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Chapter 201: The Lonely Long Night

We were all shocked.

I remembered an old news about the Lop Nur disaster-

In 1949, the plane from Chongqing to Dihua (Urumqi) disappeared over Shanshan. In 1958, it was found on the salt shell in eastern Lop Nur, and all the people on board died. What is puzzling is that the plane originally flew to the northwest, but why did it suddenly change its route and fly to the south? No one knows.

This plane belongs to our time, or to the time of the outside world?

Or, it suddenly broke into the ecstasy land while flying, causing a crash?

I asked Meng Xiaoshuai: "Is it a flight or a helicopter?"

Meng Xiaoshuai said: "I can't tell, it should be a small plane."

I said, “Did anyone survive?”

Meng Xiaoshuai said: "It must not be. It fell into pieces. However, we did not see the body."

I said, "Did you find food? Or other supplies?"

Meng Xiaoshuai said: "The temperature of those wreckage is too high, and there are a few places that are still burning and cannot get close to them!"

After a moment of silence, I said, "We'll go and have a look tomorrow morning."

I didn't say it, but I felt very strange in my heart.

The vast Lop Nur 100,000 square kilometers, why did this plane crash near us? Could it be that this lake is causing trouble? For some reason, I had such a guess in my mind - it was sending us something.

As for what it sent, I don't know.

That night, I talked to Bai Xinxin and Meng Xiaoshuai about the negotiation process.

Bai Xinxin said nothing, Meng Xiaoshuai scolded her mother.

I want to reassign the tent.

My thoughts are - Zhang Hui and I sleep in a tent, Liu Xueer and Meng Xiaoshuai slept in a tent, Wu Min and Bai Xinxin slept in a tent. I even wanted to suggest Liu Xueer and Wu Min sleep in a tent, because Wu Min was too weak, Liu Xueer happened to take care of him.

However, in the past, I had been living with Yuye, but now I have proposed to change the tent, which seems too sudden. I plan to postpone it for one night and talk about it tomorrow.

That night, I wanted to be quiet alone.

Originally, Bai Xinxin should be on duty tonight, so I said to him: "You ran away for a little day and I'm so tired, I'll do it for you."

Bai Xinxin said: "Thank you, I really have a sore waist and back pain. I can drive in the desert and reach my limit in half an hour."

You may ask at this time-

Have you decided to alienate the juice?

She was once taken away by humanoids, and you risked your life to save her. She clearly showed no signs of life, but you did not let others bury her. You must spend the last night with her. That night, you kept sitting next to her, whispering to her gently until she miraculously resurrected... Have you forgotten?

The second time, you sneaked into the lake. She kept sitting by the lake, crying and waiting for you to get ashore. Even ten old cows couldn't pull them back. In the end, she lost her life for you... Have you forgotten?

When you know that the juice is dead, you are so sad that you gave her the only piece of heavenly things on the earth and buried them under the yellow sand together... Have you forgotten?

After Xiao Juer left, Xiao 5 sat in the passenger seat next to you. You always mistakenly thought she was Liu Juer. You miss her so much! When she was by your side, you were not afraid of anything you met. After she left, you felt that nothing was meaningless... Have you forgotten?

When the juice appeared again, you knew that the dead one was the copy of her. How happy you were at that time, it seemed that the flowers all over the world were blooming... Have you forgotten?

After the juice disappeared again, you gave up leaving, leaving alone, looking for her in the sky and the open space... Have you forgotten?

When you found the juice, you promised her to marry her after you went out. You said that you would carry her to the place where the wedding was held. If you couldn't walk halfway, you would lie in the desert, treat the sky as a quilt, the ground as a bed, and hold it tightly... Have you forgotten!

I haven't forgotten.

What I want to say to you is that this is love.

Everything changes, we can only believe in our current mood and vows.

If I were given a chance to defend myself, then I would like to say that I have thought seriously that what Wu Min said was correct. I was afraid that I would let down Liu Yuer’s trust and love, and I was afraid that I could not afford her long future. It is maturity to see this.

From a certain perspective, Wu Min may be more suitable for her. That is to say, Liu Yuer and Wu Min may be happier than being with me.

If I love juice, why not make her happy?

In addition, Liu Yuer was young and not firm. When she heard that she and Wu Min were a couple in her previous life, she obviously loosened.

I can't rub the sand in my eyes.

You can say that I am picky and petty, and I have no choice. Since I was a child, I have always had this attitude towards the opposite sex.

However, I also want to tell you another true mentality - when I decided to alienate the juice, my heart was so empty...

