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209. Are you worthy of her?

"Don't you hate them?" Zhou Chu, who had a dark side, felt a little unbelievable.

"Well, I don't hate them." Zhou Chu said calmly, "Aren't you the dark side of my heart? I think you should be able to detect my inner emotions and thoughts, so I really don't hate them."

"Oh?" Zhou Chu, who had a dark side, calmed down at this moment and asked, "Why."

"Because maybe what you said is correct. If those things didn't happen, my life might be completely different, or maybe it was really smooth sailing and extremely bright..." Zhou Chu said, saying it was very slow, because every word he said was like a remark, or a self-talk and confirmation, confirming that every thought of himself was correct, originating from himself and instinct.

"I have thought, or in a sense, that I am extremely envious and expecting such a life...but..."

"But what?" Zhou Chu asked on the dark side.

"But... there is no if in this world..."

Zhou Chu laughed: "If...If...If...If...There are too many ifs, it will make things bad in various assumptions, because our ifs and assumptions are things that we will regret and miss, and assumptions are things that are better than the current situation, and we will regret, be frustrated, disappointed, etc. because of this assumption, but we have all forgotten that there is no if in this world."

Zhou Chu said, put away his smile and looked at himself calmly on the dark side.

"You know this, and I know this. So you didn't ask, do you regret it? Instead, ask me, do I hate them? Because you know, I won't regret it, besides I know there is no if in this world, it's also because..."

He said word by word: "If I hadn't been like this, I wouldn't have met her, nor would I have met the person who wanted to keep her for the first time when I saw her, so there was no if. Even if there was an if, I wouldn't have agreed even if I exchanged the whole world for the exchange. So this is why you asked me to hate them? Instead of asking me if I regret it."

"So, they ruined my life, but if it weren't for them, I wouldn't have experienced so much. I wouldn't have been here, nor would I meet her, so... I don't regret it. I won't hate anyone. Everyone has the right to choose how to treat others. Don't forget that I went to find my cousin myself, so in a sense, this path was chosen by myself."

"So, even if I forcibly reverse my own life, I will not regret it, nor will I hate anyone."

Zhou Chu's face changed on the dark side, but he didn't say anything, but laughed loudly.

"Ahhh, I just asked, what are you doing so excited? Well, let's go, in fact, I like this kind of twist, you know, without such twist, maybe I won't stand here, so maybe you're right."

After saying that, he turned around and walked towards the distance. The surrounding scenery swayed, first becoming the original Silent Hill High School, but soon changed into the original small town where Zhou Chu was, and it passed quickly in a fast forward manner.

Zhou Chu knew that at least this time, he won.

But, if it is only this level, then he asks himself that he can definitely keep his original intention, so he has a vague and bad premonition.

It seemed that he also noticed a bad premonition in Zhou Chu's heart. Zhou Chu, who was on the dark side, showed a bad smile with bad intentions.

Depend on it, need it. The heavier your dependence and needs, the greater the fear you cannot lose in the end.

This is a walking like a review of life. The dark side of yourself is walking in front of you, and everything around you is constantly changing like a fast-forward movie world.

He saw that he was the first to skip class, he hesitated and timidly stood up from class, left the classroom in full view, greeted and waited for his brothers, and the roar of the former good students and friends, as well as the teacher in class, thrust on him, which was dazzling and harsh.

He also saw that under the dim street lights, two groups of people confronted each other from afar, and somebody shouted, and then the two groups of people, holding knives and sticks at both ends of the street, began to hedge. Among the crowd on the left, there was a slightly thin but agile figure holding a chain, and a somewhat agile figure quickly rushed to the front, and then pulled away a gangster on the opposite side, and then kicked the other person over with a sudden kick.

The melee ended in victory, and the young self, holding a chain in his hand, stood calmly among the tilted crowd, with one arm covered in blood, and his cousin patted his shoulder with a complicated expression.

"Good job," said my cousin.

But what his cousin didn't notice was that his hands and feet were trembling slightly under the dim street lights.

He also saw the sad eyes of his former classmates and friends, and his increasingly disgusted and fearful eyes. He also heard the disappointed eyes of the teachers who had high hopes. He even saw the sad eyes of his mother and the belt raised by his father after his grades plummeted and his father became the leader of the bad boys in the school.

