After leaving the study and the courtyard, Jun Han didn't know where to go, so he simply went around the schoolyard, flipped over the eaves, and took a few jars of wine and drank it directly in the jar.
Yi Chen chased for the first time today, and he didn't even have a bowl. He was straightened by his adoptive father's whole jar, heavy, mellow and a little choking.
"Do you drink today?"
Jun Han also carried a jar in his hand and had already taken a big gulp. In a blink of an eye, he saw his son, a pure lady, who didn't even dare to drink wine. He even made a "old father" tone: "You are old, you can almost drink some."
"... Didn't the adoptive father say that I was not allowed to drink before the twentieth crown?"
“…”
Is there any? When did you say it?
In the memory of Jun Han's choice of heavy words, he can only forget this kind of casual words in a blink of an eye, but he still remembers when he said it in that year.
But now his image as a "loving father" cannot collapse-
So the scheming marshal made a reasonable statement in a blink of an eye: "You can already lead the team out of the country and stand on your own, you can drink it."
Speaking of this, Yi Chen chased him very heartbroken...
After hearing Jun Han's "specially reasonable" remarks, Yi Chenzhui not only did not hold the altar to drink, but became even more depressed. He wrapped the jar of wine in his arms, like a little girl holding a doll, and said in a low voice: "But I basically walked forward along the way under the leadership of Uncle Ling and the fifteen ghost soldiers, and made many wrong decisions that led to heavy losses..."
Oh, today's confession?
Jun Han drank another sip of wine, "It's not bad for the first time."
I lost fifteen ghost soldiers and barely played the whole army and wiped out. It was pretty good...
Yi Chen Zhui Xiang could see his weight clearly. Although his father seemed to be a little sincere, he really didn't dare to think that "not bad".
"Besides, that group of people were originally coming for you, and no matter what decision you make, they are already in their plan."
"Why did they come to me?" This question confused Yi Chen for a long time.
Jun Han looked at the waning moon in the sky and thought for a moment, "Of course there is something they care about in you, and it may not be you."
That being said, Yi Chenzhui didn't understand even more.
"There is no need to worry too much now. We will slowly explore it after Shu Ling comes back, so there is no rush."
"Um……"
Yi Chen Zhui is really a well-behaved child, even his eyes are particularly restrained and elegant. Even at his age, he has already shown dignity and warmth. Although he has not yet lost his childishness, he has already shown his gentleman nature.
Perhaps Jun Han has made up for his early virtues over the years, so although he has no ancestral grave, he still vomited Duan Qingyan. His wild wolf actually raised a humble gentleman.
Yi Chenzhe thought about holding the jar and sipped the strong wine. He probably touched the tip of his tongue and couldn't stand it. He choked for a long time.
Jun Han couldn't help laughing at his unpromising appearance, but he inexplicably saw what he looked like when he was "green" in the past.
Although his nature and Yi Chenzhu are different, his naivety is inexplicably similar.
"I was much worse than you at your age."
Yi Chen Zhui finally recovered from the choking of the strong wine, but he didn't react for a moment. His adoptive father suddenly turned his words around. When he tasted some taste, he was a little shocked, but he became happy.
Jun Han rarely has a nostalgic feeling. Looking at this young boy, he can even recall his past embarrassment. Although it is quite embarrassing and hard, and the pain left him with a shadow that he would never erase for a lifetime. However, when he thought about it, these abyss nightmares were finally covered with a light sweet mist by time, which seemed to wipe away some of the cruelty and blood of the memory itself, which was quite meaningful of "no wind and rain or sunshine".
"I was still living under someone's roof when you were so old. I was unable to live or die. I was also broken and trapped in a cage. I had a bleak future."
Jun Han said indifferently but he expressed the helplessness at that time. His tone seemed to be talking about other people and other people's affairs that had nothing to do with him, but the meaning of secludedness easily involved Yi Chen Zhui's mood.
Although these things have been diluted by time, they are the deepest scars in Jun Han's heart. If they hadn't drunk some wine, they would probably not have been able to say it so calmly.
Jun Han frowned slightly, took a sip, and smiled and said, "Actually, I look quite like you. I have never seen my father before. As for my mother..." He paused for a moment, a faint sadness flashed in his eyes, and it was revealed by a wisp of moonlight falling between his eyebrows. "There are many words about my mother, and I don't know what the situation is."
Yi Chen chasing his lips moved, but he didn't think of how to answer the conversation. After all, it is difficult to ask about this fact.
Jun Han raised his eyes and looked at the waning moon that had been dead for countless years and had been reincarnated for several vicissitudes, thinking about those dusty years.
