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Nine hundred and twentieth chapters confession

The moon sets and the stars move, and a red sun rises into the sky. Before I knew it, it was already a night.

Feng Lixi sat blankly like jade for the whole night, worried, and seemed to have no notice of the sky.

Chen Pan sighed and did not call her. He knocked A Xuan unconscious yesterday and did not use much force. After calculating the time, she should be about to wake up, so she slowly walked back to the inner room alone.

After sitting by the bed for a while, A Xuan opened his eyes leisurely. Although the situation improved a lot, he was no longer so panicked, but in the depths of her eyes, he could still see the uneasiness.

"A Xuan, how do you feel? Are you feeling any more uncomfortable?" Chen Pan asked, worried that A Xuan would have other injuries that he didn't know.

Ah Xuan shook his head slightly, then said softly: "No, there is no discomfort."

"It's better if there isn't. The weather is good today. Can we go out for a walk?" Chen Pan suggested.

A Xuan nodded gently, without saying a word, got up from the bed, followed Chen Pan and walked out.

Outside, Feng Lixi had returned to normal appearance. Seeing the two of them coming out, she stood up quickly. She was about to come over, but she remembered Ah Xuan's reaction last night and was busy walking away.

"Feng Lixi!" Ah Xuan called her and said embarrassedly: "Yesterday, sorry, I couldn't control myself at that time." Obviously she still remembered what happened yesterday.

Feng Lixi smiled: "It's okay, the weather is good today, so you and Chen Pan go out for a walk. I've been so tired recently, and the situation has improved a lot now. We don't need to be so tired. I'll go first!" After saying that, he owed the two of them a little, and then flew away.

Chen Pan took A Xuan to a hillside to bask in the sun. A group of children drove a large group of goats to run around the hillside and played with each other. It was very cute.

When she saw these scenes on weekdays, Ah Xuan would definitely rush over and play with them immediately. Today, she was not interested, just sitting on the hillside and staring blankly into the distance.

Chen Pan never knew how to deal with this situation and could only accompany her quietly.

A long time later, A Xuan suddenly asked, "Chen Pan, I was not like this now, right?"

Chen Pan was stunned for a moment and didn't know how to answer. In fact, it was not that it was inconvenient to answer, but that it was indeed not that it was not that it was true. Even Feng Lixi couldn't tell which Ah Xuan was the real Ah Xuan, let alone himself. I can only say that Ah Xuan, whom he knew at the time, was not the Ah Xuan in front of him now.

Seeing that Chen Pan didn't say anything, Ah Xuan said slowly, "When you came that day, I was very surprised by the reaction to me. We are so familiar with each other, you actually said that I was not real Ah Xuan. Feng Lixi said that you haven't seen me for too long, so you didn't recognize me. I know she was perfunctory and you have the ability to remember everything you see. How could you not recognize me?"

"I later wanted to recall the past, but found that I didn't remember many things. I clearly remember you, Song Zhe, Yang Zhu, Meng Xuan and Zhao Lei, are all my good friends. I clearly remember each of you're habits, specialties and hobbies, but I can't remember how we met. This is so strange. I don't even remember what I was doing five years ago. I only have the memories of the past five years after I got here. Chen Pan. Can you tell me what's wrong?"

Chen Pan sighed. Still don’t know what to say.

A Xuan gradually became excited: "And the person I saw yesterday, she looks like my sister, but I can feel that she is very hostile to me. She wants to kill me, but she said she must kill me if she wants to come out. Why is this happening? Chen Pan, I know you must know the reason, can you tell me?"

Can you say it? Can't say it, Chen Pan is very conflicted in his heart. After thinking for a long time, he finally decided to say something to let A Xuan know. Her situation is special and she can't tell who is the true self and who is the inner demon. Amitabha Buddha said that the best way to deal with the inner demon is to understand the mind and see the nature. If she can let her know everything, it might be helpful.

"Then do you remember your master?" Chen Pan asked.

A Xuan thought about it and shook his head and said, "I don't remember it, but I remember that I have a master, a master uncle, and many senior sisters and junior sisters, but I just don't remember where they were. They lived with me, but I don't have any impression in my mind."

Although she didn't know the reason, it was obvious that she remembered people, but she just couldn't remember things. All of this should be due to the influence of another A Xuan.

"Do you know what skills you practice?" Chen Pan asked again.

A Xuan thought for a while, then suddenly covered his head and said in pain: "Why is this happening? I don't remember it. How come I use the techniques I use every day, so why can't I remember at all now? I know how to use them, but how did these techniques come about and how I did it, but I don't know at all."

The Xuannv Sutra is too powerful. This naive A Xuan doesn’t remember any martial arts, so she cannot practice and become stronger. The other A Xuan can keep making herself stronger and then look for opportunities to cut off the demons in her heart.

Chen Pan shook his head, stopped asking more questions, and told A Xuan everything he knew.

Unexpectedly, A Xuan was not panicked as he had imagined, but there was an unconcealed loneliness on his face. After a moment, he buried his head in his knees and sobbed gently: "So I am the inner demon, so I am the inner demon."

"A Xuan..." Chen Pan patted her back, but didn't know how to comfort her.

"Chen Pan!" A Xuan suddenly hugged Chen Pan, buried his head in his chest and cried loudly: "Why is this happening? I have no intention of harming her, why did she kill me? From the time I appeared, it was not something I could decide. I don't even know how I came to this world, why, why did she kill me? Didn't it mean that only bad people should be killed? I'm not a bad person? Chen Pan, tell me, I'm not a bad person, right!"

She is innocent and cute, but not stupid. She has the special features of herself, coupled with what Chen Pan said, and she already knows everything about her.

"Yes, you are not a bad person, you are better than many people." Chen Pan nodded and said. This is the fact. Although Ah Xuan does not have a compassionate heart to benefit the people like Feng Lixi, his kind heart is better than too many people, and he can definitely be described as a good person.

This comfort didn't work much, but A Xuan cried even more sadly.

I cried for a whole day until the moon was shining and the stars were dim.

"Let's go back, Feng Lixi should be worried." Ah Xuan said with tears on her face.

Chen Pan nodded, sometimes it is best not to speak.

Just as he was about to soar into the air, A Xuan suddenly hugged Chen Pan and said softly: "Chen Pan, you can't bear to die, right?"

Chen Pan nodded silently, and he was really reluctant to leave.

"If I disappear, can I find me back? Because, I can't bear to leave you!"

The sound is as thin as a mosquito, but it is full of expectations.
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