As for what she missed, Lin Suqing was actually not particularly curious. Whether she said it or not, it was really insignificant compared to overturning everything she knew.

The reason why he responded to her request was not just to know what she missed, but to think that he needed to do something to divert his energy and attention. Otherwise, he would be worried that he would fall into self-denial because of regret, deny everything about himself, and even deny the meaning of his life.

He has been thinking since the beginning, is it necessary for him to live?

If his survival always troubles the world, why should he continue to live?

However, he was not willing to die. However, his unwillingness now is different from his unwillingness before. Now his unwillingness now is more because of the second prince.

Didn’t the second prince make every sacrifice just to make him survive? Then how could he not live?

With this idea, Lin Suqing walked for a long time, and as he walked, he thought of the purpose of living. Once upon a time, living was to go back, because his elderly mother needed his care, but now he...

Regardless of whether the mother in the world is his biological mother, the relationship that has treated him as a parent-child for decades will not be false, he has experienced it personally. But... his identity, now or when he goes back in the future, can he live like an ordinary person like he used to be? Will it bring trouble or bring changes to the peaceful world over there?

Maybe...he can't go back...but, if he doesn't go back, then...

By the way, I forgot to ask her who was the one who adopted him, was it Xia Huniao? If it were her... I suddenly felt a little bit of gratitude, at least not as fragile as mortals, birth, old age, sickness, and torture... Just thinking about it alone makes me feel thrilled. I hope everything is fine, I hope I don't have to worry about it, I hope I'm not mortals.

"If you are a mortal, please do not implicate my sins of this disaster to her. I hope the world will know her. She is a good person who is thrifty and hardworking. Although she has a bad temper, she is soft and kind in her heart. Please treat her gently. Give me any sins."

Lin Suqing prayed in her heart.

He also prayed about the Second Prince: "May the Lord be reborn in Nirvana as soon as possible and allow me to go and apologize."

After the heavy rain, the air is filled with thick moisture, and there is no wind. The red sunset is soaking in the horizon, reflecting thousands of peaks. Even the lush forests seem to be covered with layers of red gauze.

Probably, people who are full of worries like to look at the sky from afar and try to clear their worries, just like the sky is clear.

...

After the rain passed, the flying eagle reigned in the sky, and the big fish jumped out of the water from time to time, as if it would turn into a human form in an instant. Fortunately, it did not.

Lin Suqing beat a few pheasants, caught two more male fish, and set up a fire by the lake to roast it. He has never left a small wooden house in the past five years. He has been doing this for a while, just to make the dog happy. This time, he killed the second prince with his own hands, and it is probably difficult for the dog to forgive him any more. For example, it is clear that love and hate.

As early as when he made this plan, he expected the consequences, expected the separation with Gouzi, and expected the separation from Xiye without saying goodbye... This journey was not in vain, but he had to leave after living, so he had to leave.

All are choices, and regrets are also choices.

There is nothing clearly in life. Now he has sorted out all his doubts, but he still has not lived clearly, nor has he felt that everything is thorough.

Live one more day and you will just have one more puzzle.

Once life is over, I am afraid that I will be confused, awakened, regretted, and kept regretting.

Death is never difficult, living is the most difficult, and living requires courage. Suddenly... he doesn't want to live anymore.

...

The sky became darker and the glow became more and more colorful and the pressure was lower. It was clearly noon in summer, but the sky was as turbid as the autumn evening, and the clouds burned more redder than the flames.

In a state of dismay, Lin Suqing finally cooked the pheasants and roasted the fish. He wrapped them all in lotus leaves and picked them back to the wooden house. As soon as he entered the house, the fragrant meaty smell immediately filled the whole house and could not dissipate, which made the little kids saliva.

"Come on, you can sit down and eat too." She sat down straight and raised her hand to signal Lin Suqing to take her seat.

He sat down with appreciation, but although the dishes were fragrant, he had no appetite: "Please use it slowly for me." Since his practice, he has not felt hungry and full for many years.

"Although you have practiced the technique of fasting through meridians, you can eat a little bit, not to stop hunger, but to fill the gap in your heart." She wiped her hands on her body, tore off a lotus leaf, broke off a chicken leg through the leaf and handed it to him, "Eat it. If you don't eat it, I'm really worried that you will be poisoned."

Lin Suqing raised her eyes and was stunned for a moment, smiled hurriedly, took the chicken leg, and immediately chewed it a bit, chewed it down, and said gentlely: "Senior, you can rest assured."

But she was stunned for a moment and said, "Your temperament..." She was quite helpless, "I don't know who she followed..."

He was neither arrogant nor impatient, neither humble nor arrogant, and he slightly touched the corner of his mouth and smiled reluctantly, saying, "The good part may be with his parents or influenced by the second prince. As for the bad part, it is all learned by myself the day after tomorrow."

"Oh..." she sighed, then said, "Then do you know what I want to say?"

"I don't know, I'd like to listen carefully."

"About what I just said..." She didn't really want to eat big fish and meat. "I've thought about it for a long time, so let me tell you."

"Hmm." It sounds like another unbearable thing.

She put her hands off the table, and Zhengrong Kang said, "The Second Prince will not come back."

"What does it mean not to come back?" An ominous premonition circled in my heart.

"The meaning of not coming back is that although the Phoenix lineage can be reborn in Nirvana, the second prince...he is an exception." She said solemnly.

"Exception?" Lin Suqing was shocked and confused. He was puzzled. He was even dissatisfied. "Please ask me to explain in detail."

"The second prince was born by the ancestor. Since he was born by the ancestor, then his body would not only have his own spiritual soul." She was completely cut off and very serious, "In other words, in some cases, the second prince is the same as you. Since he has his own three souls and seven spirits, he still has the three souls and seven spirits of the Phoenix Ancestor."

"What does it mean that he can't come back... I can't understand it later." He focused on this matter. No matter how many identities the second prince has or how many spiritual spirits the second prince has, he just wanted to know the so-called individual examples, what does the so-called so-called "not coming back" mean, could it be...

"In other words, the second prince died and woke up after Nirvana was reborn, was no longer him, but the Phoenix Ancestor."

"What about him? Where is the second prince?" Lin Suqing was a little anxious and could no longer hold back.
Chapter completed!