"What is placed here is all the money. If you can take it back with a lot of money, it must be a great achievement. I'll give you such a great achievement, isn't it enough to make a good relationship?"

Gao Ren said.

"This credit...I would rather not."

Liu Ruiying said.

"As a member of the investigation department, if you don't work hard to climb up, how can you fulfill your promise to that girl?"

Gao Ren asked back.

Liu Ruiying suddenly felt horrified.

He knew that the girl in Gao Ren's words was referring to Yuan Jie, but he didn't know why Gao Ren knew so much about his affairs.

"What kind of charm do I have that is worthy of your exploration like this?"

Liu Ruiying asked.

"Everyone has his own uniqueness. As long as it is different from others, it is worth exploring."

Gao Ren said.

Liu Ruiying was powerless to refute.

Because Gao Ren really grasped the deadliest part in his heart.

"So in a certain position, you and I are the same type of people, and they are all those who have no choice. They look most aggrieved, but in fact they are the most tenacious."

Gao Ren saw Liu Ruiying silent, and then spoke.

He is different from Liu Ruiying. He has never lost his parents, but no one cares about him, like a stray wild child. In that idea, stray wild child is a bit inferior to a wild dog. When a wild dog encounters danger or is bullied, he will roar fiercely and then bare his teeth. But the child does not, and he can only give in except crying, because the roar of a wild dog will be dangerous, and the police will withdraw the person who bullies it. The child has nothing but tender palms. If the resistance is ineffective, why waste your energy? It is not worth shedding tears for the irrelevant. Gao Ren is often bullied because of his size. It is bullying and growth, so he does not cry or make trouble. It takes twenty years for others to mature, but it only takes five years.

When he was five years old, he understood a truth that those people bullied him not because they could get something from him. The only fun was that they could hear a heart-wrenching cry after bullying. Although he didn't understand the mentality of those people, why did they like crying? Perhaps they thought the child's crying sounded good. But he knew that once he started crying, he wouldn't be able to stop it. This kind of thing was like drinking. Liu Ruiying originally did not drink wine, but once he picked up the wine glass, he might not let it go until he died. Little cleverness is an example that is more extreme than Liu Ruiying.

From beginning to end, Gao Ren pursed his lips tightly, clenched his fists, neither crying nor resisting. Even those children half a body taller than him covered his head, face and body with his body, and he would wait for those people to tease him enough, and only after he walked away would use his hands to force his eyes, nostrils, and mouths to buckle out without washing. He just sat quietly, and when it completely dried, it would fall down like the layer of pastry outside the snack.

The mud mixed with urine will become a little sexy after applying it to the face for a long time. The child's skin is already delicate, so every time the mud falls off, Gao Ren's face is always red, just like three glasses of wine that have been blown over from the fire clouds in the setting sun. The feeling of pulling when the mud falls off makes him gradually addicted. Every inch of the skin on his face and every pore after being tightened by the mud for a long time was suddenly relaxed. This feeling was described by him at that time as a urination that had been held in for a long time. After walking a long way, he finally found a toilet to vent it unscrupulously. So, after seeing those people from afar, he even took off his ragged clothes from his body and stood naked, hoping that those people would not only use mud to fill their heads and faces, but also not to fall down all over his body.

Since that method can make him comfortable and make them happy, then let them all fulfill each other.

After all, those people are children, they just bully others after joining the group. After all, the children's pranks are mixed with kindness and simplicity, not completely bad. But when they heard Gao Ren's almost perverted request, they all felt fear... When the leader took a step back with his right foot, the rest ran away one after another. Gao Ren was a blessing in disguise, but the children never came to find happiness with him again. Originally, this should be a happy thing, and adults often used to celebrate joy to drink. Gao Ren was just a child, and even if he wanted to drink, he had no money to buy it.

Besides, he was not happy... and even for a long time, he felt empty in his heart. He always sat on a flat stone at the door, staring at the end of the alley. The sounds of children playing and playing could be heard in his ears, but they just couldn't come. The flat stone under his butt had been here for a long time, like a rain, had already become crisp. It's okay to sit quietly on weekdays, but Gao Ren was still able to bear the weight of Gao Ren. But such a life was really hard, and Gao Ren couldn't stop sitting on the stone... As soon as he tried, he pulled down a stone.

From then on, Gao Ren's hand had more and more stones, while the flat stone became smaller and smaller. In Gao Ren's eyes, the stone was given various meanings. In less than half a day, he had completely walked out of his previous loss. The stone is really the best friend of a lonely person. Its shape is fixed and it will not change any way because of your different attitude towards it. In addition, the stone cannot speak, and it can bear it whether it is laughing or scolding. What a lonely person desires most is not liveliness, but more lonely and quiet than himself. Looking at everything in the world, besides the stone, there is really no second thing to find.