Liu Yuer should have felt that I was avoiding her. She didn't ask anything. She lay down alone early. Her tent was dark and there was no movement at all.

The emergency lights of the other two tents were turned off one after another.

The entire Lop Nur was swallowed up by the endless darkness again.

I sat alone on a higher sand slope, thinking about my thoughts.

There are not many days left in life.

What is my daughter Meixi doing now?

It was probably afternoon in her country, maybe she had just finished school and took the bus home. Maybe there was a handsome French boy escorting her.

Has she been in love?

After she went to France at the age of 8, I was really no longer a competent father. I didn’t know if she had a boyfriend now…

Should I leave her a letter?

Oh, by standard, it is a suicide note.

I wrote it, pressing a stone on this desert, will she see it one day?

If I wasn't trapped in Lop Nur, if I was in a normal world, then when I was about to die, she would read the suicide note, whether it was placed on the bedside, put it in a pocket, or posted it online at will.

And now, I think it is already very difficult to say a few words to my daughter in the end.

I raised my hands and compared them on my chest, making a "heart" shape. However, the two index fingers were not close together, but left a little distance and became a deformed "M". M is the first letter of Meixi's French name. I used this hand shape to tell her: Meixi, Dad loves you!

If there are thousands of words that don’t know how to express, and if you can only choose one sentence, then this sentence must be this sentence.

I told a story to Monsoon called "Unprecedented" - a man and a woman came down from the Himalayas and found that there was no one in this world...

How similar is the situation described in that story to the present.

There is no one, no sound, no wind, no light, as quiet as prehistoric.

When we are in the city, we are often troubled by noise, the sound of endless cars, the sound of deafening pop songs in the big speakers along the street, the sound of firecrackers holding weddings, the sound of children running and shouting in the community, the sound of old people blowing saxophones or horns, the sound of hawkers endless hawking, the sound of city railways passing by, the sound of planes ringing through the sky, the sound of harsh electric drills on construction sites...

Now, it is already a luxury to hear these sounds, even the sound of pots and pans in the neighbor's house...

I wrote a sad song in that story. At this moment, I seemed to hear it ringing again - the big rabbit is sick, the two rabbits look at it. The three rabbits buy medicine, the four rabbits boil it. The five rabbits die, the six rabbits carry it. The seven rabbits dig holes, the eight rabbits buried. The nine rabbits sit on the ground and cry. The ten rabbits ask him why he cried. The nine rabbits say, the five rabbits will never come back!…

There is a reader named @Monster Store--JIN. He (she) also specially drew a print for this song, and after mounting it, he sent it to me. Now I feel very warm.

Another reader wrote an article in Zhou Dedong Post Bar, which found 67 kinds of murderous intent from this song.

Yes, I recall the 10 rabbits in that print. They have expressions, relationships, languages, emotions, actions, and conspiracies... In this dark night, the more I think about it, the more terrifying it becomes.

In the end, I was even scared of the simplest question - why did they suddenly speak?

Even kindergarten children can answer me: Uncle! That's a fairy tale!

Baby, uncle knows that it is a fairy tale. I am thinking of another question - if there are 10 rabbits in real life who really speak, wouldn't they scare people to death?

In fact, many similar phenomena have occurred on Lop Nur.

What should I do if the rabbit really speaks?

I could only look at them foolishly, at a loss.

At a loss...

I suddenly thought of a way - burn off the painting that the reader gave me!

It's dawn.

Everyone got up.

Bai Xinxin seemed very excited, and today we will return to the crash site.

Zhang Hui walked over and said to me, "Boss Zhou, don't go, let's have some sleep."

I said, "I'm not sleepy. I really want to see what happened to that plane."

Zhang thought about it and said, "I will stand guard tonight."

Wu Min's body has not recovered much. I asked him and Liu Xueer to stay at home, and Liu Xueer took care of him. I took Zhang Hui, Bai Xinxin and Meng Xiaoshuai.

Before leaving, Liu Juer walked up to me and whispered: "Take off your clothes."

I looked at her.

She said, "I'll wash you, you've been wearing it for a week."

I said, "No water, I won't wash it."

She said: "I use the water from the lake."

I said, "Not safe!"

She said: "It's sunny and there's no problem. Take it off, don't find any reason, I smell the bad smell."

I walked into the tent and replaced my T-shirt and jeans.

They sweat a lot during the day, and when it gets cold at night, they dry again. They have been repeated over and over again, and now they have become as hard as armor.

I put my clothes at the door of the tent and said to Juye, "Pick up the water and wash it."

Liu Xueer said, "You go."

Meng Xiaoshuai drove and we set off.
Chapter completed!
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