424 Vip351: A very melancholy chapter [send 900 words]
He reached out and stroked her hair, looked at her spiritless face, and his brows became deeper and deeper. He obviously had a good time two days ago, but he invited his roommate to have dinner. Although he was sad and tired, he did not have the decadent atmosphere of today. I answered a call today, why did he...
Thinking of her previous words, he understood and advised softly: "Wanqing, don't blame yourself. The matter has not been clear yet, don't take the mistakes on yourself..."
That was no longer important, Wan Qingxin said that it was true that she had lied to Xu Kewei. She didn't want to talk, so she slid down and fell asleep on the bed.
Mu Tianyang was helpless and worried about her body, but he didn't dare to continue to force her. He picked up the food, took a shower and went to bed, and hugged her tightly in his arms to feel at ease.
Wan Qing didn't sleep well, perhaps because she was sleeping too long during the day and couldn't sleep. She felt his arms wrapped around her, feeling like she was being bound. She wanted to break free from him, but she was too lazy to move, and let the uncomfortable feeling around her, and she felt uncomfortable.
Not long after, she began to feel irritable. She reached out and grabbed his arm, but did not grab it. Mu Tianyang was already asleep. When she grabbed it, she felt that she had exhausted all her strength, but for him, she just scratched her gently and couldn't wake him up.
Wan Qing only grabbed it for a moment and leaned against his arms, her hands trembling slightly and stopped moving. After a while, she clenched her hands into fists and reached to her mouth, biting them one after another, and biting them hard. She wanted to go crazy, but if she didn't bite herself, she would definitely scream and be crazy! She wanted to scream and she would be crazy! She wanted to scream and use up her strength until her life withered and she would rest...
Suddenly, she seemed to see herself standing in the wilderness, the desolate road leading from the rapeseed fields to the end of the sky, she stood in the middle of the road screaming, until the flowers faded and the heavy rain fell, and she slowly fell down. After countless suns and moons set, her clothes were destroyed into ashes, leaving only a pile of white bones...
She calmed down and no longer had annoyance. She loosened her fist that was bitten red, gently grabbed Mu Tianyang's collar, and leaned against his heart and went to sleep with peace of mind.
She will find that road, and it will not be uncomfortable at that time...
As soon as she calmed down, Mu Tianyang woke up. Mu Tianyang was also worried. He had just had a bizarre dream and suddenly woke up. He tried hard to recall, but couldn't remember what happened in the dream.
He reached out to touch Wan Qing's face. Wan Qing's mind was still clear. He opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but couldn't say it, and slowly closed it.
In the darkness, Mu Tianyang didn't see her movements, so he naturally thought she was asleep. He lay down for a while with his eyes open, turned over and lay on his side, gently hugged her in front of his chest, and kissed her behind her ear.
Wan Qing frowned, her breathing became rapid, and her mood became dull again. She gritted her teeth hard, thinking that she was uncomfortable, but she couldn't disturb others...
Mu Tianyang felt her change and shouted softly: "Wanqing?"
Wanqing didn't want to cause trouble for him. She knew she was in a bad mood and wanted to get angry, but he thought about her so much that she could not annoy him anymore, she couldn't...
Seeing that she didn't answer, Mu Tianyang thought she was dreaming, so he reached out and rubbed her forehead gently, thinking that she would sleep more peacefully.
Wanqing felt his tenderness and kindness, and felt even more uncomfortable, and she could not vent her feelings, so she could only lie stiffly. Until he stopped and lay down beside her, she opened her mouth slightly, breathed in the darkness, and shed two lines of tears...
Both of them were not sleeping soundly, and Mu Tianyang was fine, but he simply had insomnia. After a long time, his brain could not resist fatigue and naturally fell asleep again.
But Wan Qing encountered an unprecedented situation, and she didn't know what was wrong with her. She wanted to yell frantically, but she didn't want people to think that she was nervous, and she didn't even dare to let Mu Tianyang find that she was not asleep. She could only pinch her arm with both hands and use this method to vent that crazy force.
The next morning, Mu Tianyang woke up early, and his head was filled with too many things, and his headache was split. Wan Qing was drowsy and had not fallen asleep. She clearly felt his every move, but she didn't want to move. She was still lying down, and her heart was so uncomfortable that she couldn't breathe, and her stomach began to spasm. She didn't eat supper yesterday, and she didn't even eat lunch... She must have been hungry. But even that, she didn't move, as if she was too lazy to make a sound.
