Chapter 375: The Desire for Freedom(1/2)
Zhang Zi'an put down the phone, looked at Feimas who was eager to try, and said, "Did you drink too much? You don't even know what's going on, so I just let me agree..."
Feimas licked a wine glass with his toes, reluctantly licked the last drop of wine with his tongue, put down the wine glass and said, "Anyway, that girl may be in trouble, right?"
Zhang Zi'an put his waist on his back, "So what?"
"We want to help her because I want to be an angel and make everyone happy." Feimas said seriously.
Zhang Zi'an regarded Xiaoxue as a friend, so he did not dare to promise Xiaoxue's father her safety, because he thought he was not sure. Others thought he was the master of Wing Chun, but he knew that he was a bullshit! Even if he was lucky enough to meet a famous teacher, how many days had he practiced? Before the protagonist in the martial arts novel went down the mountain to show off and picked up girls, he had to practice for three or five years. It was okay for him to show off his pose in public, but he would definitely reveal his actual combat.
He has never been to the Dog Market, but think about it with his butt, if you go to expose other people’s scams on the spot, don’t you be anxious? Dogs will jump over the wall even if they are anxious!
Of course it’s okay to take Lao Cha to go, let alone a dog market, you can go all over the world! But Lao Cha is a cat. The cat uses its fists in broad daylight and beats people from the dog market down... This will definitely cause even more terrible trouble, absolutely not.
"You don't understand. I also want to help Xiaoxue up justice, but I don't have the ability. If I don't have the ability, I have to force myself. Isn't that an idiot?" Zhang Zian spread his hands helplessly.
"Gaga! Do you think you're not an idiot?" Richard shouted as he pecked the feathers on his chest.
Feimas said confidently: "It doesn't matter if you are an idiot, it's okay to have me, an angel."
Zhang Zian: "..." Isn't this dog really drunk too much?
"You want to go to the dog market with me?" he asked.
Feimas nodded seriously: "Of course, because I am an angel."
Zhang Zian pointed to the door, "If you have the ability to walk out of this store, I will admit that you are an angel."
Richard flew on Zhang Zi'an's shoulder with his wings and said to Feimas sympathetically: "Forget it, I advise you not to try it. You are also an idiot after making trouble for a long time. Don't you know? You can't live without this shop now."
Zhang Zi'an turned his head and glared at it. When you first came, didn't you still bump around like a headless fly? You still have the face to say something about others?
Feimas walked to the store door in a daze, and his nose hit an invisible wall, his saliva was applied all over his face, and he almost knocked his teeth off.
It was stunned, wiped the saliva from its face, looked carefully at the front, and sniffed it with its nose. It was very sure that there should be no obstacles in front of it, whether it was vision or smell, but why can't you get out?
Femas was unwilling to give up and stretched out his front paws and pressed them in front a few times, touching a very strong wall. It moved the left and right and the invisible air wall seemed to block the entire store door.
Its heart sank, it was too familiar with this situation.
He lowered his head and pondered for a moment, Feimas took a few steps back, tried his best to help, and then jumped high...
Duang!
Then it hit a solid one, its whole body was funnyly attached to the air wall, and then it slid down...
Lao Cha, who was watching the fun in the store, smiled, Fina sneered, while the snow lion laughed wildly, patting the cat crawling frame and laughing loudly, "Meow Meow Meow Meow! Men are indeed fools!"
Richard flapped his wings and laughed, "You are such an idiot! Why do you use such a lot of effort?"
Zhang Zi'an covered his face with his hands, and the dog was really stunned.
"I said, are you okay?" he asked with concern. Feimas hit him so hard that he felt pain even when he looked at him.
Feimas looked like a star, and he staggered from the ground, shook his head, staring calmly at the front. After a while, the scenery of the world overlapped in its eyes...
Although it hurts a little, it is strong, thick in skin and flesh, and has no injuries to its bones. The most important thing is that such impact has occurred countless times in the black box. It jumped up countless times, trying to jump out of the boundless darkness from above, but all ended in failure.
It has become accustomed to similar pain and disappointment.
Zhang Zi'an walked to the door and walked out easily, with Richard standing on his shoulder, then walked back and walked out again... Repeat several times to let Feimas see clearly.
"You can't leave this store for the time being," he explained to it, "this is the game setting, the game system that summons you from the void to reality. Neither you nor me can be modified. So you should stay in the store for the time being, as for Xiaoxue's affairs, forget it..."
