【710】On the top(1/2)
I turned my head and glanced at the big tree behind me, "Just to make me knock down that big tree."
"Look at the vows you made on that big tree. Look at our past recorded on that big tree."
I turned around numbly and looked at everything on the tree, Liuliu, I love you, wife, I love you,
I thought about the many years and times we had hugged and kissed each other under this big tree. Everything in the past came to my mind unconsciously.
I looked at the tree, and I didn’t know why, tears flowed down.
"Liu'er."
"Liu'er."
"Liu'er."
I was called three times in a row before I reacted. I adjusted my emotions.
"Why don't you speak?"
"It's okay, come down."
"You're crying." Lin Ran smiled on the phone, "Really?"
"No, there's some sand in my eyes."
"Haha, come up. I don't want to go down. It's so cold outside."
"It's okay, I'm driving Lin Yifei's car."
Lin Ran thought for a while, "I miss your friends, and I also want to continue playing with them and watching you guys play."
"Don't do this."
"Well, come up here, I don't have anyone at home."
I took a deep breath and said, "I really don't want to go up. You can come down. There's a car and it's not cold."
"Are you sure?"
"Well, it's confirmed."
"Well, just wait for me, Liu'er, you're still the same, you haven't changed at all."
"I have nothing to change."
"But the people around you are always changing, aren't they? You don't dare to come up because you're afraid something will happen again, you're afraid of sorry for Xi Yu, and more importantly, you still don't want to take responsibility. In fact, you don't have to. There is no longer any responsibility between you and me."
"Then what is there?"
"Debts, debt after debt."
I was a little depressed, "Can you not be like this?"
"I'm down, wait for me."
The phone was hung up before I could speak. I looked at the window above and closed it. Then, the lights were turned off and the lights in the corridor came on again.
I lit the cigarette and took a few puffs,
Lin Ran appeared in my sight. She didn't wear a lot of clothes, just a pair of simple jeans, Nike sneakers, top clothes, and a No. 2 middle school uniform. Her hair was a little messy, and her face was a little haggard. There were also some traces of crying. It was obvious that she had cried just now, but she was still very white.
Lin Ran walked up to me, smiled, then took the cigarette from my hand, followed, picked it up, and lit it.
The movements before and after are integrated into one breath, very coherent.
I was stunned immediately and looked at him blankly.
Lin Ran took a puff of cigarette and blew it out at me, "Thank you for coming to see me, Liu'er. Seeing you, my bad mood became even worse."
I reached for the cigarette in Lin Ran's hand,
She immediately dodged,
Then, I grabbed her wrist,
"Let me go," Lin Ran shouted loudly,
I was stunned by her yelling, and then finally let go of her hand.
Lin Ran smiled at me, "That's right. It's not your turn to control me now, right?"
"Girl, smoking is not good."
"But I like it."
"When did you learn to smoke?"
"It has nothing to do with you."
"I don't like you smoking."
"It has nothing to do with you."
I sighed, "Stop smoking, okay."
Lin Ran shook his head, "Why do I stop smoking when you say you won't smoke? Give me a reason. Who am I?"
"He doesn't care about you and lets you smoke."
Lin Ran smiled and said, "It has nothing to do with you."
I suddenly didn't know what to say. I looked at Lin Ran, and Lin Ran looked at me. The two of us started to look at each other,
Lin Ran looked at me, and then moved. She held a cigarette in one hand, then put her mouth to my ear, and then kissed my earring, "It's so beautiful. My eyes are just right. I'm with you." , it really matches." After saying that, he kissed my earrings again,
I just took a step back and didn't say anything.
Lin Ran asked me, "You had your ears pierced and wore such a pendant, but they didn't ask you why."
"What are you asking me for?"
"Express your opinion."
"No opinion, just an ear piercing, that's all."
"Don't they feel very evil?"
I spread my hands and said, "Do you have it?"
"There is a small diamond on the top and a small cross hanging on the bottom. How pretty."
Lin Ran smiled and said, "Get in the car."
The two of us got in the car. I closed the windows and turned on the air conditioner. "Where are we going?"
Lin Ran stretched out his hand and took my hand. "Liuliu, let me show you this."
I turned around and said, "What?" I didn't stop him.
Then I saw Lin Ran take out a small ring. It was the kind of ring that was braided with rope. It was just that a small red rope was braided and a jade bead was put inside it. It was a very small jade bead. "I used it with my own hands." Editor, this is called the Lucky Bead, and it is said to be very effective."
I was stunned for a moment, and Lin Ran put the ring on my finger. I thought she would put it on the ring finger. However, this time I was surprised. Lin Ran put the ring on my index finger. Then he pushed it in hard, "Liuliu, it's just right. I'm so good. After so long, I can remember the thickness of your fingers. I made it so suitable based on my own feeling."
Lin Ran then raised my hand in front of me and said, "Liuliu, look at it, does it look good?"
I glanced at the transfer bead on my finger, took a deep breath, and nodded, "It looks good."
"I knitted it myself, and I bought the beads especially for you."
"Thank you."
"No need to thank you." Then Lin Ran kissed my index finger. "You will never be able to get rid of this scar here in your life. Bring this with you. It can just stop you. This transport bead is connected to the scar on your hand." , consider it a souvenir that I leave you, of course, and the pendant on your ear, I like it very much, Liuliu."
After Lin Ran finished speaking, he started crying, and the more he cried, the more serious he became.
And she was still forcefully stopping her, "Why am I crying again?"
Then he smiled, but the tears kept flowing down. "I have been trying to stop it, but why can't I stop it?"
"Don't cry, don't cry." Lin Ran wiped his tears hard. "I can't control it anymore, Liuliu, what should I do? I know you should feel uncomfortable. I know you can't see girls crying."
I didn't say anything, but stretched out my arms and hugged Lin Ran. Lin Ran lay on my shoulders and started crying, and the crying was very, very serious.
"I have nothing left. My favorite Liuliu is gone. My mother got married, and my father drinks every day and doesn't come home. When I was in the most difficult time, I couldn't find anyone to comfort me. I wanted to see Liuliu. Six, we all need to ask, why, why." Lin Ran cried while saying, and it became more and more serious.
"Liuliu, please stop being so cold to me. I won't fight with her. I will give you to her. But, please stop being so cold to me."
I didn't speak, I just hugged this woman, this woman who has been by my side for four years, ever since I was just studying , but now she is extremely decadent, the woman who smokes and smiles at me,
I let her cry on my shoulder. I just lit a cigarette and started smoking.
As I pumped and puffed, my own tears also flowed out, but I remained motionless, letting Lin Ran crawl on my shoulder and cry.
After a long time, Lin Ran gradually stopped crying. Then, Lin Ran got up from my shoulders, looked at me, and then reached out to wipe the tears on my face. "Liu Liu, you are crying too."
I shook my head and said nothing. I just kept holding her with one arm and smoking with the other.
Again, silent for a long time,
Lin Ran raised his head and said, "It's so beautiful."
I smiled and said, "People are still pendants and beads."
"They are all beautiful." Lin Ran followed, "Liu Liu, I know I shouldn't lie to you. I shouldn't say I feel bad. I'm just in a bad mood. But more importantly, I still want to see you. Am I wrong? .”
To be continued...