After washing up, Mu Tianyang came out and looked at her, tucked her quilt, and saw her frowning, and whispered worriedly: "Why are you sleeping so uneasy?"
Wan Qing wants to say: I feel uncomfortable...
However, if he asked her why she felt uncomfortable and what she felt uncomfortable, she couldn't say it. She was just uncomfortable, so uncomfortable...
She felt that she could not sleep anymore, so she opened her eyes.
Mu Tianyang was startled, shrank his hand, and asked for a moment, "Have you woken up?"
Wan Qing sat up and felt pain all over her body, especially her head and eyes, so that the pain in her muscles and joints was no longer obvious.
Seeing that her face looked even worse than yesterday, Mu Tianyang advised: "It's still early, so sleep for a while."
Wan Qing shook her head. She couldn't sleep at all, and she would go crazy if she lay down.
Mu Tianyang was stunned for a moment, thinking that she had slept during the day yesterday, and it should have been almost done, so he said, "Then wash your face and I'll ask Ma Zhang to make breakfast. What do you want to eat?"
Wanqing wanted to say she wouldn't eat it, but it was not easy to disobey his sincerity, so she said, "Whatever."
Mu Tianyang's eyebrows were slightly frowned, how could he be casual? But judging from her appearance, she probably had her heart on Xu Kewei's affairs and wouldn't care about these things anymore. So she just asked Zhang Ma to make some milk bread and porridge and steamed buns.
Mu Tiancheng and Tianxue both live here. The living room where Mu Tiancheng slept, and then got up when he heard the noise. He pulled his clothes and put away the blanket, and walked out in a daze.
He was stunned for a moment and said, "Sister-in-law, it's early."
"Ash." Wan Qing replied weakly, moved to the sofa and sat down, as if she didn't notice him staying here all night.
Mu Tiancheng rolled the blanket into the corner, stuffed it carefully, and asked, "Sister-in-law, are you insomnia?"
Wan Qing was stunned for a moment, and finally focused on looking at him, a little confused. He asked what he did? How did he see it?
Mu Tiancheng said meaningfully: "Auntie will be sad, of course, but I think Auntie will definitely hope that you will live well and live on her behalf. She suddenly suffered an accident and must have many wishes that were not fulfilled, such as seeing you get married, having children, and looking for her former relatives... These things can only be accomplished by you, and she can see them in another world. But if you can't get out, it's not for her..."
Wan Qing's heart moved. Yes, my mother must have many wishes. But she actually wanted to exile herself and follow her. Wouldn't she let her die with her eyes open? But... but she really has no motivation to survive, and everything is very tormenting. If my mother doesn't blame her and loves her, she must want her to help fulfill her wish. But if my mother knows about her and Tianyang, she will definitely not want to recognize her... Even if she goes to another world, she will not have the face to see her.
Seeing that she looked entangled, the listless aura seemed to have dissipated a little, Mu Tiancheng felt relieved, but at the same time, he made a big alarm: I really want to die! I won’t be depressed anymore, right?
The more I thought about it, the more I felt that it was going on. Just as I was about to test it out, Mu Tianyang suddenly came out and saw him wearing wrinkled clothes, he frowned: "Have you washed your face?"
Mu Tiancheng hurried away and asked again: "Can you lend me my clothes?"
Mu Tianyang said irritably: "Look for the wardrobe on the left by yourself!"
Mu Tiancheng ran away weakly, went to his room and opened the wardrobe on the left, and found a set of tags with them, which were probably new, so he replaced them.
Mu Tianyang sat next to Wan Qing and asked, "What are you thinking?"
Wan Qing was told by Mu Tiancheng that she had recovered a little of survival. She turned her head to look at him and was willing to tell him about her depression: "I feel uncomfortable..." and then she threw herself into his arms.
Mu Tianyang's face wrinkled into bitter gourd, and after thinking about it, he didn't know how to comfort her. He was not a psychologist, and it seemed useless to repeat "You and me" all the time... He sighed, hugged her hard, and said hoarsely: "I will accompany you."
Wan Qing moaned and hugged him and started crying. After a while, Zhang's mother prepared the breakfast, but she still didn't want to eat it, and she seemed a little anorexia.
Although my appetite was pretty good a few days ago, although I thought that Xu Kewei couldn't sleep during sleep, I wouldn't have insomnia all night like last night, and I was so irritable that I wanted to kill someone...