Countless sights, discussions, and various emotions were focused on him when he was young, and he became a negative example in the town who turned from good to bad and quickly fell.

But he was just silent, not explaining, but was more rebellious, and extraordinary. He learned to smoke, learn how to make people more afraid of themselves, learn how to protect themselves, learn to skip classes, learn to skip school, learn to survive among bad teenagers, and then make themselves their leader.

Later, my cousin had an accident and said goodbye to the third year of junior high school. He was entrusted by his father and mother to his uncle in Nancheng, and he embarked on a journey to Nancheng.

Then there was Xia Xiao, that night.

"I won't ask you, and I won't regret it anymore." Zhou Chu, on the dark side, stopped in the scene where he met Xia Xiao, and said with a smile, "I should ask Xia Xiao more. Actually, what I want to ask are the other two questions."

He said, and the scene instantly switched to the day of Xia Xiao’s birthday, the night of a partying in the bar by the river. Everyone was very happy, so much fun that everyone was drunk, so drunk that anything ridiculous and irreversible happened, or someone was not drunk, maybe Xia Xiao was not drunk, maybe it was him.

Zhou Chu was silent, watching him, who was still young, send Xia Xiao to the hotel. When he was about to leave, he was stopped by Xia Xiao, who was also young.

"Have you taken the kiss?" Xia Xiao, who was a girl, had a hint of confusion and charm in her eyes that were too young and overly young.

"Nonsense." I said angrily at that time.

"Don't believe it."

"If you don't believe it, you will pull it down." He shook Xia Xiao away and pulled the corner of his clothes, and was about to turn around and leave, but was grabbed by Xia Xiao again. The young self turned around in anger, but before he could speak, his mouth was sealed by Xia Xiao's wet lips.

After a long and suffocating kiss, the girl's Xia Xiao looked at Zhou Chu with a smile.

"Dare you dare?"

Then Zhou Chu was pulled into the room by her.

Zhou Chu was silent and turned his head. He knew everything that followed, so clear that he could not be clearer. It was on such a night that he and Xia Xiao both handed over their first time to each other. It was precisely because of this ridiculous and confused night that the two of them gradually became farther and eventually ended with Xia Xiao's trip abroad and his return to normal student life.

"What do you want to say?" Zhou Chu looked at himself on the dark side.

"Ah~" I looked at him in surprise, "I didn't want to say anything at all, but since you asked, I'll just say something reluctantly."

"Are you worthy of Xia Xiao?"

Then Zhou Chu laughed loudly on the dark side and continued to walk forward. He just waved his hand and the scene disappeared.

But that sentence kept echoing in his ears.

He has no answer.

But he must have an answer, otherwise he will fall.

So he took a deep breath and said to himself on the dark side: "Yes, I'm sorry for her, it was a mistake at the beginning, so I'm sorry for her, but I'd rather be sorry for her."

Zhou Chu said nothing on the dark side, but he only showed an evil smile again, but his steps did not stop.

After that night, it seemed to be for escaping, and it seemed to be for no longer thinking about the things that happened that night. Both him and Xia Xiao became more crazy and wanton. Under the madness of the two of them, the power of the princelings and the young gang led by Xia Xiao expanded rapidly, almost completely controlling and infiltrating the most prosperous Dongcheng District in the south city. Xia Xiao, who seemed to still feel that it was not crazy enough, extended its tentacles to other urban areas. The areas involved in the princelings and the young gangsters became more and more complex and the members became more and more diverse.

Xia Xiao even let her hand reach into the smuggling field. With her family background and background, she actually made her princeling gang contact and contact with the real underworld and officials and businessmen, forming a terrifying behemoth.

Disasters come as a result.

After Xia Xiao's princeling began to form a behemoth that even she could not control and left and right, some people began to plan and plan other things, and some people began to be jealous and wanted to take over, and even plundered this coveted force and relationship based on Xia Xiao.

No matter how crazy, no matter how evil or genius, even if there is a huge and fearful background behind him, the young girl is still not enough to resist the more sinister and cunning schemes in the world, and they cannot guard against the adults wearing countless masks. So, the giant forces quietly bypassed Xia Xiao and extended their tentacles to a taboo realm.
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