262、Tangling(1/2)
Feng Changqing used the most appropriate strength to pinch her so that she could not move, but would not hurt her.
Zhou Ruo suddenly looked at her and asked leisurely: "What are you doing when you grabbed me? Do you think I'm crazy?"
Feng Changqing was stunned for a moment, but the hand that pinched her wrist did not relax, "I'm afraid you will hurt yourself." She knew how to fight, so Zhou Ruo's strength naturally couldn't do anything to her.
Zhou Ruo smiled, "What's the point of whether I hurt myself or not? Anyway, what's the point of whether my life is alive..."
Feng Changqing has seen her several times. It is really the first time she has seen her so decadent and desperate. After pursing her lips for a while, she had to comfort her: "When people live in this world, they always have to face separation and death, but as long as they live, life will always be passed. It will be a day when you are depressed, and it will be a day when you live well."
"Yes, you're right..." Zhou Ruo said in a daze, looking at Feng Changqing suddenly showing a sudden enlightenment, "A person who is a damaging person like me shouldn't be alive, I should die--"
Feng Changqing was dumbfounded.
She originally said this to make Zhou Ruozhen live a good life now, but why did she say it instead make Zhou Ruo die?
Feng Changqing had no time to think too much, so he hurriedly said, "What are you doing? Child... Yes, there will be children in the future. Ya'er died prematurely, it's not your fault. It's not you, it's the gods in the sky who like Ya'er's cuteness, so they took her to be a fairy early." Feng Changqing was talking nonsense about the bad reasons, hoping to ease her condition.
But she didn't listen at all, but instead she smiled hysterically, "Why is it not my fault, it's my fault, it's me! It's me!"
Seeing that this was not reasonable, Feng Changqing wanted to be crazy and make trouble, and she was quite troubled. She simply cut her into pieces with a knife and asked the nanny and maid to come and help her away.
After she was settled back into the house to sleep, the nanny came out to thank Feng Changqing, and sighed, "Madam, it's usually quiet. Every time I see the eldest master, I will lose control. This has been several times."
"Master?"
"Yes..." The nanny sighed again, "Madam always said that the little lady's affairs are...the eldest young master caused it. If I hadn't just been looking for you to send food to the mountain, I wouldn't have delayed the little lady's condition."
The nanny sighed repeatedly, "Mrs. used to be a vivid girl, but now she is like this."
Feng Changqing felt a little sad, and her face was normal. She comforted the nanny and told her to take good care of her before leaving the yard.
Xiao Feng stood outside the yard and waited, confirming that she was intact and was not injured, and breathed a sigh of relief.
Feng Changqing glanced at him, "What expression?"
"I'm afraid that you will get rid of your skin and make Tang Shuai deal with me."
Feng Changqing laughed, "It's so exaggerated."
Xiao Feng frowned and said, "It's not an exaggeration at all. Tang Shuai is easy to talk about anything, but as long as it is related to you, Tang Shuai is like a different person."
"Is that true?" Feng Changqing said lightly, absent-mindedly, thinking about what Zhou Ruo said and the rumors with Su Yue.
She was not a gossiper, but how did Zhou Ruo behave like now? He always had to find a way to solve it. If he wanted to solve it, he had to know her knot... right?
Seeing that she was indifferent, Xiao Feng remained silent and did not speak anymore.
The two left the alley together, and Feng Changqing also got on the horse. Just as they were about to leave, Xiao Feng suddenly said, "Sir, look at it."
Feng Changqing turned around and saw Su Yue standing in front of the carriage and waved to her opposite the alley.
Chang Feng thought for a while, got off the horse and walked over, "Why haven't you gone back yet?"
"Go upstairs and sit down." Su Yue didn't say much, and took the lead in entering the teahouse next to him. Feng Changqing didn't think much, so he told Xiao Feng to go back for the time being, and then followed him in.
The two of them went to the upper floor to sit down and ordered a pot of apricot tea.
When the tea came up, Su Yue poured a cup for himself and Feng Changqing, picked it up and savored it carefully, "Miss Feng also tastes it."
"Yes." Feng Changqing nodded, picked up and took a sip. The teeth in his sore mouth almost fell down. He quickly put them down and picked up the white water on the other side and took a big sip.
"It's still so sour." Su Yue looked at the teacup with a complicated expression. "When I first met Aruo, she cooked me a pot of apricot tea. There was no sugar at her house. The apricot tea was so sour. I also bit the bullet and didn't show any impolite expressions on my face."
