I've always wanted

With you

Walking onto the beautiful Sakadao

...

Tokyo is full of traffic and crowds. Even under the sky covered by the new crown epidemic, it cannot stop the rushing crowds and their respective destinations. The weather is churning up and down, and the drizzle begins to drizzle, making people feel bored.

Nana Hashimoto, who once again became an office worker, did not pick up her phone and started to browse news on the crowded tram. While her fingers were scrolling up and down, she flashed out video messages on the instant sharing app:

"The number of infections in Japan is close to 100,000, and the number of infections in Tokyo has reached 30,000."

"Under heavy pressure, the Prime Minister's Office agreed to delay the decision to discharge 1.3 million tons of polluted water resources"

"The epidemic has shrouded its first speech, and new Prime Minister Yoshihide Suga claims to restart the economy"

Hashimoto, who had just returned to his previous assistant position, was forced to pay attention to current news by his boss. After several years of leaving, Klondike has long stopped being the first to look like. Complex news from different industries such as takeaway, it communications, finance, and entertainment must be summarized and analyzed one by one to provide information and judgment for senior personnel.

What an uneasy time! Nana Hashimoto didn't stop refreshing for the time being, and gently rubbed her neck with her right hand. She carefully wrote a few lines of text on the memo of her phone: "You need to buy some masks and hand sanitizer for my brother, and my mother should also make more." Looking at the white-haired old man at the corner of her eyes, she murmured to herself. The weather in Asahikawa has also become cold. I don't know how warm the coat last time was?

Then I saw new news, "The female idol group Nogizaka 46 Shiraishi Mai graduation online concert will be broadcast tonight." My fingers were stiff in place, and I don't know how many things were.

Nana Hashimoto didn't put away her phone, looked up at the dark sky outside the window, and was silent.

"Swish swish swish swish", the tram had already entered the ground, and she was staring at the dark tunnel outside the car window. The glass reflected the appearance of a person rubbing the mobile phone screen. Suddenly, she thought that a person would stare at the mobile phone screen while she was alone, as if she was going to do something, or was waiting for something.

After leaving Nogizaka, except for a few good former teammates who graduated and participated, she rarely contacted and met. The section she was responsible for was also behind the scenes of short video production, and she had fewer opportunities to meet them. The most common ones were video singing and dancing, and the process was nothing more than editing, dubbing, etc.

Today, after returning to work, I rushed out of the news information in my head and suddenly realized that some invisible things were coming over the sky. After a long time, I realized that these things that lingered around me were called concern.

She, well,...

There is soft wind and white clouds

You're by my side

...

In the rest area of ​​Yoyogi Arena, Shiraishi Mai dressed in regular clothes is still shining and moving today. Under the pressure from the upper level, the operator also arranged for rest personnel to rest, and the accumulated fatigue has been alleviated.

A few days ago, from the senior operator Nanxiang Wei's words of admiration and pity, I revisited the crazy schedule before graduation of AKB C Maeda Atsuko before graduation. I made a 24-hour round-trip, variety shows, interviews, interviews, singing and dancing, music, handshakes, etc. I took turns bombing. I slept less than four hours a day, and then leaned on the sofa and went to bed immediately. As soon as the car stopped, I immediately took out the most perfect smile to face the camera and the audience. I suffered hardships day after day, and knew that I would only rest the day before graduation.

Nanxiangwei joked: "Bai Shisang, if it weren't for the COVID-19 epidemic, you would have gone to the road to shake hands with a sleepy eyes. How could you have such a relaxed attitude? If A Jiang saw you like this, she would be so envious!"

"Where is there?" Shiraishi Mai waved her hands hard, shook her head and denied modestly: "Maeda Sang is our senior, and I have always looked up to her to grow up! I have never compared her with her, it is different!"

"Don't say it to me, because this is not what I said." Nan Xiangwei smiled meaningfully: "But thanks to these, you can graduate so easily! Well, Shiraishang, the burden you have always had, thank you for your hard work!"

"Is it relaxed? I don't feel it enough!" Mai Shiraishi was alone, and the murmur echoed in the empty lounge. It has been ten months since she decided to graduate. At the beginning, the strong reluctance gradually became dull as time extends. When she is sad, she will think of things that make people feel relaxed and happy.

However, the seven-color patchwork board is always missing, and the heart is not so complete, and it is always incomplete.

The incomplete beauty is as transcendent as Venus with a broken arm, but Mai Shiraishi asked herself that she was never a god. She was alone, and she was also retreating and confused, anxious, and panic. But at that time, who was supporting her behind her...

Hug the stolen and the incomplete ones is not the current Mai Shiraishi!

She took out her phone from her bag again, and the perfect face reflected on the screen. Although it was no longer the tender and delicate skin that was four or five years ago, the collagen on her face gradually became weak under the passage of time, Mai Shiraishi, who did not use cosmetics, was a fairy on earth.

The years can be locked in through daily cosmetics and skin care products, but why can’t they lock in loneliness and sorrow? In these nine years of idol career, why do the joys you experience always appear and fall? The most urgent thing you walk is the most beautiful time.

There was still no abnormal movement on the mobile phone screen. She had already received the blessings from relatives and friends. The messages from Ikoma, Misa, Ruoyue, Reika, Nanasa and Mai Mai have been replied to. Wanlika, who is busy with the design industry and the black moxa candy who teaches and educates people sent good wishes. Minami said that there are still blessings outside. If you count them carefully, she is the only one who is missing in the first year of the student. Haven’t you decided yet?

Reading the letter, we hugged each other with tears in our faces, and the slap behind us was gentle and determined. The scenes three years ago were particularly clear in the depths of our minds today. With the surging thoughts, all the information hidden in the corners was exposed again and was exposed. Each walked towards both ends of the stage, with a water-blue flower skirt to the right, boarded the cable car and went straight into the sky, facing the free sky and destiny; the crimson lace gloves covered their mouths and noses, choked, and fled into the ground, continuing to lead the team to climb.

Not all dreams have not been realized, and not all words have not been told to you. Reluctance and attachment must always be deeply in the heart after parting. I did not intend to do this, but missed the yesterday with flowers all over the branches.

"Nanamin", "Nanamin", "Nanamin", from silent to sound, from murmuring to shouting, I don't want to miss the day, even if it's a repeated separation, I'm willing to bear it again! Mai Shiraishi looked at her phone stiffly, extremely firm.
Chapter completed!