My chaotic brain has somewhat recovered from awakening at this moment.

Although I can't fully understand my own and Lei Yinyin in the dream, and I can't confirm who the hatred and murderous intent that sometimes appear, but I have some understanding of it.

This understanding is not new.

Gu Mo had told me a long time ago, and even warned me that I would become some kind of evil spirit after death.

This time my experience just made my originally confused mind recognize this reality and acknowledge this reality.

I will not become another Ruan Yuxia, and perhaps, nor will I become another Lei Yinyin, and will become another Huashan after death, but I will definitely become a ghost after death and will kill the object that makes me angry and resentful.

I am likely to become those skinned female ghosts, and will continue to look for enemies for a long time, or even find the reincarnation of enemies without giving up.

But I don't know how long I can last.

On the way, I might become a "Flower Mountain". I have no scruples and no bottom line for being a human being. I will kill anyone who is unhappy when I see him or her; when I get angry, I will kill people without hesitation.

I don't want to be like that, but this possibility is real.

I looked at the empty sofa opposite me.

I think Ye Qing should be a ghost like a female ghost. He was still persisting, but there was a slight wave. These waves would be quickly suppressed by himself. He did not lose control. Perhaps, he would never completely lose control.

He will not become a "flower mountain", nor will he turn from "yeqing" into "green leaves".

He may become cruel and cruel, but he will not forget his obsession and will not give up that obsession.

However, I still want to hear Ye Qing’s answer.

I heard Ye Qing say something in person.

I don't know what reason I think this way.

I may have been shaken by myself. After seeing my fragile heart, I was hit by some pain. I wanted to see what decisions people with strong hearts made. I wanted to find a pillar for myself.

This is not a goal, nor is it an existence I admire, longing, and want to pursue. I know that I can't become a person like Ye Qing, and I don't have this plan.

At this moment, my thoughts should be the same as those of the others in Aoba.

I hope someone tells me that there is still hope in the future.

I hope someone can make me feel at ease, even if I am in a difficult situation, there are still people who will continue to persevere and ensure that some terrible things will not happen.

I had a moment when I wanted to ask Ye Qing to promise me that if one day I die, become an evil ghost, and reach the point of losing control, Ye Qing could kill me directly. Even if I completely eliminate my soul and eat me, I would be happy.

After all, I am still afraid that I will become a ghost like "Huashan".

The terror of "Huashan" is not the indiscriminate killing, but during that time, Huashan forgot Lei Yinyin and her parents she originally loved.

What's even more terrifying is that when my soul was affected, I was only moved by seeing Ximen Wenhao's children.

I forgot my sister...forgot my parents...

I feel frightened by this.

I don’t want to see my sister and parents crying for me, and I’m even more afraid that they will die for me.

When it really comes to that time, I hope someone can stop me and kill that "me".

This is irresponsible and cruel.

I didn't say anything to Ye Qing, but only asked the first question.

The sofa opposite was not moving for a long time.

I waited patiently. Before I came, I was ready to spend a long time here.

Time passes minute by minute, but it is difficult to feel the passage of time in a quiet office.

I don't know how long it took before I heard a footstep.

The sound of footsteps was not heard in front of me, but came from behind me.

The footsteps seemed to be stepping on the beat of my heartbeat and breathing, approaching from the end of the deep corridor.

I felt a cool breeze passing by me.

It was not that the wind really blew, but that a figure walked by and brought about the flow of air.

I felt the familiar yin energy flowing.

squeak--

The old and broken sofa moaned, and a sunken mark appeared.

My body, which was sitting upright, had never moved, and my vision had not moved.

Bang!

Something flashed before my eyes, and then my forehead hurt.

I couldn't keep sitting upright, covered my forehead and looked down at what fell on me.

The forehead was so painful. The place where the metal hard object hit was the place where I collided with my sister in the morning. The head collision in the morning was not serious. Now I touched my forehead and found that it was really swollen.

That just now was not light at all.

I blinked and looked at the thing lying on my legs, put down my hands covering my forehead, and pinched the thing.

lighter……

My thoughts were pulled back to the night when the kimono was burned.

What happened that night was so incredible to me, and I was in a daze. The kimono was burned and the old witch died. I remember... the lighter disappeared with the kimono.

I didn't think deeply about it at first. I didn't dare to stay in the office for a long time at that time.

I held the lighter.

Ye Qing said, don’t take things given by ghosts.

He warned me like this himself. He also showed an out of control.

I looked up at the sofa opposite.

This is the answer Ye Qing gave me.

I clenched the lighter in my hand a few more times.

"I understand." I sat up straight, stopped mentioning this matter, and instead said, "A lot of things have happened recently, and Wu Ling told me a lot of things..."

I say whatever I think.

Because I haven't talked about these supernatural events to Ye Qing for a long time and have not asked Ye Qing for help, I have forgotten what I was doing last time to talk to Ye Qing.

What’s going on with Chen Xiaoqiu? What’s going on with bear?

It seems to be that one.

I'm not sure.

I was here on a rainy night and saved Wu Ling, but I didn’t communicate much with Ye Qing at that time.

So, I will say whatever I think of.

I don’t know why this is the case. It seems to be in response to Ye Qing’s answer to me.

It seemed that a layer of grudge was put down in my heart. The things I always thought about using and cooperating were suddenly gone.

I just want to find someone to review these things.

Ye Qing is a very suitable candidate, and I also want to know what Ye Qing thinks of God.

Wu Ling actually has no opinion on this. She has no solution or intention to conduct in-depth research.

Heaven has changed, and as a human being, I can only adapt.

I subconsciously felt that Ye Qing was not like that. He was never ready to adapt to the willful and arbitrary behavior of this crazy man. He followed certain rules, but following the rules was to better break these rules.

I said it for a long time, mixed with some of my own shallow views. But in fact, my opinion is doubt.

I don't know what touched God's fragile nerves, making it go crazy again and again.

Something new?

Or...the change of human beings themselves?

I slowly fell into thinking and stopped talking.

"Oh……"

I looked at the sofa opposite.

This sound seemed not to be a complete sarcasm.

I'm a little confused.

"You are not too idiot either. You are a rare opportunity to hit him by chance."

So he came to work on his own, Ye Qing spoke for the first time.
Chapter completed!