The coffee still had a warmth, but Sha Zhengyang's mood had become cold.

I was no longer in the mood to go to Han. I called one of the enthusiastic people, found a reason, and refused, which made the other party very unhappy, but Sha Zhengyang was too lazy to explain more.

If you don’t understand, you won’t understand. No one will be in a mood for such a thing.

When Sun Yan left last, she was in pain but was a little resolute.

As she said, if she wants to be her own partner, she either has a big heart that can withstand all the pressure, or she is heartless and can ignore everything, and she thinks she can't do both, so she has to choose to leave.

This statement touched Sha Zhengyang a lot. He did not leave because of the spatial distance, but because of the psychological distance between the two parties widened.

This is indeed a problem.

What will your partner be like? Big heart or heartless. Is this about Gu Mei?

Sha Zhengyang didn't know.

But the phone rang quickly, and it was Gu Mei who came.

"Did you break up with Sun Yan?" Gu Mei had an indescribable feeling in her tone, such as fear, as if she was worried, and a little confused.

"Did Sun Yan tell you?" Sha Zhengyang was also very calm, "Well, it's right, we broke up."

"Because of me? She said no, she said it was because she was not sure about her and your future and didn't know where she would go. She said she would rather love the wrong person than miss it, but she found that maybe she really loved the wrong person, so she chose to let go." Gu Mei seemed to be talking to herself, "She also asked me, if it were her, what would I choose, and I said I didn't know either."

Gu Mei was obviously also in a state of confusion, probably also full of fear of the uncertainty of the future.

Sha Zhengyang smiled bitterly. It seemed that Sun Yan's decisive letting go also scared Gu Mei.

It turned out that Sun Yan was reluctant to let go, and Gu Mei was full of fighting spirit because of this. When Sun Yan let go and clearly informed Gu Mei of the reason, Gu Mei seemed to realize this and was confused.

Which girl is really heartless? Even if you can be careless about small things, how can you not consider things that concern your life destiny?

"What about you?" Sha Zhengyang was very calm. Even if Gu Mei told him now that she would let go, he would bear it calmly. It is natural that life will be long-lasting and regretful.

"I don't know, but I envy Sun Yan." Gu Mei said quietly: "She loved wrongly, but at least she has loved her. I think I have to be the same as her, at least she has to love her."

Sha Zhengyang felt a fever in his heart.

"But I love the wrong way, what should I do?" Gu Mei's next sentence made Sha Zhengyang feel cold again, "I can't let go as freely as Xiaoyan. Maybe she is free and easy on the surface, but I can't even do it on the surface. I will kill you, Brother Zhengyang, are you afraid?"

Sha Zhengyang felt that he was going to get hot and cold, and was sweating profusely.

"Puchi" laughed out loud, and Gu Mei's tone suddenly changed on the other end of the phone, "Brother Zhengyang, are you scared by me? It's so interesting. Do you think I would do that?"

Sha Zhengyang suddenly relaxed, thinking of Gu Mei's playful and cute face, round and perky figure, and passionate emotions. For a moment, he didn't know what to do.

"Xiao Mei!"

"Okay, Brother Zhengyang, let's not talk about it. Xiaoyan chose to leave. That was her choice. No one can interfere. It's only genius who knows whether it is right or wrong."

Gu Mei's tone changed again.

"I remember you said, "I am the master of my youth. I have this right. As for right or wrong, who can tell me clearly? You have never loved you, you have never tried it. How do you know if these shoes fit together? People who have never loved are not qualified to evaluate them. If you love you, you will not regret it. Even if there is no result, at least there is an evocative experience. Isn't life composed of countless wonderful and endless experiences? You can't get old, but you find that you don't even have any stories worth remembering in your life, right?"

Is this the heartless girl?

Sha Zhengyang felt that this spiritual chicken soup could be a professor, so he would give the old and dead young people to let them free themselves to pursue what they want, whether it is career or love, this is the young people.

At this moment, Sha Zhengyang felt that he seemed to be a little unworthy of the title of young man.

Although I live like this every day, although I have a grand ideal pursuit, I don’t have to live in the condom like Berikov?

Seeing that Sha Zhengyang had not spoken, Gu Mei shouted on the other end of the phone: "Hey, Brother Zhengyang, are you listening to me?"

"Hey, I'm listening." Sha Zhengyang took back his breath.

"Then why don't you talk?" Gu Mei asked.

"I don't know what to say. I think I really envy you for your freedom now, why did I live like this?" Sha Zhengyang was the true confession deep in his heart.

How come a guy with a memory of rebirth has become like this now? Although it seems to be glorious and has a bright future for outsiders, how far is it to be from the goal they pursue?

