Volume 10, Chapter 77, Memories
Wen Yufan opened the door outside the barber shop again. ()
At this moment, she was standing at the door, looking at the dark world outside the door, and then began to imagine.
Her construction of the dream model is the community where she has lived for more than ten years. This barber shop is in the community. Although she has left home and wandered in Beijing for many years, she will never forget the appearance of her home, even if it is bricks, tile, tree, and grass.
This process is naturally very painful.
No matter what imagination she imagines, she will eventually be completely swallowed by the darkness outside and nothing will appear.
It lasted for more than five hours.
Yu Fan's forehead began to seep sweat, his face became more and more haggard, and he was stopped by the Marquis.
Failed again.
The barber shop has begun to collapse. If you don’t find a way, both of them are destined to be buried in this barber shop. Wen Yufan is already very difficult to be calm at this time. However, this kind of thing is not too anxious.
So, the Marquis would start to continue... talking to Wen Yufan about her past events to deepen her memory and impression.
"There is a grocery store near the barber shop. The store has been open for more than ten years. The owner is an outsider. My father used to ask me to go to the grocery store to buy cigarettes for him."
Wen Yufan began to tell the story of what happened in the past. The grocery store was the focus, and it was closest to the barber shop. The Marquis asked to follow the truth completely. If it was created out of thin air, then every imagination would have a difference and it would inevitably not be effective. Only when you think about the exact same scene every time and remember it to a certain extent can you create it!
The community is just the beginning. It will continue to expand to the streets and buildings outside... Once a huge dream model is formed, then both of them may be saved!
"The boss is very polite. I forgot to get change once, but he called me back. I was very grateful to him at that time because if I just went home like this, my mother would definitely scold me to death."
She has repeated the passage just now for countless times in the past three months, and she has already said everything she can remember.
If you are an ordinary person, at most you can do this.
But Wen Yufan is not an ordinary person. With her spiritual talent, she will never be able to remember this level.
So the Marquis asked her another question that she had repeated countless times: "What brand of cigarettes did you buy that time, how much did you spend, and how much should you make change?"
"I really don't remember the brand of cigarettes... I was only eight years old at that time. My father liked to smoke the most was China, but my mother often nagged him, so he used to smoke cheaper cigarettes, such as Baisha and Daqianmen. I'm not sure what cigarettes I bought that time. Is this very important?"
"It's very important. The clearer the memory, the more successful the dream model is."
"But...I really don't remember..."
"What you can remember. With your spiritual talent, once fully developed, you can even remember your own infancy."
More than 99% of people in this world cannot recall what happened when they were two or three years old, let alone what happened when they were infancy.
"Okay...I'll try again..."
For three months, the Marquis had to ask this question every day. Then Yu Fan continued to recall it.
Cigarette brand...brand...brand...
People's memories are actually often wrong and confused due to many subjective factors. Some memories that people believe are undoubtedly false in the future. Wen Yufan feels that the cigarettes his father asked him to buy should be Baisha, but in the memory, the cigarettes sold in grocery stores seem to be more common. As for the price of cigarettes, she doesn't remember them even more. Although her father smokes more and more fiercely, he never asked her to buy cigarettes after Wen Yufan's high school. Wen Yufan doesn't smoke normally, so he naturally doesn't care about the price of cigarettes.
But today, when she recalled again, the scene that had been recalling for three months appeared in her mind again...
She... took the money her father gave her...
Arrive at the grocery store...
Then…the cigarette the boss handed her…
It's not white sand, nor Daqianmen, but...
Red double happiness!
She was shocked to find that this memory became so clear, just like something she had just experienced yesterday!
"That was a hard box of Red Shuangxi, the price was 8 yuan. I handed over twenty yuan at that time because my father said that he would see which varieties there were. If there were Red Shuangxi, he would buy Red Shuangxi. At that time, I took the cigarette and forgot to get change. After running for a while, I was called back by the boss..."
"Little girl, your change!"
Suddenly at this moment, a shout came from outside the dark barber shop!
At this moment, both of them turned their eyes outside the barber shop!
But it was still pitch black outside...
Wen Yufan was shocked. The voice just now was indeed the voice of the boss!
It really succeeded!
Although there are certain assumptions, the real verification success still made the Marquis feel unreal. For the first time, he abandoned reason and sought survival from a purely emotional perspective, and actually achieved success.
Is it really the protagonist's halo? Or...Wen Yufan's firm will?
Rationality and sentiment are important conditions for achieving success.
At this time, Wen Yufan also looked outside and said, "This... this is really like a horror movie... what I think can really be realized in this dream world..."
