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290、I understand

Li Haizhou walked indifferently while turning back and sneering: "Damn, you..."

Before the words were finished, there was a dull explosion!

Just like the sounds that have been detonated countless times in the past, there is no delay in the explosion, and there is no stone beside the mines placed by Li Haizhou himself as an alarm. Bai Haonan feels that he is right beside him, bang!

A strong wind-like air flow rushed over the head, and then blood rain fell down!

Bai Haonan, who rushed into the grass, looked up again, and a lot of liquid and debris that seemed to have warmth dripped directly onto his face!

Several large pieces of limb fragments fell on the grass in front of them, making a whirring sound that they were used to, as if they were just a small backpack or a small pumpkin...

Even though he had experienced so much, Bai Haonan still solidified instantly. It can be said that the person who had been dependent on each other turned into another material state. This psychological impact made Bai Haonan shake his whole body when he stood up!

The second impact in just a short time!

If it weren't for Li Haizhou who wanted to lead the way, or if it wasn't for Ada, even if his trust in it was a little less, based on his current understanding of the explosion, he would have become the same state as he stood there!

A tremor that started from nowhere spread across his body. Bai Haonan felt that he could lose control of his body at any time. He was afraid, fear, glory, or more unexplained emotions mixed together, supporting him to move towards the largest limb that he could see through his sight. It was really moving. He didn't even have the strength to lift his feet, and his feet made a soft rubbing sound on the rotten plants on the ground.

When he moved to the last ball object, he looked at the open pupils and recalled the black and thin face that seemed to be dying with his eyes closed in an instant. Bai Haonan could no longer support him and knelt down directly. Countless emotions surged in his mind and body, as if they were about to burst out. Bai Haonan wanted to raise his neck and shout to vent, but his throat was blocked and he could not use force. When his palm touched the object with body temperature, when his fingers touched the soft and oily eyelids, it was almost instinctive. The sound that Bai Haonan could make in his throat was: "I wish all sentient beings will be happy and free from pain forever..."

I have read the very familiar dedication text countless times. In the country, it is to beg for alms and bless, in the town, it is to educate young people, and on the battlefield, it is to calm down. But at this moment, it seems that every word is hitting Bai Haonan's mind!

The kind that shines with golden light!

Then it seemed as if another channel of thought was opened, and all the past was reviewed in front of you as if you were playing a movie!

My childhood love for football, my mother's back in a trance;

I was sweating profusely on the court for countless days, so I was so tired that I didn’t think about so much, and I didn’t miss and envy others and beautiful families. So I was just trying hard all day long to spend my energy and not thinking about so many useless things;

The lively black-footed team used a secret move on the court. When you get the first fund to sell the ball, you will look at those teammates who are playing football seriously and give the words hmp in your heart;

The last wonderful shot that sets the world off with one shot;

The front of the car that was knocked away in the blazing fire;

The wine bottle hits the splashing pieces on someone else's head;

Li Lin's spotless smile face and the action of twisting her fingers;

The monk who burned himself in the flames;

The terrified boy in the fire of the night shot;

A twisted expression on the battlefield, black and blue corpses all over the mountains;

Countless women with different expressions are either charming or reserved, or scolding or acting coquettish;

There are also countless corpses, with different bodies and bruises all over the body, and bloody scenes appearing crosswise. The so-called beautiful and handsome man is just a hair and skin. The feeling of the feeling of surging water is like surging water, and it is natural to understand.

I just watched it briefly and didn’t know how many channels were opened in front of my mind, and it was broadcast in a rolling manner!

It seems that even the brain capacity has been expanded, multi-threaded computing is not hindered, and traffic flows!

All kinds of yesterday are like death yesterday; all kinds of today are like birth today!

Even if he didn't know the source of this sentence, Bai Haonan felt that he had all died a moment ago!

Now I am like a newborn child!

He didn't realize that the scriptures he had almost subconsciously chanted had changed its tone. He put on a crying voice and became as if he was singing, and he sang it with a long voice: "

I am dedicating my good roots to obtain the extraordinary practice of Samantabhadra;

May I remove all obstacles when I am about to die;

When you meet that Buddha Amitabha, you will be reborn in the land of happiness;

I have been reborn in that country and have achieved this great vow;

Everything is perfect and will benefit all sentient beings…”

Bai Haonan, who has never read any Buddhist scriptures and has never pursued any Buddhist scriptures and has never pursued any stories and legends, seemed to have understood the meaning of this passage, and let her tears flow and sing my song!

What Buddhist scriptures do you want to go to? What faith do you want to go to?

My whole mind suddenly burst out!

Great enlightenment!

It has nothing to do with Buddhist scriptures, faith, and nothing to do with all the past life!

I'm alive!

Live in the present!

That is a feeling in life. There is nothing that cannot be let go, and there is nothing that I can't forget to hang in my heart. There is no place in the world that cannot be gone, and there is nothing that cannot be faced. I am me. Death is like a lamp that goes out. Even if the fire of a bean-sized wick is burning, there will be a time to burn out. But since it is burning, you must live with brightness and heat, and can illuminate even a little bit of it!

Living is the best thing in the world. If you have such a beautiful thing, what kind of suffering, anger, and resentment can't be left?

Is it still important to do what you do?

It doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter at all. Even if you have to slowly grind an iron rod into a needle, it’s fine!

I feel that now I can calm down and do whatever I do for myself now, and I can make a spell of tricks even if I grind my needle, because this is the meaning of living!

It’s not that you have to kill the world, so that the whole world can see it, and doing a little bit of insignificant things can make you immerse yourself in it!

No matter whether you fail or succeed in the end, if you do it with your heart, you will never live in vain in your life.

The whole mind was buzzing. In religious terms, drums and music were sounding and flowers were blooming. Welcome to heaven!

After reading the dedication text, Bai Haonan seemed to have his whole soul pulled away from his body. He stood on a high place and looked down. He saw himself, and saw the dirty T-shirt with tears on his face and a calm expression, as if he was being controlled by some puppet, pulling out the warrior from his armpit...

It’s not that I pull the trigger on my head, but that I don’t even look at it. I just break it apart with my skillful feel and throw it away!

Throw it in different directions, and the bullets in the magazine were separated and thrown out.

As well as the spare magazine on his body, Glock, the knife on his calf, and anything related to the killing of swords and guns was thrown away. He also touched his pocket hard to confirm that there was nothing left and stood up.

The soul seemed to return to his position at this time, and turned his head and smiled that he could not even imagine, and waved his hand to the dog next to him: "Ada, come home with me!"

He then went in the direction chosen by Li Haizhou, leaving his partner here to return to dust and land, and made great strides.
Chapter completed!
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