She felt that she must be sick and a little scared. She had to get better! She had such a difficult time in the past few years, but she had never thought about death. Why did she suddenly think about it these two days? She couldn't do this... She suddenly grabbed Mu Tianyang: "Tianyang, I want to have a meal!"
"Okay! Eat!" Mu Tianyang wanted her to eat more, so he immediately carried her to the dining table and fed her himself.
After taking a few bites, Wan Qing felt a little overwhelmed. Two villains started fighting in her mind. One was to ask her to continue to be decadent and find time to die. The other was to ask her to come out quickly and live strongly...
She was dizzy in her eyes, and she grabbed the toast and chewed it around. She chewed it for two bites and then hugged the milk to drink.
Mu Tianyang was startled: "Slow down, there are still many more."
Wan Qing took a few bites and felt a little choking in her throat and a little uncomfortable stomach. Looking at the table full of food, she had no appetite, and even wanted to vomit with her stomach thrust...
She hurriedly put down her things: "I...I won't eat anymore! I'm a little sleepy, I'll go to sleep for a while!" After that, she got up and walked into the house.
Mu Tianyang chased after her, and she jumped onto the bed quickly. He leaned beside her and asked, "Are you okay?"
Wan Qing moaned and reached out to push him away: "It's okay, I had a little insomnia last night, and I'm still sleepy now..."
He sat down next to him: "Then you sleep a little longer, I'll guard you."
"Don't keep me." Wan Qing said sadly, "I feel sorry for you when I delay your time."
"We have to say those more?!"
"I just feel that!" Wan Qing drooped her eyes, her eyelashes were covered with water, "It's uncomfortable when I think about it... Don't worry, I won't be able to figure it out."
Mu Tianyang was stunned, reached out and hugged her in his arms, and asked fiercely: "Did you want to do stupid things yesterday?! How can I feel at ease if you call me like this?!"
"I can't control myself," Wanqing said excitedly, and suddenly started crying, "Do you know how uncomfortable? I don't know what's wrong with myself! I want to have a good meal, but I can't eat..."
Mu Tianyang fell silent and said after a moment: "Let's go see a doctor."
Wan Qing was stunned and knew what doctor he was talking about. Maybe she really needed a psychiatrist. I hope it was just too much pressure, it was just temporary, and it was not doing anything...
She sighed and leaned against him: "I want to sleep."
"Yes." Mu Tianyang put down her and covered her with a quilt. "Then you rest first. I'll go and see how the murderer is doing. If there is a result, I'll come back to tell you."
Wanqing looked at him, her eyes shining with a bright look.
He pulled the corners of his mouth. Fortunately, she was still concerned about Xu Kewei's affairs.
He left the room, but was still a little worried and told Zhang Ma to watch it. When he returned to the restaurant, he wanted to discuss what happened next with Mu Tiancheng. Mu Tiancheng said: "Sister-in-law is in a bad mood."
Mu Tianyang was worried and asked, "Is there any way? She seemed... she just admitted it..." Mu Tianyang held his forehead and really didn't dare to say those words.
Mu Tiancheng said: "I saw it. I guess I was a little depressed. Please find a doctor to see it. Otherwise, when the delay is serious, she can't help but want to save herself."
Mu Tianyang had heard of the suicide of a depression patient, and he was busy, so he nodded. He was worried and ran back to the room to take a look. Wan Qing was really asleep this time.
He waited for a while, and the phone rang, and it was Chu Wei who called. He hurriedly ran out to answer. Seeing that Tianxue got up, he asked Tianxue to go and see Wan Qing.
Chu Wei said: "The magazine received some photos and I received them for you... Where are you now? I think I should go to find you in person."
Mu Tianyang was stunned. He really didn't want to expose this place. But after thinking about it carefully, City C is the territory of the Longyan Alliance. If people want to know, it will only be a matter of minutes. Now that they want to come, it is probably necessary, right? So they mentioned the address.
Half an hour later, Chu Wei came with a large envelope. When he entered the door, he saw the window outside the living room and walked over directly. Mu Tianyang wanted to ask him to change his shoes, but he saw that he had already walked to the center of the house, so let it go.
Chu Wei looked at the window and smiled: "It's true that's here." He said that, and handed the envelope to Mu Tianyang.
Chapter completed!