Eight hundred and seventieth eight chapters the most powerless thing(1/2)
When Qin Jingwen returned to the private room, the dishes were already complete and it was time to start.
She didn't say anything about her conversation with Luo Zhenghao or Qiao Shunchen, and everyone was just chatting while eating.
"Wenwen, your sister is pregnant and can't drink. My brother-in-law will toast you with a glass of wine on your sister's behalf."
Jiang Kai suddenly got up and held the wine glass and said such polite words.
Qin Jingwen treated people with courtesy, didn't want to drink, but stood up.
"Brother-in-law, my car is at the door of my child's school. I have to drive back later and can't drink.
I use water instead of wine…” “You can find a driver for the car, and Shunchen can also find someone to help you drive back. Didn’t I drive here too? This is not a problem.”
"Warm, you have to drink this glass of wine."
Jiang Kai is sincere because Qin Jingwen has made much greater contributions than him.
"Brother-in-law..." "You can't refuse. If Shunchen's attitude towards his father would not change without you, you wouldn't have been happy before your father entered the operating room."
"Doctor Song told me that when Shunchen called him dad, he didn't look back because he cried.
Wen Wen, why is my dad crying? Haven’t you been waiting for this title for more than twenty years?
If it weren't for you, Shunchen, the knot, you would have to drink this glass of wine for brother-in-law."
Qin Jingwen wanted to speak twice but was interrupted by Jiang Kai, not for anything else, just to prevent Qin Jingwen from shirking it, just to make Qin Jingwen qualified to drink this glass of wine.
"Brother-in-law, I'll drink the wine, but don't say these words again in the future.
I did not make any contribution to this matter, and I even quarreled with him a lot.
He figured it out himself, he wanted to let go."
No matter what Jiang Kai said, Qin Jingwen didn't think it was his credit.
Qiao Shunchen never took what she said to heart.
This time, it was entirely because Uncle Qiao's illness scared him, which forced him to change. He had nothing to do with her, Qin Jingwen.
"Wen Wen, you are too modest, this credit..." "Brother-in-law, I really won't drink this wine if you talk about it."
This time, Qin Jingwen interrupted Jiang Kai and refused to let Jiang Kai continue.
"Okay, drink and don't talk."
"Come on, do it."
Jiang Kai didn't continue talking. Qin Jingwen might be such a person. He never felt that what he did was great and never took credit.
Jiang Kai respects Qin Jingwen and only drinks and doesn't talk about things.
After the two of them had a drink, they both sat down, but Qiao Shunchen on the side still didn't say anything.
"Sunchen, I really didn't expect the change in your attitude towards dad.
See if you can go further and don’t make things difficult for dad.”
Qiao Yu was relieved and some things had to be understood, but they did not conflict with forgiveness of her father.
She just hopes that Qiao Shunchen will let go of everything as soon as possible, so that she will be good to her father and Shunchen.
"Sister, please let me take your time.
I can't do anything at once."
Qiao Shunchen spoke according to his heart, and did not treat him perfunctorily or avoid him.
"I know you need time, so I won't force you.
But my sister forgives my dad. No matter who is right or wrong in the past, she will not hate her dad.
It’s not easy to think about it carefully. I feel pitiful even if I have been condemning it for more than 20 years.”
"No matter what, we are the only one who leaves Mom and Dad is left.
We have a dad in our house, and if we don’t even have dad, we will have no home.”
"Think about it carefully, life is quite short, don't waste it on hatred."
Qiao Yu thought it through and persuaded Qiao Shunchen. After thinking it through and forgiving her, her heart suddenly became clear and no longer suppressed.
Since it is so good, Qiao Shunchen must also experience it.
But Qiao Yu also understood that Qiao Shunchen's heart knot was much bigger than her, and she was more stimulating and hurting than her. The psychological shadow left by his mother's death in front of him could not be erased at once.
So what Qiao Yu can do is give Qiao Shunchen time to make him forget the past.