Feng Changqing pursed her lips, and it turned out that he actually had a story with Zhou Ruo!
Su Yue took another big sip, put down the teacup expressionlessly, and filled it with it.
He looked at Feng Changqing, "In Yuncheng, I believe you have heard a lot of rumors about me and Aruo."
"Um."
"Although the rumors are exaggerated and untrue, they are not without evidence..." Su Yue smiled bitterly and spoke lightly.
Zhou Ruo was the daughter of a scholar. Xiucai made a mistake in Guanzhong and took Zhou Ruo through mountains and rivers to hide outside the pass. When he arrived in Hailing, he was exhausted and had no choice but to stay for the time being. Only Xiu could speak and write. By reading letters and writing to others, he could always earn a few dollars to support the father and daughter.
Yuncheng was stable, and the court's wanted order was not passed down.
The scholar thought of settled down in Yuncheng and wanted to find a decent job, but before he found the job, he fell ill due to a long journey. The father and daughter were already in short supply. After seeing the illness several times, they were even penniless. Seeing that they were desperate, Zhou Ruo had to sell himself to save his father.
And Su Yue appeared at this moment.
He walked around Yuncheng for business, and saw that the father and daughter were so pitiful that he was moved by Zhou Ruo's filial piety, so he saved Zhou Ruo's father and daughter.
Zhou Ruo originally wanted to promise her body, but unfortunately, Su Yue was devoted to business at that time and had no intention of being a man or a woman. He also gave some money to settle Zhou Ruo and his daughter, which made the scholar think that he was a very good young man. After he recovered from his illness, he talked about repaying things, saying that he could write and do something for Su Yue, and he felt relieved.
The scholar repeatedly stated that he would repay his kindness.
Su Yue had to take the scholar and his daughter home. At that time, Su Ming was still young, so he asked the scholar to be Su Ming's husband and teach Su Ming to study and learn to read.
Zhou Ruo was two years older than Su Ming and was fifteen years old at that time. Because of Su Yue's saving himself, he had a special liking for Su Yue. He made sachets, made pastries, and sewed clothes for Su Yue. He was afraid that he would disturb him, so he only looked at him from afar.
The girl is in love with spring, and her sincerity is the most sincere, and her true heart is all on Su Yue.
No matter how busy Su Yue was in business, he was still moved by Zhou Ruo’s little by little.
Zhou Ruo was ecstatic when he received Su Yue's response. His eyebrows and eyes were raised when he spoke during that period.
It’s a pity that the good times won’t last long.
There was a change in business at home, and Su Yue was busy dealing with it, leaving early and returning late.
The fresh past of passionate love, life has become dull and no company. Zhou Ruo was just unhappy at the beginning, but he always understood the hardships of supporting his family business alone, and tried his best to be a sensible flower of Xieyu.
Unfortunately... the enthusiasm was slowly worn out in this understanding.
Zhou Ruo was waiting all the time. She thought that there would always be a smooth business day. When it went well, he would have time to accompany her. Moreover, she was not young anymore. Her father said that he wanted to tell her about the kiss several times. She wanted to tell Su Yue about this and see what Su Yue meant. Unfortunately, Su Yue had been busy and was always very busy. Except for the two months she accepted her, he would mostly not be at home for the remaining year.
Zhou Ruo finally couldn't wait.
She knew that he would definitely go home to accompany Su Ming in the Mid-Autumn Festival.
She was ready to ask clearly on that day what he was thinking, and whether the rich young master was just teasing her.
No matter what it is, she will ask for a definite answer.
Finally, the Mid-Autumn Festival came, and Su Yue came back indeed. He accompanied Su Ming to spend some time with food, and then handled things in the study until very late before returning to his yard. As soon as he entered, he saw Zhou Ruo waiting in his yard.
Zhou Ruo asked about him.
Su Yue couldn't react for a moment. He didn't know how to deal with this relationship. He was not ready and he was too busy.
The two of them were not in a good relationship and were seen by Zhou Ruo's father when they were in trouble.
The scholar always knew what his daughter was thinking, but he felt that Su Yue didn't like Zhou Ruo. If his daughter continued like this, she would only hurt him, so she always wanted to marry her daughter, but she didn't know that she would see those things that day.
