Chapter 82 You are the cloud in the sky
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"What are you talking nonsense? And who, who, who asked you to call me Shanshan?" Yu Shanshan was panicked by her mistakes, his eyes and words, and lost her calmness. She scolded with a pale face, and then seemed to think of something again, and said in a panic in shock and anger: "Why don't you hide?"
"Brother Lei~" Zuo Qianqian screamed shrillly, held Lei Qing, screamed and cried, "You, are you okay? You won't die."
Lei Qing turned his head to look at her, comforted her for a moment, and then seized the opportunity. Taking advantage of the cold air in his body, his face turned pale and his lips were a little purple, he quickly lowered his voice and made a hoarse moan: "Shan Shan, I, I was wrong." In his eyes, he was full of complexity, loving, tender, and heartache and apologies for her. Although he seemed weak, he was full of passion.
"You, do you think you said I was wrong. Is it useful?" Yu Shanshan was staring at him in a mess. What does his eyes and words mean? He trembled and said, "Now, now, the whole capital, no, everyone in the world knows... My innocence, innocence..."
Yu Shanshan hated Lei Qing very much. He destroyed his innocence and reputation. However, it was precisely because his innocence was buried in his hands. Lei Qing has completely become the person in her mind, the one who cannot be left out and cannot be erased. It is like a mark, whether it is disgusting or hatred, it has been deeply engraved in her heart.
She could not help but think of this person countless times. Since her innocence was destroyed in his hands, she would never be able to avoid stopping her thinking about another possibility, that is, what would it be if she made the mistake?
It is precisely because of this idea that Yu Shanshan has such a complex and entangled contradictory idea towards Lei Qing. She was thinking about avenging her innocence and stabbing him to death with one shot. She also wondered if there was...
Although the latter thought is weak, it is always decomposed and denied by her. However, once things in the thought are born, they will take root and sprout in the depths of the heart and grow vigorously. Even if she feels that this thought is extremely absurd and unrealistic in her consciousness, she will unconsciously think about this possibility without consciously, and will subconsciously measure Lei Qing's appearance, character, family background, martial arts, etc.
As a result, the more subconsciously he thought, the more subconsciously he understood Lei Qing's various details, and the more he imprinted him.
This is a very subtle mentality. Even Yu Shanshan herself didn't know that she had already deeply engraved Lei Qing in her heart and filled it with her heart. Although there were various other adverse factors.
Before this, Yu Shanshan didn't have much good impression of Lei Qing. In addition to her appearance and family background, she was simply useless, slutty, vulgar, shameless, flirting with flowers and plants. She had no realm and no strength. She was a playboy and noble child, the second generation ancestor. She only knew how to fight cocks and walk dogs all day long and wandered around the streets. Today she either went to a brothel or lay on the bed of a pretty widow or a young wife.
Such a person is deeply rejected by Yu Shanshan. It is even more impossible to satisfy his father and master.
Even Yu Shanshan herself didn't know what she could do to him after she found the Free Mercenary Group to capture him? Humiliated him? Kill him? But what's the use of these? Yu Shanshan has fantasized more than once that it would be great if Lei Qing was a man, a man, a great hero. In that case, even if he really made mistakes, it would be a good thing. But he... was really not good.
All kinds of things have caused Yu Shanshan to have extremely contradictory and entangled psychology.
Lei Qing looked at Yu Shanshan who was scolding her angrily, but her pretty face was extremely contradictory and complicated, and thought to herself that there was still a chance. However, he was scared and sweated in his cold sweat before. Yu Shanshan actually stabbed herself? Fortunately, she didn't know what happened in the end, which made her hand tremble, and the tip of the gun was only stabbed in a little bit, which was still a long way from her heart.
As for the Fighting Fighting Qi, although it is pure and difficult to deal with, it still cannot kill her life. After all, Lei Qing is not the rookie who debuted at the time. He has a little strength and can make some name for himself. This is the opportunity for Lei Qing to take the opportunity to try to resolve conflicts, no matter how he saves his life, and the crisis has also become an opportunity. Looking at Yu Shanshan's expression, her heart is very confused now, so she must make her more confused and more conflicted.
"Shanshan, it's all my fault." Lei Qing was low and hoarse, and his voice became weaker and weaker. His eyes were apologized and stared at her deeply: "If I die, I can restore your innocence, you can use more force and stab it hard on my heart. Give me a pleasure and give you a relief." Can Lei Qing's death restore her innocence? Of course not. Therefore, Lei Qing's words were extremely cunning. But he had no choice. If Yu Shanshan really had an impulse and stab it in again, wouldn't everything be over? Even his life would be lost.
"Why, why are you asking for death? Why are you..." The hatred in Yu Shanshan's eyes seemed to disappear a little, but her mouth seemed to be worse. She was panicked in her heart. He, he wouldn't be...
"At the beginning, I peeked at you for taking a bath. Although it was a bit suspicious of being instigated. But I cannot deny that it was my fault." Lei Qing sighed softly, looking at Yu Shanshan with unusually complicated eyes: "But, but for the past seven or eight months, I have always regretted and annoyed. I often think of you from time to time, and dream about you in nights."
"I don't allow you to miss me, I don't allow you to dream of me." Yu Shanshan's pretty face was already a little red under the words of Lei Qing and the warm spring breeze. Her heart was like a deer, and she was in chaos. She was shy and scolded fiercely. What's more, this guy dreamed of himself, and how could he dream about himself under normal circumstances?
"Haha, I don't want to." Lei Qing shook his head and smiled bitterly, his voice a little excited: "But I just can't control myself. I found that I am already possessed by the devil. I found that you can't erase it in my heart and can't forget it. Your voice, your eyes, your anger and coquettishness, and you, your ** that is even more perfect than a goddess, are already deeply..."
"I don't allow you to continue talking." Yu Shanshan was shy and annoyed, her cheeks were flushed, and her delicate body was trembling. Sure enough, this guy would never remember how he looked when he was wearing clothes. When he thought about him day and night, how severe the impact was Yu Shanshan suffered in her heart?
I wish I could stab him to death with one shot. But is his figure really that perfect? Is he telling lies? Even if Yu Shanshan was reluctant, she couldn't help but come out strangely.
"Cough cough." Lei Qing coughed twice quickly, his face became paler, and he said weakly: "I'm sorry, although I know this is wrong. But I just can't forget you. I deserve to die, I shouldn't fall in love with you. I know that it is absolutely impossible between us. But I deserve to die. I found that I was devilish and evil, and I fell in love with you. Oh my God, how torture it will be for me Lei Qing? Fall in love with someone I shouldn't love, fall in love with a woman who will never have any results, fall in love with a nine-day fairy who I am only worthy of in the world, looking up and looking up, I'm so painful. You are so perfect, so beautiful that you are not as beautiful as a goddess. But I, Lei Qing, is an ordinary person, like a ball of mud, unable to support the wall. I was wrong, so painful~"
Lei Qing's expression became more and more painful, and his tone became more and more exciting.
Those shocking words were like sea tides, and waves followed by waves towards Yu Shanshan's heart.
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Chapter completed!