Chapter 389
When Han Leng saw Zhao Youyue's gentle response as usual, he suddenly seemed to be back in the first year of high school. She also had short hair and was very thick-skinned. She came to him casually and asked him to write a review letter on his behalf, and even spent money on it...
For some reason, when he recalled this, his heart was very soft. He knew very well that Zhao Youyue, a girl, was like a cloud in the sky, unable to touch it, and could only look up to her, but he still couldn't help but want to get closer to her, even if he was just doing some meaningless self-satisfaction.
There weren't many pages written on his private notepad, whether it was poetry, prose or essays. It seemed that his pen couldn't stop thinking of her and her gentle smile.
It was once his greatest motivation for writing. Even the inspiration for "April is so beautiful" came from a scene where Zhao Youyue secretly saw her playing the violin while the cherry blossoms were flying.
However, "April is beautiful" eventually deviates from his original intention, making him feel particularly strange.
Whether it is Zhao Youyue with long hair or Zhao Youyue with short hair now, there is no difference for Han Leng. The goddess version of Zhao Youyue with long hair made Han Leng think of his feelings of being addicted to Chu Luoxun, or Ayu's song. Zhao Youyue with short hair made Han Leng never forget the feeling of first love. At the same time, this form makes him feel more intimate and easier to approach.
To be honest, the long-haired goddess Zhao Youyue has a very strong aura. She can be said to be the center of the focus wherever she goes. The feeling of showing the style of a young lady is really stressful. She is not an extremely confident man. When facing that form of Zhao Youyue, she will be easily crushed and even dare not look at her.
In those martial arts novels, it is probably the so-called "confrontation of energy", and a meeting can make people "lost the heart of Tao". This is the terrifying thing about the long-haired goddess Zhao Youyue.
Han Leng was not a confident man, he was cowardly and slutty, especially when facing Zhao Youyue, he had a natural enemy. When Zhao Youyue turned into a goddess and killed all directions, he watched from afar. He obviously wanted to figure out the relationship between Zhao Youyue and Chu Luoxun, but he didn't dare to go. He felt that it would be a happy thing to be able to sleep by listening to Zhao Youyue's music.
Now that he saw Zhao Youyue turning into short hair again, he finally developed the courage and found a little bit of the feeling that he dared to go against Zhao Youyue at the beginning. However, he really wanted to please Zhao Youyue, but because he was too clumsy in his relationship, he always had troubles, and even felt inferior about the gap in identity and status between himself and Zhao Youyue.
In short, when Han Leng faced Zhao Youyue, his feelings were too complicated. It was impossible to describe it simply by using the word "like". After all, Zhao Youyue had more than one side.
But every side of her fascinated Han Leng. He tried to break free by "favoring others" Chu Luoxun, but in the end he found that Zhao Youyue was Chu Luoxun in the third dimension...
Han Leng didn't know how to describe how desperate he felt after discovering this fact. Of course, there were unspeakable surprises. He thought he was "incidentally falling in love with others", but in the end he found that he was more dedicated than anyone else.
His world is already full of Zhao Youyue. Even though he can only look at her from afar, this is indeed enough to make him feel happy.
He is probably the only man in the world who clearly likes and even falls deep, but does not want to do anything extraordinary to pursue it vigorously, just to not regret anything. He will keep a suitable distance. He feels that love is not possessive, but love is to appreciate her blooming.
Love is simply writing for her.
Ordinary people absolutely cannot understand the brain circuit of literary youth, so ordinary people are often prone to falling in love and being happy. If you especially like someone, you can do so many stupid things. Just go straight up. Even if you are rejected happily, it is better than doing nothing or even actively alienating them.
Han Leng is not an ordinary person. He thinks that ordinary people don’t know how to love at all. Ordinary people probably know that they have to start a family and raise their offspring. Therefore, ordinary people will get married helplessly when they get old, even if they just make do.
Such a life is meaningless!
Because ordinary people have no talent, they can only prove that they have lived by reproduction and hope that their descendants can worship them after they die.
Han Leng didn't need this at all. His works were his children. He never doubted that he could write a masterpiece in the future so that the whole world could remember him. Then why did he still need to live meaninglessly like ordinary people?
After understanding this more and more, Han Leng became strange. He felt that he had left the category of ordinary people. Otherwise, a normal man would not be able to wear women's clothing in front of Miss Zhao so happily?
No matter how popular women's clothing is now, it is still too shameful for most men to wear women's clothing, and even make them feel defiant, which is completely a perverted behavior.
There is nothing we can do about this. After all, most men are not talented parties like Han Leng. They are more beautiful than girls after wearing women's clothing. This is the reflection of their appearance justice...
"I can sell my work so popular, I still have to thank you very much for your grandmother... I have listened to all those songs, it is really nice. If I can release an album, I will definitely be the first to buy it." Han Leng thanked with a sincere attitude.
In the past, Han Leng always felt that Zhao Youyue was just using him and using him as a tool. Although he was very willing to be used in his heart, he always had a quarrel in his actions. Looking back, he felt that he was really immature.
Now that Han Leng knew Zhao Youyue's identity and did so many things for him silently, he felt that he really owed Zhao Youyue too much. He even felt that if he was Zhao Youyue, even if he met a man like him, even if he had a good impression at the beginning, he would be completely disappointed because of his various performances later.
So Han Leng also abandoned some inappropriate thoughts. He simply felt that he should be more respectful and humble to Miss Zhao, and that he would do something for her and repay her.
When Zhao Youyue heard Han Leng’s rare and unpleasant words, she felt that Han Leng had grown up completely. She was very pleased with this. She always liked everyone to follow her.
"Those music are trivial matters, don't take it too seriously." Zhao Youyue said grandly.
She suddenly thought of something and smiled and said, "Han Dacaizi, what is the price for writing love letters?"
Han Leng's expression suddenly changed slightly. Does Zhao Youyue actually want to write a love letter to others?—
Chapter completed!