"Your father, I was indeed quite unlucky in the first half of my life, so I had to deposit myself into dust and crawl out of my own way from the deepest hell. At that time, what I knew best in my heart was that there were too many unfair things in this world. If you want to live, you cannot leave it to fate. Many things can only be taken. When your own life is worrying, there is no more things worth considering." Jun Han shook the wine jar, his eyes fell into the jar, and he happened to see a round of waning moon embedded in the clear liquid in the jar. "The reason I think so is that it is because I understand that some things in this world are actually more important than life. I would rather die in a defeated way than be a trapped beast in other people's cages and live a life of silence."
When he said this, Jun Han suddenly felt extremely regretful and pity for the young man around him. It seemed that it was a pity that the young man's fate was held in his hand.
Thinking of this, Jun Han frowned for no reason, and even his heartstrings tightened a little.
If he and Yi Chen were chasing the different positions now, he would probably still fight against the fate given to him by the remnant soul of the ghost star.
But this young man is still kept in the dark.
This is very unfair...
Yi Chenzhu did not have the bloody experience of Jun Han, and he has never experienced the cruelty of his adoptive father being drunk by fate in the past - so although he was choked in his heart, he could not truly understand Jun Han's feelings.
Shu Ling also told him that Jun Han crawled back from the abyss of hell countless times, and sacrificed his life to return from the tip of the knife countless times. At that time, Yi Chen chased him but could not imagine a person as powerful as his adoptive father. Where can he push him into such a desperate situation in this world? Until he personally experienced a desperate situation in the Western Region, until his adoptive father told him these past pains in person today...
Jun Han thought for a moment, and was probably willing to open his heart to this child he raised. "There are countless people in the world who hate me for slaughtering the Immortal Sect. If you think carefully, their hatred for me now is probably not as good as my hatred for the Immortal Sect in the past."
"Why?"
Jun Han held the jar in his right hand, spread the palm of his left hand, and lit the talisman that had deeply cut open his heart before Yi Chen chased.
“Because of this.”
The talisman was engraved in Jun Han's palm like a brand, with a dark and dark color. Even the moonlight shining on the Yinqu can't reflect it. It looked like a shame that the prisoner had tattooed his face. However, Yi Chen had seen it for the first time today.
Yi Chen raised his hand to hold his adoptive father's palm, looked at the strange talisman in his palm carefully, but after watching it for a long time, he couldn't see the reason, "What is this?"
Jun Han took back his hand and said lightly: "In the past, because of my father, the head of Xuntian engraved this talisman for me to destroy my spiritual veins."
So at that time, in Jun Han's eyes, the immortal sect was a group of hypocritical, false and indecisive guys. They kept Jun Han's life in a false way, but secretly destroyed his spiritual veins, trying to raise him as a residual beast.
Moreover, they were stupid and did not understand the method of "giving kindness", and tamed Jun Han, an avoidable enemy, into a wild wolf that was irreconcilable with them.
"The Immortal Sect took me in because of some special reasons from my mother, but they would not teach me the skills. So in my early years, I spent all year round in the ghost market to repair my spiritual veins and improve my cultivation. I lived... Pigs and dogs, which were worse than pigs and dogs. Anyway, as far as my situation at that time, there was basically nothing good in this world."
At that time, Jun Han was probably completely immersed in hatred and shame.
Speaking of this, Jun Han suddenly remembered something fun again, and seemed to laugh and smiled slightly. He turned his eyes and said with a smile: "At that time, the head of the sect locked me up in the book pavilion every day to copy books. I copied... There were about twenty years of classics. Before copying the sect books every day, I had to copy the sect rules three times. Until now, I still remember the order of the sect 367 sect rules in Xuntian. They also revised them eight times during this period and added three new rules. One of them was targeted by me, which was to prohibit any disciple from fighting with me privately. This was because the head of the sect once came to provoke me. We fought in the back mountain and almost broke into the forbidden area. That time, we were both arrested by the sect and went to the precepts hall to receive punishment. Each of them was thirty whipped, and then we decided this one."
“…”
That time, Jun Han and Gong Yungui were both young, probably just over ten years old. At that time, Gong Yungui did not have many gentlemen from the Immortal Family. He always liked to provoke Jun Han when he was idle.
In fact, before the age of five, Jun Han and Gong Yungui had a good relationship. At that time, Jun Han still loved the entire Immortal Sect innocence. He neither hated the Immortal Sect nor hated the leader. Gong Yungui was born to be a good person who was as good as water, and was tolerant of everything and broad-minded, and would not have some unknown fear of the white-haired Junhan like other disciples.
At that time, they were still able to play together and practiced the feeding tricks together - that was probably the only day in the Immortal Sect where Jun Han could be called a happy and carefree day.
Chapter completed!