You have to think twice about everything you do, and you have to worry about this and that. You see countless opportunities but cannot grasp them, and time flies by. Sometimes you really feel frustrated, but you keep reminding yourself that hasteness will not be achieved, and small impatience will cause trouble. These days still need to continue.

"Brother Zhengyang, when will I come to accompany you?" Gu Mei's tone became a little more charming, "It feels like after a year, you have become particularly tired. After going through vicissitudes, you have to do everything step by step. Don't force yourself too much. You have achieved this step just 27. Many people will never reach your height in their lifetime. Zhang Chi has the right to be very good. You have to take care of your body."

"Okay, I'll start resting today. I'll go to work on the eighth day of the lunar month and go back to Wanzhou on the seventh day of the lunar month." Sha Zhengyang was very moved by Gu Mei's concern. "I still have some social engagements these days, but I just have a few meals and visit a few leaders. You can come at any time."

"Well, okay, I'll call you before coming here, and I have some arrangements at home." Gu Mei replied sweetly.

After putting down Gu Mei's phone call, Sha Zhengyang felt that his previously confused and desolate state of mind seemed to have suddenly become much brighter, and this world is still more beautiful.

I went back to Han, and there were indeed many things to do, and I had to visit everyone who should visit me.

When Cao Qingtai came back on the fourth day of the first lunar month, Sha Zhengyang had already made an appointment with him in advance. He came to the door on the evening of the fourth day of the lunar month to have a meal at Cao's house, and also reported on his work.

The remaining two are going to arrive, and Guo Yeshan has made an appointment, and it is placed at noon on the fifth day of the lunar month, while Sang Qianwei’s place is at noon tomorrow.

Lin Chunming and Zhong Guangbiao were in a crowd, and they made an appointment together on the night of the sixth day of the first lunar month. There were probably some other people.

Sha Zhengyang's feeling is to be rewarded with a drop of water from others.

Cao Qingtai, Guo Yeshan and Sang Qianwei all supported him, and then Lin Chunming and Zhong Guangbiao helped him a lot. Although they were basically built up at work, they often had such feelings under like-minded conditions. This is what Sha Zhengyang felt.

In addition to these work relationships, there are also other work relationships.

Ning Yuechan, Jiao Hong, Gao Baishan, Wang Shu, and the elderly in the entire Oriental Red system will have a small gathering tomorrow night, which has basically become a routine.

Zhao Yishan specifically told himself in advance that he must get together alone, but Sha Zhengyang cannot push it away. What's more, Sha Zhengyang himself has a good impression of Zhao Yishan, so he can only accept it. However, the specific schedule depends on the time.

Lu Xun ran very well. Sha Zhengyang drove a lot of this kind of car in his previous life. Of course, at that time, he basically drove by friends from companies, but later the requirements became more and more strict. He was not allowed to drive by companies, so he had to give up.

Later, I had the financial strength to buy a car, and I thought it was not suitable to buy a car like Land Cruiser or Mitsubishi Pajero, which is said to be specially designed to travel to the Sichuan-Tibet Line to see the scenery. It consumes a lot of fuel and has fewer time to go out on off-road. In the end, I bought an Audi A4.

When I got home, my parents were all there, and I was very happy, but I didn’t see Sha Zhenggang.

The father was still like that, and he didn't say much. After asking a few questions about work, Sha Zhengyang didn't say much. It was obvious that his father was very satisfied. He also knew that it was not his turn to teach his son at work, but his son's attitude still made him very happy.

My mother doesn’t talk much about work, but she only cooks food for Sha Zhengyang, who also enjoys this warmth.

Every time I came back, although nothing changed at home, Sha Zhengyang still felt a sense of strangeness. But as long as I slept in bed, the familiar feeling would come back immediately.

Especially after waking up, smelling the unique familiar smell and listening to the various noisy sounds outside the window, it seemed that this awakening could bring you back many years ago.

"Zhenggang hasn't come back yet?" Sha Zhengyang turned over and got up, looked at his watch. It was past nine o'clock, and he took a nap after dinner. This was the time when he was most energetic. He picked up the military coat on Zhenggang's bed and wrapped it out of the bedroom.

"It's not yet. I went out with Lan Hai and the others in the afternoon, saying that I had something to do and I would have dinner together in the evening." Sha Mu glanced at her eldest son, afraid that her eldest son would have any objections, and then said, "Zhengyang, Zhenggang is not young anymore. Now he is doing a good job in Yanjing. When he comes back to rest for a few days, don't nag him all day long."
Chapter completed!