Volume 1 In 2007, I Was Infused With Golden Silkworm Gu by Grandma Chapter 10 The Fate of the Gu Mas
What is the fate of a person who raises voodoos? Isolation, poverty, and death.
Raising poisons is to put poisons that are unrelated to each other together and kill each other, or to pray with malicious thoughts to achieve your own goals. This is ultimately against the harmony of nature. Therefore, you will either die alone or
Being poor or dying young is the fate of those who raise Gu.
This has been the case for thousands of years.
However, is this really the case? I have never thought so. Perhaps, after living in the mountains all year round, dealing with snakes, insects, rats, and ants, my heart is inevitably dark and twisted, and I have less time to communicate with people, so my communication skills are not good.
If you don't get happiness, or if you get abnormal happiness, you will feel lonely; if you have power in your hands, you will be ready to take action, want to have a dispute with others, shoot the first bird, and the mountain will be higher than the other, so you will die.
It is possible. Perhaps it is because the abuse of the power in one's hands harms the harmony of the world, and the resentment is concentrated on one person, and all kinds of bad things happen one after another.
Character determines destiny.
This is my most logical view and explanation of the three paths of "solitude, poverty, and death".
My grandma, Long Laolan, spent her whole life doing good deeds and accumulating virtues. She lived in good health until she was over eighty years old and had a full family of children. Although my grandpa died early and was barely considered an "orphan", she had so many children with her before she died. According to my wishes,
Thoughts, but not. After she died, she entrusted me with a dream and told me three things. The last one, and the most important one, was the eight words "accumulate virtue and do good, and do it well for yourself."
These eight words, each and every one of them, are a reflection of my grandmother's life, and they are also regarded by me as a motto and a benchmark for my actions.
People are doing it, God is watching, and there is God at the top of your head. Only by making yourself feel at ease can you make others feel at ease.
I looked at Huang Fei's father quietly and said yes as if nothing had happened? So what?
Huang Fei's father shook his head and said that Huang Fei had been a sensible and good girl since she was a child. She was obedient. The only time she went out of her way was when she was applying for the college entrance examination. She secretly made the decision. She had never suffered any hardship in her life.
Injured. But look, just yesterday, she was attacked by a professional killer, a professional killer! My precious daughter, if I hadn’t met you in this life, how could such a thing have happened? She is a greenhouse flower.
The flowers cannot withstand the rain, wind, and cold wind!
I nodded and said I would take good care of Feifei.
Huang Fei's father stared at me, half-smiling but not smiling, and said, "How do you take care of Feifei? Do you use your magic to take care of me? Or do you use enemies like you?"
I said that the same thing will not happen again. I have already caught the murderer the night before yesterday, and I have also found out the person behind the scenes overnight. This was just an accident, and this kind of thing will never happen again in the future.
. He touched the cup on the table nonchalantly and said yes? Are you sure? He said this with a mocking look on his face, which made me feel that my own assurance was extremely pale.
Yes, his doubts are very reasonable.
Since I stepped into this circle, I have basically never had any leisure time. When I was not exposed to these things, my life was as dull as boiled water. I felt that that was it until I died of old age. However, my grandma planted a poison on me, as if
It opened a door to my life, and all kinds of weird things appeared, such as poisons, ghosts, zombies, fallen heads, mountain spirits and wild monsters... Correspondingly, troubles came one after another.
Although I don't want to, I will always offend this or that person.
I can't resist.
Huang Fei's father added fuel to the fire and said, Lu Zuo, have you ever really thought about what you should do in the future? Is it really like what you said, do a small business here? Then you can really feel at ease here.
Can you stay in this small place until you grow old? You can't? If so, why would you bother raising this Gu? "This is not what I want to raise, either?" I interrupted, and he waved his hand and said sincerely: "Feifei and I
Her mother is different. She is used to being a leader and has a high eye, so she thinks you are poor and thinks you are trying to get ahead of Feifei. But I am not. To be honest, you have a bright future. When you and Feifei are together, she is the one who gets ahead.
You. But the question is, do you have the ability to protect Feifei now? Have you thought about this? "
I frowned. I was alone. How could I protect Huang Fei?
I thought of my cheap uncle Wang Luo He, and I thought of Basong. How many of these guys are there who are hiding in the dark and have inexplicable origins? As the saying goes, "It's easy to block a shot, but it's hard to guard against a hidden arrow." I think about it all day long.
Even if I stay with Huang Fei, I can't guarantee her absolute safety? What's more, I'm only a half-hearted person, and I can't even protect myself.
Why does a man have so many responsibilities on his shoulders?
Huang Fei's father picked up the cup on the table, drank it in one gulp, and said, Lu Zuo, you are an excellent young man, and I personally like you very much, but it is obvious that you are actually harming Feifei by being with her.
You know? My opinion is that you are either strong enough to protect her, or you should stop worrying about her. You know, a girl’s best time only lasts a few years. Don’t delay each other.
