"The person your mother loves is the man who sent her Jacaranda seeds. He sent back a seed and sent back despair to your mother."

Qin Shanhai recalled the past and felt a deep sense of frustration. The person he loved deeply did not love him, so he cherished Li Mengyao so much. In this world, it is so rare to be in love with each other.

That month, Qin Shanhai, who was immersed in the joy of getting married, did not know Niu Wanxi's thoughts. The lover she once loved went abroad. She thought that the day of returning home was the time for the two to renew their relationship together, but her lover never came back. It was a seed of Jacaranda when she came back instead of him.

In the letter, my lover said, missing you is like a heart-wrenching, but the mountains are high and the water is far away. I will send a jacaranda tree to accompany you on my behalf to relieve the pain of lovesickness.

Miss Wanxi carefully cultivated Jacaranda in her pastoral garden. Her name was Niu Pingping.

She planted trees and fields, and she was eagerly waiting for her lover to return every day.

Another year, the lover sent another letter, but no longer expressed his lovesickness, but a letter of breaking up with friendship. In the letter, he told her that she had started a family and a career in a foreign country and would not miss it from now on.

When Qin Shanhai fell in love with Niu Wanxi, he didn't know that she was suffering from such heavy feelings. He naively thought that all her gentleness and obedience to him was because of loving him, and he didn't know that she was lazy to resist after despair of the world.

Qin Shanhai tried his best to win the consent of his parents. It was not until Niu Wanxi became pregnant that the two elders of the Qin family reluctantly agreed to the marriage, but Niu Wanxi regretted the marriage-

The humiliation of being regretted by marriage is still a heart-warming pain when Qin Shanhai thinks of it.

"Dad, don't think about it." Seeing that Qin Shanhai's face was pale and he was unable to breathe, Qin Xiaojin hurriedly comforted him and reached out to pat his chest.

However, today, especially Qin Shanhai, who had been away from the Ghost Gate, had to tell the truth. It felt so unpleasant to leave with secrets and hatred.

"The person your mother loved deeply did not betray their love. In his letter, he told your mother that she had started a family and a career abroad and other things were all lies, in order to make your mother forget him, because he had a terminal illness and had died in a foreign land." Qin Shanhai mentioned the old story again, with a sad expression on his face. He didn't know whether to be sad for himself, or to be sad for Niu Wanxi, or to be sad for the man who told a kind lie--

Gentle and graceful, leaving regret in vain.

It turned out that he changed her name to contain such a meaning. Perhaps this was destined to be in the dark.

Niu Wanxi learned the truth from her lover's mother. Niu Wanxi, who learned the truth, cried bitterly. Qin Shanhai had never seen Niu Wanxi with such an emotional collapse since she knew her.

Not only did she regret the marriage, but she also had to abort the child in her belly.

She cannot face the person who loses virility and betrays in love.

"Life is full of love, and this matter is not about the wind or the moon," Qin Shanhai said in a leisurely manner, with a unique feeling in his heart. He looked at Qin Xiaojin. Such a good child, if it weren't for his persistence and request back then, it might have disappeared. "Maybe I shouldn't have begged your mother to give birth to you, which would have depleted her body in the end."

Qin Xiaojin was filled with mixed feelings. He had always misunderstood his father and blamed him for the wrong person. Looking back on the past thirty years, he had caused so many regrets because of his willfulness, self-righteousness, and unwilling to understand.

"Your mother is not wrong. What's wrong with loving someone? Why do you have to have a child for someone you don't love? It's not wrong for her not to want this child, but I'm not wrong. I love your mother, a child she gave birth to me, how precious it should be. How can you kill him?"

Qin Shanhai's hoarse voice made Qin Xiaojin's tears rust down.

Qin Shanhai reached out to wipe his tears. He had always been stubborn and strict, and had never been a kind father. At this moment, Qin Shanhai's expression was extremely gentle.

"No matter how decisive your mother is, she is finally moved by my request. We have reached an agreement that as long as she gives birth to a child, the child will be raised in full and has nothing to do with her. But what I didn't expect was that your mother was having difficulty giving birth when she gave birth to you. Whether it was the Niu family or me, we must protect the adults-"

Qin Xiaojin could have imagined the despair of Qin Shanhai that day, but the child he was waiting for was unable to be born smoothly. He had been looking forward to for ten months, but he still failed.

"Fortunately, your life should not be lost." Qin Shanhai reached out and hugged Qin Xiaojin in his arms, and tears flowed.

Why has his son, who has worked so hard to get angry over the years?

If he dies due to a heart attack, he will never be able to enjoy the family life of father and son again.

What are he making in the past few years?

Nestled in Qin Shanhai's arms, Qin Xiaojin felt fatherly love like a mountain for the first time.

No wonder the Niu family didn't know him. It turned out that as early as thirty years ago, they thought Niu Wanxi's son was dead. They gave up the child in order to save the adults, so they felt guilty and were even more reluctant to think about the child.

I can't imagine how my father begged the doctor to save the baby who had been sentenced to death. I can't imagine how much effort he spent to transfer to the hospital and how many famous doctors he asked for finally snatch his flesh and blood from the god of death.

"Why are you so stupid? Why have you been hiding the truth from me over the years?" Qin Xiaojin asked crying.

"I don't want you to hate your mother." Qin Shanhai murmured.

So would you rather let him hate him?

I don’t want my child to know that he is a child who is not expected by his mother, a child who will not have maternal love when he was born. He is even more deceiving himself. Don’t fall into the past that is unforgettable and remind yourself at all times how discouraging the history of not being loved.

He has his own difficulties!

Looking at the father and son who were hugging each other and crying together, Li Mengyao was quite worried in the distance.

"Shan Hai just had a heart transplant. Is it okay to have such great sorrow and pain?"

"I think Mr. Great will definitely be more tenacious after this battle." Bai He comforted.

The grievances that had been depressed for most of my life have finally been relieved, and I will only feel refreshed.

"Thank you for telling me that I really want to come to the UK to accompany him, otherwise I will regret it for the rest of my life." If Qin Shanhai died and she missed the last time of his life, such regrets would never be compensated.

"It was Ozu who asked me to tell you." Bai He smiled.

Qin Xiaojin made such a decision, which shows that for his father, he had already accepted Li Mengyao from the bottom of his heart, reconciled with his father, and even reconciled with himself.

Now, all the mysteries have been solved, and you can just live for the rest of your life.

Li Mengyao didn’t know how long Qin Shanhai could live after a heart transplant, but at least she could accompany him during her life.
Chapter completed!