Then she stopped wasting time and continued to recall what happened.
"You are really, I forgot to get the money for you." The boss handed her the remaining twelve yuan and said, "Or put it here, and I'll buy cigarettes next time to avoid your money?"
"No...my mom will scold me!"
After taking the money, Wen Yufan hurriedly ran back, but he didn't even say thank you. Now that I think about it, I really didn't know how to be a human being at that time.
"Boss...thank you!"
Through the boundary between time and space and the real dream, Yu Fan said this to the darkness in front of him!
But the darkness has not changed.
Could it be... that only sound can be displayed at the moment?
But no matter what, this also greatly encouraged Wen Yufan.
"I can do what I can do. Marquis, I can definitely do it!" Wen Yufan ran to the Marquis excitedly, pulled up his other hand that had not become transparent, and said, "We can survive, we can definitely survive!"
Speaking of this, there was a trace of tears in her eyes. After all, she herself was under the threat of death in the past three months. Now she finally has the hope of vitality, so she cried with joy!
After a long time, she felt something was wrong, so she quickly pulled back the hand holding the Marquis and said a little embarrassedly: "I'm sorry... I'm so excited..."
"Don't be happy too early." The Marquis did not forget to hit her at this time: "No one knows when the collapse of the barber shop will come. To celebrate, when we leave here and return to the theater, I agree with whatever you want."
then……
Another few hours of effort were wasted.
The sound just now seemed like a flash in the pan.
"Or... let's talk about my past things again?" Wen Yufan felt that this would not work. Since the method just now worked, he should give it a try again.
"Yes. Tell me."
"Well... I... my mother is a person who likes to show off. She is obviously a street stall product, but she always says she is a high-end necklace. Jewelry. When she meets neighbors in the community, she always compares her clothes and jewelry, sometimes pets, and sometimes children's grades. I remember one time she took me out and met a wife living in the opposite building. That time, they quarreled, and I remember that the argument was very fierce, but I was only eight years old at that time and didn't know what they were quarreling. Later, I recalled that I thought it was probably because my mother was comparing with others again..."
"Can you recall it?"
"I'll give it a try..."
She began to recall...
The next day, she successfully recalled the causes and consequences. At that time, the wife had accused her father of having a mistress outside because she hated her mother, which made her quarrel with her in anger. As a result, her parents later had a fight, and it was finally over. However, her mother also knew that she had done something wrong afterwards and never dared to go shopping wildly for a month or two.
Then I continued to recall... many things are closely related to my parents.
Yu Fan discovered that she seemed to have rarely recalled these things seriously before. However, the more she recalled, the more she missed her parents.
"That day... the community held a summer vacation cool-off performance, and my mother took me to see it. As a result, my mother also performed once, and she sang a song by Teresa Teng..."
Speaking of this, Yu Fan's voice stopped.
She could clearly recall the song of her mother...the melody was sounding in her ears at this moment.
Unexpectedly, my mother's singing actually sounds very good.
But I rarely hear my mother sing.
My father said that my mother had the idea of becoming a singer when she was young, but later she failed. Because her family was not in good condition, she couldn't let her learn singing. In addition, her education was average, so her family decided to let her get married sooner. Because of this reason, my mother always felt that she could not live the life she wanted, so she put everything in the family.
She... really couldn't get to know her mother well.
At this time, she looked at the darkness outside...
go out……
Must go out...
"I have never liked my mother since a long time ago, but I liked my father more. However, my father's personality later became a little bad. At that time, our family's financial situation was always relatively tight, and my father felt that he couldn't raise his head in front of his mother. After my mother gave up singing, she put everything on her father. Maybe she felt that she could not realize her dream, and at least she hoped to live a rich life and wear beautiful clothes and beautiful jewelry."
"Recalling later... I actually recalled many things that I had no impression of at all. When I decided to go to Beijing, my father was actually reluctant to let it go. That day, he talked with his mother for a long time. I was half asleep and half awake at that time, and only heard some words a little. His father said... He felt very sad when I left like this. Mom was helping me tidy up my clothes, saying that I don't understand the change of seasons in spring and autumn, and then I have to call me to remind me..."
Speaking of this, Yu Fan began to sob.
"I shouldn't have left...I really shouldn't have left..."
The Marquis looked at Yu Fan, who was showing his true feelings at this time, and thought about himself, in order to seize the rank of marquis he has obtained, he personally killed his family. Every bit of ordinary family members is a luxury for him.
At this time...
The wall cracked again!
The barber shop began to collapse at this time! (To be continued...)
Chapter completed!