Volume 1 The Golden Wind Has Not Moved The Cicada's Foresight Chapter 4 Bai Ling
PS: It is said that the protagonist's name is inappropriate, so change it to Wei Guangzheng's name, Sha Zhengyang! As long as it is not Sha Ruijin, haha.
"Isn't the county magistrate here only less than a year? Why was he suddenly transferred?" Bai Ling's mind returned to the topic.
Aunt Su said on the phone that Zhengyang's leader had been transferred, and it seemed that nothing was wrong, but Zhengyang's work was put aside. In short, it was not very satisfactory, and Zhengyang's emotions were greatly affected, so she repeatedly begged her to come and see him.
Aunt Su has always been very nice to her, and Bai Ling also knew that the other party had always wanted to be his daughter-in-law, and she was also a little moved at one time.
But soon as she started working, her vision was broadened, and she felt all the surrounding environment, Bai Ling knew that she might be getting farther and farther away from Aunt Su’s wishes. She felt very guilty in her heart, but she could not deceive herself.
My boyfriend's greed and obsessed with him, from the initial slightest joy to the slow helplessness, and finally became bored, not the boredom of feelings, but the boredom of life like this.
Because she didn't want to live her life in a dull way, she longed for a more exciting life, but Zhengyang was willing to accept the current situation and did not want to change it at all.
"It's hard to describe it." Sha Zhengyang naturally knew the reason, but it's hard to describe it. At least he couldn't explain it clearly with Bai Ling. "It's good that the county magistrate returns to the city. Maybe he will have a better future for development next time."
"But what should you do?" Bai Ling gave her ex-boyfriend a angrily glance, "Why didn't you say you'd take you to the city if you don't understand? Who would be willing to be his secretary in the future for such a leader?"
Bai Ling actually knew that her ex-boyfriend's leader was not very satisfied with her ex-boyfriend, but at this time she couldn't help but complain.
No matter what, my ex-boyfriend has served Cao Qingtai for half a year. She has worked hard without any credit. According to convention, she should have an explanation.
Even if you don’t arrange any position, you must at least arrange your way to Zhengyang. However, judging from Aunt Su and Zhengyang’s current expressions, Cao Qingtai obviously did not handle this matter well.
Thinking about it, the prospects for Sha Zhengyang get off the bus halfway through can be imagined, and Bai Ling can also hear from Sha Zhengyang's words that the leaders he serves will definitely not be promoted or reused when they return to the city this time, otherwise Sha Zhengyang would not have covered it up in a word.
"Why, I'm so unconfident in me? I can only eat pigs with hair without Zhang butcher Zhang?" Sha Zhengyang smiled quietly, "Don't worry, Bai Ling, I'm fine, it's really fine. The salary of 200 yuan a month will not be less than me. I will do what I should do."
Bai Ling's eyes fell on Sha Zhengyang's face.
After years of falling in love, she thinks she has a deep understanding of her ex-boyfriend.
He should not be considered a particularly tough and tough boy, but his intelligence, cleverness, ease and humor have brought her a lot of happiness in the past few years.
The carefree life in school is like falling flowers flowing in the stream, with bits and pieces of fragrance lingering around and full of thought.
However, this originally very beautiful side seems a bit overshadowed and out of place after entering society.
He is too immersed in his feelings and does not pursue work too high. It is difficult to seize such a good opportunity as giving his leader a secretary.
According to Bai Ling's judgment, his secretary's career may not last long. No leader would appreciate and like a secretary who seems a bit mediocre because of his unmotivated personality, not to mention that this secretary is too home-loving.
Bai Ling reminded him many times, but later he left Bai Ling speechless with just one sentence. Can't life be simpler and better according to his own ideas?
This sentence is indeed very powerful, at least Sha Zhengyang felt this way later. When he said this, he was also from the heart, but it was from the heart but not necessarily able to win the same feeling.
So when Bai Ling left later and Sha Zhengyang asked her why she left, Bai Ling's answer was that the world was so big, I wanted to go and have a look.
Well, of course it's just similar to this meaning. This was written in the resignation report given to the human resources supervisor by a group of men and women trapped in their livelihoods on the Internet.
Bai Ling's original words were that she hoped that her life would be more exciting and rich, so she wanted to go out and explore, which probably meant that she was unwilling to be bound by feelings and family.
Bai Ling is gone.
We had a meal together, and we were at the Mao Family Restaurant fifty meters outside the gate, and then we left.
The same dish made Sha Zhengyang feel particularly sad.
Each person has a dish they like, the double-cooked pork ordered by Sha Zhengyang, and the ants of Bailing climbing the tree are actually rotten meat vermicelli, and then a tomato fried egg soup. Both of them like it.
Bai Ling did not refuse anything about Sha Zhengyang's payment.
When leaving, Bai Ling also told Sha Zhengyang that she wanted to answer her phone number and don’t be stubborn if there is anything, Sha Zhengyang agreed.
The meal was extremely simple, without any lingering, reluctance, and sadness. Both Bai Ling and Sha Zhengyang felt a little surprised.
Sha Zhengyang felt the surprise that Bai Ling was silent about her calmness. Although she hid it very well, Sha Zhengyang, who was familiar with her, could feel that the other party had an indescribable sense of the loss hidden behind her.
Perhaps it is an emotion that comes from depressed and confusion so quickly?
Or is it that you are so angry that you can let go of this relationship so quickly?
Or both?
Sha Zhengyang is not sure. Maybe she still has some feelings for herself. She was just dissatisfied with her unmotivated efforts before?
If he didn't have a trace of nostalgia for Bai Ling, that was of course a lie. Sha Zhengyang suddenly felt a little expectation in his heart. Now that he suddenly realized himself, he might be able to win back this relationship?
Sha Zhengyang was not even sure if Bai Ling was willing to reconcile with him at this time, would he be able to force himself to refuse. Even though he knew that Bai Ling and his relationship was already a past tense, he still could not give up all this.
This may be my biggest weakness.
Fortunately, Bai Ling is not the kind of person who can't let go. It is difficult for her to turn back easily when she believes in things, especially because she believes that she has seen herself.
Well, if I hadn't gone back in time, maybe I was indeed like this, but now?
Everything has changed, what about the feelings?
Watching Xiao Feida disappearing on the national highway in two or four circles, Sha Zhengyang's slender figure seemed particularly lonely and cold under the scorching sun.
When you return to a strange world alone, you will definitely feel lonely. Even if this loneliness is only temporary, fortunately, this world is also familiar to you, and you will quickly become familiar with it and strive for it.
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Chapter completed!