Gao Ren asked them to be whatever they were. There were two of the best-looking pieces, named by him as his parents, and received extremely special favors - he could be taken home every night and put under the pillow to sleep together. Most of the rest were made up of the messy and chaotic stories he heard, and there was nothing new.

"You have at least a master. No matter whether you have a prejudice against him or not, someone will take care of him or her lead the way, which is always much better than me, even if it's only a while."

Liu Ruiying said.

He had to admit that Gao Ren's words touched him a little. But in his heart, he was really unwilling to put himself in the same category as such. The reason was very simple. He was an official and Gao Ren was a thief. Right and wrong, good and evil, as well as beauty and ugliness, were always the most essential categories. No matter how clever a person is, he could not conceal his contempt for criminals and his disgust for ugly monsters.

People who are good-looking naturally like to make friends with people who are good-looking, not because of their appearance, but because of their own things. If they go to play with people who don’t have it, there is nothing they can do with them. Those who don’t know the world of something, and some will not let go of everything they have to integrate into the world of something they don’t have.

Although Liu Ruiying is not very handsome, at least he will not be embarrassed to go out. If his appearance is distorted and his body is a few feet shorter, Zhao Mingming's interest in him will certainly be reduced a lot. Good-looking people will always get some preference, but Gao Ren has never experienced this preference. Therefore, he is more lonely than Liu Ruiying.

"You have an old horseman, too, don't you?"

Gao Ren said with a smile.

"Are you showing off your knowledge of me? If you know everything, I would love to hear about my parents. After all, I know nothing about them."

Liu Ruiying spread her hands and said.

But he was a little scoundrel.

His purpose is not to take away the salary. Although this is a considerable contribution, if he can arrest Gao Ren and arrest him, wouldn’t he be even more merit? It is much better than the one who has just brought back these crazy salary.

"I didn't show off. I said a lot, just to find something in common with you. You and I are really the same type of people."

Gao Ren said again.

There are only two possibilities for a person to repeat something. Either he attaches great importance to it or he is lying. In order to make others believe his lies, the lying person will continue to repeat it. Even if he does not deliberately do so, such behavior and words will be revealed inadvertently. But Liu Ruiying did not hear any temptation from Gao Ren's tone, but instead thought that he was very sincere.

As soon as this thought appeared, Liu Ruiying was shocked! He rubbed his temples, trying to smash the extremely bad thoughts that had just been broken and throw them out of his mind without falling. However, this obviously has no effect. The vitality of this thought is really too tenacious... Not only will it take root soon, but it will also sprout in an instant. Once a person has any thoughts, he will be unable to suppress the madness. It is no longer something he can control. If he reaches a certain level of collapse and explosion, he will form an inner demon.

"I not only want to bring back the salary, but also you. And this is not a good fate, but it is something I have to do."

Liu Ruiying said.

When another thought could no longer be controlled, the only way was to defeat it with a new idea and then replace it. Although Liu Ruiying said this, he had no confidence in his heart... so much that he didn't know how much Gao Ren heard, or more than half of it had been integrated into the wind.

Gao Ren did not speak silently, and actually jumped off the stool and picked up a stone on the ground and held it in his hand to play with it. The stone had many edges and corners, and it was uncomfortable to hold it in his hand, and there was no sense of roundness. But Gao Ren still held it tightly, feeling the edges and corners on the stone squeezed his palm.

Suddenly, Liu Ruiying continued to light and saw a red line left in Gao Ren's palm, which was blood.

"What are you doing?"

Liu Ruiying asked in confusion.

He didn't know from King Zhen Bei Shangguan Xuyao ​​that Gao Ren had just hit him not long ago, and the position was in the heart. Obviously, Zhen Bei Wang's words were hidden, but no matter what the process was, the result was like this. After King Zhen's heart had just been hit by the King, Gao Ren tried hard to cut the edges of the stone into his palm, as if he was not afraid of pain, and even his determination made people worry that the stone would be frightened.

These actions that exceeded common sense made Liu Ruiying feel inexplicably nervous...