In the eyes of scholars, the entanglement between Su Yue and Zhou Ruo was understood by him as Zhou Ruo pestering Su Yue regardless of shame, and was so angry that he became seriously ill.
After the condition got slightly better, the scholar insisted on marrying Zhou Ruo out and not allowing her to stay in the Su family to harm her benefactor.
But Zhou Ruo likes Su Yue, how could he want to marry someone else? Because of this incident, he had a very fierce argument with his father. The scholar was very angry and his condition was not completely cured. He was bedridden and went there like this.
Zhou Ruo collapsed, and his eyes changed when he looked at Su Yue.
She suddenly suspected that those likes were just her own wishful thinking, and Su Yue had no meaning at all.
If he wants to see her and accompany her, he will have time.
After finishing her father's funeral, Zhou Ruo was alone in the yard. Several times she wanted to leave the Su family, but Su Yue stopped her back.
Because the scholar suddenly died of illness, Su Yue realized that his procrastination had hurt two people, so he wanted to wait for Zhou Ruo to calm down before going to find her.
But he didn't expect that the time when Zhou Ruo lost her father was when she needed Su Yue the most. Su Yue did not appear, but Su Ming was always by Zhou Ruo's side.
After a few years of companionship, Su Ming had a special liking for Zhou Ruo. He used his most childish heart to warm Zhou Ruo's cold heart a little bit. Su Ming even happily told Su Yue that he would get married to Zhou Ruo.
Su Yueru was thundering in the head and didn't react for a long time. Only then did he realize that he liked Zhou Ruo so much, and even felt that she would wait for him in her heart. Now that she has only been a few days, she actually wants to be her sister-in-law?
Jealousy and anger fermented at the same time, and Su Yue refused sternly.
In a fit of anger, Su Ming took Zhou Ruo to the outside of the pass.
"That child..." Su Yue smiled bitterly, "It's my child."
"What?" Feng Changqing looked at him unexpectedly.
"At that time, they said they wanted to get married. I was so jealous that I drank a lot of wine to find her. The two of them didn't know why... Later, I sent someone to find them in Shibacheng. When I took them back, the child was already born. I drank too much at the beginning and I couldn't remember what happened that night. I just felt that Zhou Ruo was hiding me so hard. I thought she hated me very much. And there was A Ming, who knew nothing, the most innocent. I could only swallow everything back to my stomach and maintain the calmness on the surface."
"You know everything later. They met you outside the pass. By chance, you saved them. Later, the family I sent out finally found them and took them back home. After the two of them were in trouble, they had a deep friendship. I had to throw myself into the family's property and paralyze myself... But who would have expected that the Liao people suddenly came, and we abandoned the Su family's property and came to Yuncheng, and lived in a house again."
Su Yue lowered his eyes, "Their deep affection, I became the unnecessary annoying one. A Ming advised me again that I should consider my own affairs. I... In order to give up and live a normal life, I agreed, and found a matchmaker and married a wife. It's a pity-"
Su Yue smiled bitterly, "That woman is gentle and elegant, but I can't forget the past. Instead, because of the marriage, I missed the past more and more. At that time, I always remembered the past. Later, she became pregnant... She was very happy, and I was also happy. I thought that with a child, I would definitely calm down and fade away from the past. Days passed day by day, and her belly became bigger and bigger, and finally she was about to give birth. But one day, she accidentally saw some notes I wrote, which were long and long, including the confusion and difficulties when I first took over the business, and... her entanglement and discomfort about Aruo's affairs... She became depressed, which affected her childbirth, and had two lives..."
At this point, Su Yue looked at the Xingzi Tea in front of him with a dull look, and the joints of the tea cup were white due to the force.
Feng Changqing was silent for a long time before saying, "So you went up the mountain and hid?"
Su Yue nodded weakly, "I have no choice..."
Feng Changqing felt angry and unhappy, "When you have feelings for Zhou Ruo, you don't cherish it, but you don't give up your friendship, and you'll never give up. After going around, it hurts four people in pain and pain... When I first met you, I just thought you were wise and capable, but I didn't expect you to be like this-" Looking at Su Yue's expression of dullness and letting her scold her, Feng Changqing pursed her lips, and didn't say the ugly words, and sat down.
"What are you going to do now?"
Zhou Ruo must have taken care of him after he was depressed and someone reported bad words to him. As for Su Ming...
To be continued...