them were almost turning into two wicks twisted together in an oil lamp. There was actually another story behind it.
"Don't tell anyone else besides Yang Yang what I'm going to say later." In order to help Miaoshui, Xu Yan didn't care too much. She put Xiao Qiaojiao on the side of the sofa and put the spoon in front of him.
Leave him alone.
In order to make the story more reasonable, Xu Yan placed the events of her previous life in junior high school.
"You also know that I went to junior high school in the countryside, and the control was not so strict. It was popular for a while..."
Miaoshui just wanted to use the story of Xu Yan and Yang Yang to compare her state of mind when Zhu Le confessed her love via text message for the first time, but she didn't expect to find such a big melon.
If seeing the light would destroy the relationship between Yang Yang and Xu Yan, she would be guilty of a serious crime.
"Wait a minute, you said no one can talk except Yang Yang, are you sure?"
"Yang Yang knows and believes me, but other people who don't understand the situation are not sure. Unfounded speculation is the most terrifying thing, and people's words are terrible."
"Okay, then you continue, I'll listen."
Xu Yan answered seriously and confidently, which made Miaoshui feel a little uneasy, but continued to listen.
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Half an hour later.
On the sofa in the living room, Xiao Qiaojiao was lying on Xu Yan's lap and fell asleep. Next to him were bowls and spoons that had been eaten but had not been put away.
Xu Yan felt that she had said everything she needed to say, so she picked Yang Yang up with the clothes he had left on the sofa, wanting Miaoshui to think for herself and settle the child first.
Before she could enter the bedroom, Miaoshui stopped her.
"Yanyan, what you said feels wrong...but I can't explain it..."
"Um...what's wrong? It's been too long. Is there anything wrong?" Xu Yan didn't dare to look back at Miaoshui, she was too guilty.
Forcibly describing her experiences in high school and college as junior high school, there would definitely be differences from normal situations, but she really tried her best to make it more reasonable.
Miaoshui has never been in love before, maybe she can fool her into it, but she can't honestly say that she was reborn, right?
In past relationships, Seo Yan also felt that she was very conservative in getting along with others. If she changed her time to junior high school, there should be no flaws.
It's just that she has a guilty conscience, she is obviously trying to enlighten others.
"Isn't it too conservative even for junior high school students? No kissing, no holding hands, just normal shopping and eating?"
"These are not important. Relationships are not a process of cultivating feelings. Feelings are the most important thing."
Although she was already a housewife with children, Xu Yan still felt a little aggrieved by Miaoshui's rebuke.
After listening to Xu Yan's words, Miaoshui didn't feel like he had figured anything out. He only felt angry.
"Yanyan, I used to feel that you were the most mature person among us. How could you make such a mistake? What kind of love was that? It was just a child's play, and you took it seriously."
"No, how could it be a child playing house?" Xu Yan said with difficulty. If she had to put the time in high school and college, Miao Shui would not think so.
"It's just that it's been a long time and I can't remember it accurately, so I only gave a general idea."
Xu Yan's expression in Miaoshui's eyes made her feel irritable and her eyes were filled with anger.
"Can't remember exactly?"
"Yes, that's right."
"When was the first time you held hands with someone of the opposite sex, and with whom?"
"Um... there will be a performance on New Year's Day in junior high school? It seems to be a performance, and I don't remember who it is with."
"..."
"When was the first time you kissed someone of the opposite sex?"
"About...when I was one year old? With Yang Yang, my mother told me this, so it shouldn't be wrong."
"When was the first time you slept in the same room and on the same bed as the opposite sex?"
"It's hard to say. If we count when we were a few months old, it would be with Yang Yang, but I don't even remember what happened at that time."
As soon as Miaoshui became serious, Xu Yan no longer had the initiative to speak.
After a few words, she realized that it was her who should enlighten Miaoshui, and quickly changed the direction of the topic.
"Miaoshui, wait a minute. We are not talking about conscious love. Those first times in childhood don't count."
"Really? In addition to holding hands, Yanyan has done several things with other boys in her previous 'conscious' relationships."
Through the conversation at night, Miaoshui had already seen through Xu Yan, and one sentence choked Xu Yan's mouth again.
Even if Xu Yan wanted to refute, she was slow in love and originally planned to do these things later, but when she thought of Miao Shui's retort with "I haven't done it, I haven't done it", she stopped speaking.
"Forget it, Yanyan, you will be eaten to death by Yang Yang in your life. It's getting late, I'll go back first." He patted Xu Yan on the shoulder, opened the door and left.
Miaoshui wanted to complain to those who were victims of Xu Yan's relationship, but thought that those boys were not without problems, so he didn't say anything.
On the way back, she saw the night sky outside the apartment, slowly stopped, and let the moonlight fall on her eyebrows.
If the road of love is destined to be tortuous, then when will her tortuous road come to an end?
Chapter completed!