"There have too many people died in every inch of the land in this world. Born on the earth and landed on the earth. In the end, people are like leaves. Falling leaves return to their roots, which is considered perfect. But there will be rotten leaves in the fallen leaves, and rotten leaves are everywhere. Even the lively Taishang River and Zhongdu City are no exception. The powdery air on the Taishang River cannot cover up the stench emitted by the cold corpses at the bottom of the river when they are rotting. The noise in Zhongdu City can no longer resist the lament of those who died for some unknown reason. Once you and I were extremely ignorant and ignorant children. Whether they have been bullied or not, it is the same. The more I went on, the more I thanked the children who bullied me, because it was them who made me understand loneliness and pain too early that I was able to grow up like this in a very short time. Of course, I am not referring to my own size, but here!"

Gao Ren said, patting his head with his hands.

Only then did Liu Ruiying notice that his head and body were really disproportionate... The thin neck was under too much pressure, as if he had only three tendons to pick his head.

Gao Ren thought that he had grown beyond ordinary people through the endless pain, but in fact he was not a person who likes to kill. However, everything he did could not prove this. Mingzhe protected himself and hid in the mountains, which was just the way of mediocre people. People said that they could feel pleasure because they had to make extremely cruel choices frequently as long as they were or inevitably.

"No matter what you say, this is not a reason to make up for your mistake."

Liu Ruiying stood up and said, clenching the sword in her hand tightly.

At that moment, he realized the real terribleness of Gao Ren.

This fear is not the real feeling of being held on the neck with a knife, but the feeling of suffocation that is stuck in the mud and unable to extricate itself. There is clearly someone next to him, but he watched him fall, which is extremely despair and fear. It was not until Liu Ruiying stood up with a "huh" that the fear disappeared like a tide.

"I hold the stone, you hold the sword. It's just to make yourself firm... These insignificant knife wounds brought by the edges of the stone can make me not forget my original intention. You look at the bright red, can't you wake up the world? But after all, a person's blood is limited, and maybe you can't even beware of you opposite me. But if you can have more like-minded partners, the effect must be better."

Gao Ren said.

He stood on the stool, and he could overlook Liu Ruiying.

The lights were inlaid with gold edges on his body, emitting a faint halo, with an extremely dazzling center, as if the light on the edge was just to set off the dazzling light in the center.

People's eyes may remain above the dazzling light. Liu Ruiying was not surprised. He would always ignore the scattered nameless lights. Although they tried their best to emit light, they were still blocked by the light on the upper layer, and there was no chance to make a little come forward. Perhaps the lights were also gathered from astigmatism, but most of them were directly transformed from light. They existed in the center, so there was no need to worry about turning into astigmatism.

Even if astigmatism has shifted to the concentration after several years, its own structure is different from that, and the light will avoid this astigmatism, because in their circles, astigmatism is nothing more than foreign and low-level things that are not worthy of being compared with them.

In a trance, Liu Ruiying seemed to see the scene when he and Huanong were sheltering from the rain in the temple that day. At that time, Gao Ren was dressed very exaggeratedly, his face and hands were painted with a layer of gold paint, just like the bronze Buddha statue in the temple, standing there solemnly. But as long as he compared it with the scene at this moment, he could tell the difference. Even though he was short and not tall at all, he was not handsome enough, and he was wearing ordinary cloth clothes and trousers, which were slightly yellowed by the wind and sand, and his elbows and knees were a little white due to friction. However, these flaws could not cover him, as if he was like a god in Liu Ruiying's eyes.

Liu Ruiying's attitude towards gods was almost the same as Tang Zhongsong. When he was in Zhongdu City, he also met those devout believers who had to bathe, burn incense, fast for a few days a month on the first day or the fifteenth day of the month, and also took the family to the temple outside the city to kowtow. However, their wishes were real and friendly, without any ambitions. It was nothing more than asking for a certain god to bless him, bless his family, and be safe and healthy. At most, it was just asking for some advice to solve the difficulties he was facing.

These rituals were all private and quiet. Although Liu Ruiying couldn't understand the difference between one stick of incense and three sticks of incense, in his heart, as long as he worshiped him, as long as he had no money to buy incense, he was still sincere. Standing behind these people, he could feel a sense of piety coming to his face. Of course, Liu Ruiying was disdainful, but he just felt that they were pedantic. But these people didn't care about the eyes of others. After raising the incense, he was silent for a few minutes, and opened a so-called classic, and began to chant with sarcastic words in his mouth. After sitting for most of the day. Liu Ruiying couldn't understand what they were saying, because the words and sentences were extremely weird, but more importantly, their voices were too small... But just listening for a while could make Liu Ruiying's mood slightly calmer.

I couldn't help but shake my thoughts a little bit again. Perhaps this is not a ridiculous and useless superficial skill.

