Because I didn't notice the maintenance of my vocal cords during the vocal period, my voice was broken and my voice was very low.

Of course, I sing, but it's not nice.

But I sang very seriously, and it was strange that I was not very good at music on weekdays, but at this time, every sentence I sang was in tune.

And there is no word wrong.

This song comes from the title song of the same name in the campus folk album "Youth Without Regrets" released three years ago.

In terms of how popular the song is, it is not the best.

But for me, the lyrics in the song are so good that they make people cry and can express my emotions at this moment.

When words cannot express the emotions in my heart, I sing the words in it carefully in a hoarse voice, which is a more accurate way of venting emotions.

"The face without sorrow is my teenager; the eyes without panic are waiting for the years to change; the streets that are most familiar with you and me are already gone, the sunset is setting. People and people are on the streets, saying goodbye! You say you have no regrets in your youth, including love for me, you say time will change your lifelong vow. You say goodbye, my dear, turn your young face..."

At this time, my emotions were completely immersed in it, and before I knew it, tears flowed down my face.

This time, Qin Liluo under the quilt was no longer manic and did not urge me to leave.

She seemed to be immersed in this song.

She didn't speak or move.

Time seemed to stop at this moment. If it weren't for the body under the quilt shaking from time to time, I would even think there was nothing here.

When I finished singing the whole song "Youth Without Regrets" and stopped, the room fell into silence.

A long time later, Qin Liluo's low voice came from the quilt: "You are sympathizing with me, are you pitying me?"

I said no.

Qin Liluo said: "If you just want to come over and say thank you, then I heard it and you can leave too."

I took a deep breath, for some reason, but the stench I smelled before was not so fumigated at this moment.

I looked at the woman under the quilt, thought of her former peerless beauty, and then asked, "I'll come here, besides thanks, there is another question. Can you answer me?"

Qin Liluo said what do you want to know?

I said that we met by chance. Even if there were some grudges before, in your words, they were already clear. In theory, you could ignore me, why did you still rush to Zhangsu Secret Realm?

Qin Liluo was a little surprised and said, "Where is Zhang Su's Secret Realm?"

I nodded and said right.

Qin Liluo said that if it was Zhangsu's Secret Realm, there might be Zhuyin inside that can allow you to pass the fifth level. Have you got it?

I stared under the quilt and asked seriously: "Please answer my question."

I was silent for a while, and I don’t know how long it took, Qin Liluo replied: “You were introduced to this industry by me and became a night walker. I am your guide. And I am a bit obsessive-compulsive disorder in doing things. I don’t like to give up halfway, so…”

She tried hard to find excuses and stammered, not having the neatness and aura she usually had.

Before I could finish her words, I interrupted her excuse behind her.

I went straight to the point and said, "Do you like me?"

"ah?"

Qin Liluo was very surprised under the quilt because she never expected that I would say such a sentence.

I said seriously again: "I want to ask, do you like me? Even if it's only a little bit."

"A little bit?" Qin Liluo thought for a while and said, "It's a little bit."

"I like you, too."

Hearing my rapid answer, Qin Liluo was stunned. She had never expected that I would confess to her under such circumstances.

There is something wrong with this situation.

When is this time? What the hell is it that comes out to talk about love?

I guess Qin Liluo was stunned for a moment, then stammered: "What do you mean?"

I said you don't understand what I mean?

"I, we are not suitable!"

"I know we are not suitable. In terms of education, you are a high-ranking sea turtle studying abroad, and you are a famous French school. I am just a technical secondary school student and have never even accepted higher education in China. In terms of family background, you are one of the several heirs of the Ho family in Hong Kong. Your master and adoptive father are all very powerful figures, and as for me, my parents are both farmers who farm in rural areas; let alone wealth..."

"No, I'm not talking about this, but..."

"What did you say?"

"I'm like this now. Do you think these are meaningful?"

"It is now that I dare to say what I have in my heart - you were above you, shining like a bright moon, making people feel ashamed. I dare not say anything that might offend you, for fear of annoying you..."

"Then you dare to say it now? Do you think I am like this anyway, too..."