He picked up the phone and was about to call Xiaoxue.
"Wait!" Feimas raised one of his front paws and said solemnly, "Give me some time."
Zhang Zian was stunned. He didn't know what it was going to do, so he put down his phone temporarily.
Feimas stood at the door and closed his eyes.
Darkness, return to darkness.
This shop is so similar to that black box. Although it has light and warmth, it still looks very similar, and it all confines its freedom.
In imagination, it returned to that black box again and relived what happened before the dawn came.
...
In the bottomless darkness.
"Meow~ Are you serious? After leaving here, Xinghai will meet a new owner?" asked the black and white kitten with anticipation.
Feimas replied weakly: "Yes, it will. But you must go out here first."
"Meow~ Xinghai wants to go out!"
"I want to, but I can't get out..." It said in a loss, "I don't know how you got out later, but I'm afraid I'll be trapped here for the rest of my life..."
“Meow…woo…”
Feimas moved his ears, and the movements of the starry sea seemed to be a little wrong.
It opened its eyes in vain in the darkness. Why did the sea of stars still be on its left when it was "meow", and the sound came from the right when it was "woosh"?
It's really evil!
"Xinghai, what are you doing?" Its heart arose again and asked uneasy.
"Meow~ Xinghai wants to go out!"
Feimas advised, "If you can't get out, don't try it. I'm bigger than you and jump higher than you. I can't get out, let alone you."
"Meow~ Xinghai wants to go out!"
No matter what Feimas said, Xinghai kept repeating this sentence.
In this way, time has passed, and I don’t know how many times they have experienced in the cycle of life and death.
Feimas woke up, and the pain of cyanide poison remained in his body.
Maybe he died again, it thought indifferently, and as Xinghai said, it was good to get used to it.
Um?
Feimas moved his ears, why didn’t Xinghai move anymore? Did he finally give up trying?
"Hey! Xinghai, are you tired?" it asked in the dark.
No response.
"Xinghai?" It probably fell asleep, raised the volume, and asked again.
Still no response.
"Sea of Stars!" it trembled and shouted in its greatest voice.
Since being pulled into this inexplicable black box, it has been so scared. No matter how painful it is, it is not only to bear it itself, and there is always a star sea with it. It has become accustomed to the company of the star sea.
But why is there no movement in Xinghai?
The first thing that Feimas thought of was that Xinghai was dead and completely dead.
It felt no sadness, only jealousy, and was crazy about jealousy. The sea of jealousy finally escaped from this endless cycle of life and death, even if it was completely dead.
It carefully explored the black box, and many times it touched the poison bottle, but it never found the body of Xinghai in the black box.
Another possibility came to its mind. Did Xinghai really escape? Leave it alone and escape alone?
Because of the idea of this possibility, it trembled with excitement.
If Xinghai can escape, maybe he can do it too!
What special things did Xinghai do before escaping?
It thought about it carefully, Xinghai just kept saying that Xinghai wanted to go out.
"Meow... Forget it, Feimas wants to go out!"
It tried to imitate the starry sea, but the word "meow" was indeed unspeakable.
I don't know how long and how many reincarnations have passed, Feimas finally discovered the secret of the star sea. Whenever it develops an irresistible desire for freedom in its heart, it seems to leave its place and randomly teleports forward, backward, left and right for a short distance, not as good as its knees and leap.
What's the use of such a useless distance? It's far from enough to escape from the black box like the starry sea.
...
Feimas opened his eyes again, and infinite light poured into his pupils.
It turned around and looked at the starry sea that was busy playing hide-and-seeking with Meiqian in the store. This starry sea is probably not exactly the same as that of Feimas. This starry sea doesn't know Feimas, and has been alone in the black box, not the starry sea in Feimas's heart.
Feimas realized that what he had experienced in the black box probably did not exist in reality, but in imagination, and was a virtual cognition derived from a small piece of memory in Xinghai.
But what does it matter? Even the black box and the star sea themselves are just human imaginations. As long as the idea is strong enough, it may distort reality.
Feimas has experienced countless reincarnations in the black box. Although it is not as many as the starry sea, it has given it plenty of time to think and learn something.
"Xinghai, please let me use your power." It looked at Xinghai and said silently.
Feimas retreated again, this time backing for a very long distance.
Zhang Zian instantly understood what it wanted to do.
"Hey! Never!" He tried to stop it from doing stupid things. Such a long run-up distance was not as simple as being hit by a headache.
To be continued...