The old horseman told Liu Ruiying that worshiping God is nothing more than to have some support. If you have a support, you will be calm. Especially for those old people who have already been half-dipped in the soil, the interweaving of concern for future generations and fear of death makes them tasteless and uneasy. Only in this way, with hope and future, pray to these gods who don’t know where they are to hug themselves and get rid of such endless troubles. But when Liu Ruiying asked him back, why didn’t he worship, the old horseman couldn’t say a word... People, they can point fingers and comment on the other things. Once it falls on themselves, except for unreasonable quibbling, they can only be silent.

Not only humans, but also spiritual life, it seems that they cannot escape the ties of sustenance. Xiao Jinkan once brought a wild dog back from the street. Liu Ruiying had no special feelings for such small animals before. Although he loved riding horses very much, if he was like an old horseman, he would stay in the horse ring day and night, the smell alone would be unbearable. So he should have thought that all animals should be like this. However, he was not wrong with this. Raising a dog was not allowed by the Investigation Office, but it was not a big mistake. In addition, Liu Ruiying had a good temper and could not resist Xiao Jin's good words, so he nodded in confusion and agreed.

Since then, every afternoon, Liu Ruiying can see it lying carelessly on the window ridge, quietly enjoying the sunshine. His eyes are slightly open, as if he is half asleep and half awake, and his stomach keeps rising and falling with his breathing. Yu Guang glances at Liu Ruiying and will alertly get up and jump away. Like the people in the story, the lost trust is difficult to make up for. In their creed, even if he misses countless times of kindness, as long as he can avoid malice, it is worth it. However, the principle of love over time can work everywhere. Soon it became familiar with Liu Ruiying with Xiao Jinkan, and his behavior became more and more lively and unrestrained, and he no longer had any fear.

But Xiao Jinkan was frowning... He told Liu Ruiying that this dog would leave sooner or later. What should he do if he felt that everyone in the world was good people? You should know that more people would not think it was pitiful and cute. When you first saw it, you would only think that the dog meat was fragrant and the dog skin was very warm. At that time, Liu Ruiying did not think deeply. But after Xiao Jinkan took it away, his heart was a little empty... Now that I look back, the dog's dependence and sustenance on them was exactly the same as that people would towards those invisible gods.

In order not to be influenced by Gao Ren, Liu Ruiying withdrew his gaze on him. After careful consideration, he felt that his wavering just now was ridiculous. Gao Ren simply set up a hypocritical banner and wanted to use some highly inflammatory words to win over people's hearts. However, Liu Ruiying is a person who is used to being alone. Being alone is not lonely. If a person always lets his character do things in most cases, he is lonely. The person who is alone seems to be quiet and thinks and actually is because he can always follow his principles. Even if he has occasional troubles, he will be cured by Zou Ran's great enlightenment.

After all, many things are not something that anyone can know more. Anyone who is as extreme as Gao Ren, no matter how he judges and acts, the result will be failure in the end, at least for Liu Ruiying. Even if he is willing to observe, look at the world and think about many problems of existence or non-existence, this also leads to Gao Ren not being too attached to individual things. This will lead to his impermanence and fleeting attitude in his heart that will only make him more frivolous and irritable.

Gao Ren's palms no longer bleed.

He spared no effort to deceive others, but he seemed to be very careful in his own harm. The stone in his hand had already fallen to the ground, and the blood stained on it did not look dazzling, but was gray.

Liu Ruiying held the hilt of the sword in his right hand, and there was nothing to say between the two.

The way is different, and we do not plan for each other.

Even if he had been a little shaken before, as long as he could finally be firm and return to his original intention, he would be a winner.

Thoughts are not counted before they are spoken or put into action.

No one can care what you are thinking, just like no one can interfere with other people's dreams.

However, after such a shake, Liu Ruiying felt that she had become more tenacious and decisive than before.

Gao Ren also knew what was about to happen, so he wiped his hands, which were still bloody, on his clothes a few times, and took out a few calculation pieces from the collar on his chest.

"You have seen something that King Zhenbei Shangguan Xuyao ​​has not seen yet."

Gao Ren said gently caressed the ivory beads on both ends of the plot.

Liu Ruiying did not respond.

Gao Ren seemed fearless, but if he spoke at this moment, the momentum that had finally brewed would pour out in an instant...

However, what Liu Ruiying didn't expect was that he was not the first to take action, but Gao Ren.

The calculation in Gao Ren's hand was as silent as a poisonous snake spitting a letter, and also stabbed him at an extremely tricky and deceitful angle.
To be continued...