"No, no, no, it's not like this. I'm just afraid that if I don't say anything, I will spend the rest of my life in endless pain and regret. If a man can't even say something about his liking, what's the use of it? Miss Qin, oh, no, Qin Liluo, Liluo, in fact, my heart has been beating since the first meeting you. Although I was so afraid of you when I saw you later, every time I dreamed of midnight and tossing and turning, I would think, if it was between you and me..."

I took a deep breath and sootheed my "pop" heart.

After a while, I said carefully: "If, I mean, if, if you like me a little bit, we can have a love relationship, then even if I die now, I will have no regrets."

Under the quilt, I fell into silence for a long time.

Qin Liluo did not respond to me.

I was a little discouraged and regretful, feeling that I had hit her.

Perhaps my panic and illogical words just now made her feel that my confession at this moment was just taking advantage of others' danger.

However, after a while, Qin Liluo suddenly spoke, "I have never been in love."

ah?

I was stunned for a moment, wondering why she said this. After a while, I said carefully: "Well, what?"

She suddenly said in a plain tone: "When I was very young, I was an orphan. My memories before entering the Huo family were already very weak. Later, I have been trained in a secret camp on the Huo family on Lantau Island. I am the best-performing and most conscious child among the same group. I have a very special bloodline. I am called the 'Colorful Golden Phoenix'. I am naturally charming and beautiful, so I was adopted by my adoptive father Qin Sanqian..."

She told me about her past, including after being adopted by Qin Sanqian, she accepted the second-person figure of the Qin family as her apprentice.

After she awakened, her cultivation was rapid.

In addition to her practice, she has been trained by famous teachers since she was a child, whether it is basic courses, or research in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, Chinese and Western music, and even exclusive fields. She is like a cramming duck, and has been instilled with many ideas, and even went to Paris for four years to study.

And everything is to train successors for the Ho family in Hong Kong.

Among the juniors under the Huo family, she is one of the best. For this goal, she is like a robot, busy every day, and I don’t know how many things she has done.

She seemed to be omnipotent and could do many things.

After saying this, she said seriously: "I know a lot, but I can't fall in love."

I listened patiently to her words.

When I heard her talk about her past, there was an indescribable warmth flowing in my heart.

Although I did not participate in the twenty years of life in this lovely woman, at this moment, I seemed to have experienced it together.

An inexplicable emotion came to my heart.

Until she said again, "I can't fall in love", my heart began to be beating wildly.

I took a deep breath and said, "What about?"

Qin Liluo said if, I mean if, I did not die, and I survived, and you didn’t dislike my appearance. I should be willing to give it a try with you.

I opened my eyes wide, reached out and grabbed her excitedly, and said, "Really?"

Qin Liluo in the quilt did not struggle, but said, "But that's just if my genes are broken now and my oil is gone, if I hadn't been forcibly holding on, I'd actually died. I've been in this world for nineteen years. I'm very happy that when I die, there was a boy who said such words to me. Thank you Hou Mo, I... thank you for your love."

When I heard her words, my heart was filled with sadness and hatred.

Sadness is naturally for Qin Liluo. She is such a proud and kind person, but at this moment, she seems so low and cautious.

Hate is about the heart-eating demon who came out of nowhere.

If it weren't for it, Qin Liluo wouldn't have become like this.

Humble, and decadent.

And if that were the case, the girl in front of me and I might have a future.

It's a pity...

I was filled with sadness, and at this time, Qin Liluo suddenly said, "Hou Mo, can you satisfy my last wish?"

I hurriedly said, "Tell me."

Qin Liluo took a deep breath and said, "I have come to this world for 19 years and have never taken a kiss. I have read books and movies, and I have heard people say that it is very beautiful. Can you..."

Before I could finish her words, I hurriedly said, "Yes, I can."

Qin Liluo said almost sobbing: "But, my whole body has begun to become suppurated now, except for my face, everything else is ulcerated and smelly. I..."

I said firmly: "Yes."

Qin Liluo hesitated for a while before saying, "Then...you, close your eyes, can you?"
To be continued...