But this process does require Qin Jingwen to assist. She saw that Qiao Shunchen was holding Qin Jingwen's hand tightly at the door of the operating room that day.
If it weren't for Qin Jingwen's hands, Qiao Shunchen wouldn't have called out "Dad" and "Sister..." Qiao Shunchen was about to speak out his opinion, but he didn't expect Qiao Zixuan, who had been eating deliciously, suddenly interrupted Qiao Shunchen.
"Aunt, you said grandpa still has a home in you.
But our parents are here, why don’t we have a home?"
Qiao Zixuan was not asking his father or mother, but asked Qiao Yu.
He knew that his parents had too many helplessness, and maybe his aunt could give him a reasonable explanation.
"..." The question came suddenly, and Qiao Yu didn't know how to answer it for a while.
The problem suddenly came, causing Qin Jingwen's heart to rotate 360 degrees.
This rotation came very suddenly, and her heart hurt and almost burst out the blood vessels.
"Xuanxuan, you will have a home. Now your parents are together. The suburbs of the city are your home."
Qiao Yu really couldn't think of how to answer the child, and the child's questions were sad and heartbreaking.
"This is not called a home. Mom and dad sleep in separate rooms. Whose parents have to live in two rooms under the same roof?"
Qiao Zixuan understood this situation, but he just wanted to say that he forced his parents to think about it carefully.
Xuanxuan's words made Qin Jingwen and Qiao Shunchen very embarrassed, but they didn't know how to explain to the child.
Qiao Yu can only answer this question from Qiao Zixuan.
"Xuanxuan..." "Aunt, do you know what the most painful thing about me changing to a new school?"
Qiao Yu's words were interrupted by Qiao Zixuan, and this time he did it deliberately again.
He gave the answer without waiting for Qiao Yu to react.
"The most painful thing for me is communication with my new classmates. The first topic of communication is mom and dad and a happy home.
So far, as long as my classmates mention their parents’ affairs, I will avoid it.
I have a father and a mother but I don’t have a home so I don’t feel qualified to discuss this topic with them.”
After Qiao Zixuan's words, everyone was silent.
Qin Jingwen was so heartbroken that she was about to suffocate.
The most powerless thing she has in her life is the family her child wants. The most sorry thing is that she cannot give her a family. The most painful thing is the inferiority complex that she can watch her two children have no home in front of other children.
These pains are entrenched in the heart and make people unable to die, and they are extremely painful to live.
Qin Jingwen took the wine glass helplessly and drank it himself.
What she owe her children can only punish herself with alcohol.
Seeing his mother drinking alone and looking at her mood suddenly depressed, Qiao Zixuan immediately regretted it.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those words just now.
Just pretend I haven't said it, and I won't say it again in the future."
Qiao Zixuan apologized to his mother, but this apology made Qin Jingwen even more shameless.
"Xuanxuan, Banyue, it's my mother who should be sorry.
Mom can’t say anything but sorry.”
Qin Jingwen wanted to cry with pain, but so many people were there, especially Qiao Shunchen, she could only bear it.
"Where is no right or wrong between the child and the mother? Have a meal."
Seeing that the atmosphere was wrong, Jiang Kai quickly spoke up to ease.
"Xuanxuan, eat more than half a month. You need a lot of nutrition when you grow up. You must not be picky about your food."
"Wen Wen, let's have another drink with your brother-in-law. It's boring for me to drink it myself."
After Jiang Kai said this, the topic was forced to end.
But Qin Jingwen had nowhere to release the pain in her heart, so she could only numb herself with alcohol.
He wanted to numb himself with wine, but Qin Jingwen didn't dare to drink it so much that he was drunk.
She was afraid that she would lose her composure in front of Qiao Shunchen, and she would be afraid that she would drink too much and talk nonsense.
At the end of the meal, Qin Jingwen's brain was still very clear except for being dizzy.
After leaving the hot pot restaurant, Qiao Shunchen and Qiao Yu went home separately.
To be continued...