"Xiaoya's family is a family friend with us, and we often play together when we were young."

Yang Jinxia's voice was very light and her eyes were vague, as if she was falling into memories, "She is very beautiful, her hair is straight and black, her eyes are black, and when she smiles, she has two dimples on her face. Just like her mother."

"Her voice is also very nice, and sometimes I feel angry. As long as she holds my clothes and calls my name gently, my anger will somehow fade away."

"In the third year of junior high school, she had a boyfriend. She was afraid that her family would know that every time she dated, she would take me as a cover."

"She often secretly talks to his boyfriend about me behind his back. I know that she is afraid that I will steal her boyfriend. But I am still a little angry."

"After the second date, I went to her house. Her mother asked me where I went to play today. I pretended to be casual and said that there was a male classmate who was traveling with me. At that time, my aunt's face changed a little."

Speaking of this, a smug smile appeared on her face.

"One month later, Xiaoya ignored me and kept a stern face all day long. I knew that she must have been scolded by her mother. Her mother was so awesome."

"Until one weekend, she wanted to take me as a cover, but I refused, so she asked me if I had told her mother about her love. Now, her mother forced her to break up with the man, and as she talked, she cried. She said this was their last date,"

"My heart softened again, so I agreed to her."

"That time, we went to climb the mountain. Xiaoya's boyfriend drove us on a motorcycle."

"When I arrived on the mountain, Xiaoya secretly said bad things about me again and said that my family members were very angry. Then, they left me and left quietly. I was about to call my home and asked them to pick me up, but suddenly it started raining and my phone accidentally fell down the hillside."

"I think they will come back to pick me up, so they want to find a place to hide from the rain first. Not far away, there is a small pavilion, and I ran over there. The rain got heavier and heavier. I ran a little anxiously, accidentally slipped and fell to the bottom of the hillside next to me."

"The hillside was steep and deep. I rolled down all the way, and I didn't know anything when I got hit on my head."

As she spoke, her expression calmed down again, and there was no slight fluctuation in her eyes.

"When I woke up, I felt so cold, it was pitch black everywhere, and I couldn't see anything."

"I'm very scared and want to get up, but I can't move."

"I shouted, wanting someone to come and save me."

“No one.”

"Actually, I can't even hear my own voice."

"I think, am I really still alive?"

"I can't see anything, I can't move, I can't hear anything, I just feel it's so cold, so cold."

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Yang Jinxia's voice became lower and lower, and Xiaoya's figure wearing a white shirt was becoming clearer and clearer.

"I don't know how long it took, but I seemed to hear my grandma's voice. I was wondering, am I still alive? I opened my eyes and saw my grandma. Then, I could move again, and I couldn't feel cold anymore. It's great."

She said this, a smile appeared on her face.

"After that time, I couldn't feel that someone was next to me, and I wouldn't tell whether I was dead."

She murmured, "But don't worry, you're here, I can definitely feel it."

After a while, she continued, "Let's talk about Xiaoya. After that incident, she hid from me a little and didn't have much contact. Until a year later, I heard from my grandma that when their family was driving, they had a serious car accident."

"Her parents died on the spot, she was the only one in the car and was seriously injured. When I knew about it, I immediately went to the hospital to see her."

"I know that her relatives are all in another place. She is alone in the hospital, which is so pitiful."

"She was seriously injured and had to be unconscious and had to wear a ventilator. During that time, as soon as I got out of school, I went to the hospital to accompany her. Several of her relatives were busy with other things. Every time I went there, she was the only one in the ward."

"A few days later, she moved from the ICU to the general ward. The doctor said that telling her more about the past may make her wake up. I will tell her about the school affairs and read her the latest gossip of the stars she likes."

"On the seventh day, when I was talking to her, her eyelids moved and she really wanted to wake up-but her expression suddenly became very painful, as if she couldn't breathe--"

"The doctor came late, and she died in front of me like this. I will never forget the pain on her face at that time. I know that she doesn't want to die. She is still so young, she is so beautiful, and she has such a bright future..."

Her voice became lighter, "Maybe I miss her too much. When there is no one around, she will appear in front of me and talk to me. Now, she is now again, but I pretend to be unable to see her. Sometimes, she is really annoyed. Shh, don't let her hear it."

"I didn't tell anyone about this, and even my grandma didn't know about it."

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"By the way, there is another thing. Actually, I've been married. He looks much more handsome than you, but people hate it."

"You don't have to be jealous of him. He fell ill just after I registered with him."

"Hey, it's said it's a disease, but in fact, it's a person who beat him to paralysis. Who doesn't know about this? I've heard that he is jealous of others for a female star and fights. It's so embarrassing."

"His parents suffered such a blow and fell ill soon after, and died one after another a year later. He himself had a congenital heart disease and lay in bed for two years. One day he had a heart attack and died."

"I know, behind my back someone said that I was a broom star and a black widow. When my grandmother heard about it, she was very angry and wanted to teach those who were chewing gays a lesson. Every time, I would advise her not to be as knowledgeable as those people."

"I'm not angry because I know that it's all true. After I was born, my grandfather died, and my dad... died. There are only three of us women left in our family."

"When I grew up, Xiaoya died, the person I married died, and his parents were all dead. I know, whoever is involved in me will be in trouble."

"Even something happened to you."

"But you are different from them."

"They deserve to die, you are different, you can't die."

"You are right. If a person's heart is cut open, it will definitely be black inside. Grandma is like this, mother is like this, Xiaoya is like this, and that family is like this. Only you, no matter how fierce you say it, you protect me in your heart..."

"Only you..."
Chapter completed!