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I lowered my head and thought of the slight smile on the corner of Huang Fei's mouth, as warm as a meter of sunshine in winter.
Do I want to give up? I asked myself, and the answer I got is that I can’t!
In the field of love, there is always selfishness. I don’t think Huang Fei threw herself into the arms of other men, and I gained happiness. This kind of love that gives up is great, admirable and worshipable. If I were
The words of that "other man" are not mortal. I don't have such sacred sentiments to push such a beautiful, gentle and considerate girl into the arms of others, and say coolly: "This is for."
Hello!", and then walked away, the setting sun stretched my lonely figure longer...
Your sister! There are many masochists in this world, but I am obviously not one of them.
I don't want to see Huang Fei holding hands with other men, and then singing "What makes me sad is giving up you, giving up love, the dream of giving up is shattered, holding back the sadness, I thought it was a success, but you said you are even more unhappy
..."Isn't the so-called destiny something that can be broken by others? Why should I let myself fall into this strange circle and be unable to extricate myself?
Why can't I be like those domineering male protagonists in TV dramas, shouting to the sky and saying "My fate is up to me"?
Why not Mao?
I raised my head and looked at him, and found a trace of unconcealable happiness in his eyes. Apparently he thought he had persuaded me.
Then, I said "I'm sorry" and his face immediately fell.
I told Huang Fei's father that I decided to leave Jinping this year and go to other places. I would finish all the things at hand, understand all the causes and effects, and then work hard to achieve a good result and come back to find Huang Fei.
, if she still loves me at that time, I will propose to her, let her be my wife, and stay with me for the rest of my life, and use my life to love her, protect her, and prevent her from getting involved in all the causes and effects of this world.
, all sins...
Huang Fei's father's face seemed much better again. He stared at me, trying to read my true thoughts from my face.
So I was expressionless, like a naturally stupid idiot.
He gave up and said that it's fine, if you leave, the trouble will go away. He said that he longed for my strength. If I was qualified to prove that I had the ability to protect Huang Fei, then he wouldn't mind having such a person.
A son-in-law with ordinary status. So, please take care of yourself. Also, can you guarantee that you will not take the initiative to contact Feifei during this year?
I was surprised and asked why I couldn't contact her?
He was also very surprised and said, didn't you say you wanted to leave for a year? During this year, don't provoke her and give her a free space!
I closed my eyes and felt depressed. It seems that my future father-in-law still has some communication difficulties with me.
I thought I could impress him with my ambition, but he still didn’t believe me, and focused on my departure. Don’t bully young people into poverty, the earth is round, and I will always walk a path that will attract people’s attention, called
Look at this old guy and see what kind of person I, Lu Zuo, am. I asked him if Feifei was feeling better? He said it was okay. Fortunately, no vital parts were hurt.
He was a little embarrassed when he said this, and I was a little embarrassed too.
The reason why Huang Fei is fine has something to do with her proud figure. As expected, girls with big mimi have advantages in all aspects.
I proposed to come and see Huang Fei. Huang Fei's father hesitated for a while, but agreed.
So we left the cafe, and I went to a nearby flower shop to buy white lilies and pink carnations, and then we took Huang Fei’s father’s car to the hospital together. Huang Fei lived in an independent ward, and when we arrived, her mother happened to be there too.
Here, I am having lunch with her. When we went in, Huang Fei happily called me Lu Zuo, while her mother looked at me coldly, as if I was the murderer who hurt her daughter, and then her eyes were as cold as ice and she said
Are you embarrassed to come?
Holding this bouquet of flowers, I didn't dare to refute her mother's words. I was careful not to accompany her.
Fortunately, Huang Fei's father came to my rescue. He pulled Huang Fei's mother aside and muttered a few words. She looked at me suspiciously, and then the two of them walked out of the door. As soon as Huang Fei's parents left, I
The mountain-like pressure in my heart was immediately relieved. Huang Fei was about to get up, but I stopped her, put the flowers on the table next to her, then moved the bench to sit over, and took her white, crystal-clear, warm and tender little hands.
, look at her.
Huang Fei's complexion is not good, a little pale, and her full lips are also light red, but "hibiscus emerges from clear water, naturally carved", so beautiful that it is breathtaking. I looked at her embarrassedly, and her cheeks were filled with flying clouds.
I looked at the flowers on the table with embarrassment and said wow, Lu Zuo, this is your first time giving me flowers, it’s really memorable!
I'm a little embarrassed: What girl doesn't want the boy she likes to stand in front of her holding a bouquet of flowers? But on Valentine's Day, I forgot about the flowers I had ordered.
When I thought about it at the time, there was no need to be so vulgar. However, flowers represent romance after all.
And can I give romance and happiness to this beautiful girl in front of me?
I was confused, but my hands were holding on tighter and tighter, for fear that if I let go, I would never be able to hold on again in this life. We were silent for a long time. Huang Fei looked at my hesitant expression and asked cautiously:
"Lu Zuo, are you ready to leave me?"
Chapter completed!