Chapter 766: Forced to be helpless or willing(1/2)
Qiao Shunchen took these responsibilities on himself without any injustice. All of this was caused by his negligence and his greed.
"I know why I still have to bother me. You let me go, don't... don't show up in the future..." "I can't do it, I can't live without you."
Qin Jingwen's words were interrupted by Qiao Shunchen. Even though he knew that he was wrong, even if he knew that Qin Jingwen had suffered a lot of grievances by his side, he just couldn't live without Qin Jingwen.
Without her, his world will always be shrouded in dark clouds.
"A liar...you're starting to lie again.
Don't talk sweetly to me, don't say... illusory words.
Answer me, what I did wrong...I just want to know what I...what is wrong.
I wonder how bad I am, and it is worth so many people abandoning it.”
Qin Jingwen returned to this question in pain. As long as she knew the answer, she knew where she should go in the future.
"Speak... Why don't you talk... What a simple question.
You say, I'll let you say..." Qin Jingwen reached out and grabbed Qiao Shunchen's collar and shook it hard. Today she had to ask for an answer. After asking for the answer, she would give up on everyone, including friendship and love.
It’s not that Qiao Shunchen couldn’t answer, but Qin Jingwen was very excited at this moment. No matter what kind of answer he gave, it would hurt her heart again.
There was no way to answer, Qin Jingwen forced him excitedly again.
The only thing that can calm her down at this time is kissing.
Qiao Shunchen directly kissed Qin Jingwen's swollen lips without hesitation, and his hands also pressed Qin Jingwen's head with fear that she would resist.
However, what surprised Qiao Shunchen was that she not only did not push him away, but also responded to him, which surprised and happy Qiao Shunchen.
It may be because I haven’t had a blind date for a long time, it may be because I have been suppressing my emotions, or it may be because I lose my rationality when I am drunk.
When Qin Jingwen came into contact with Qiao Shunchen's domineering kiss, she not only did not refuse, but instead responded enthusiastically.
Although she was drunk, she didn't know what she should say and shouldn't say, and she kept saying that she gave up Qiao Shunchen and forgot Qiao Shunchen.
But once she touched Qiao Shunchen, her tight heart exploded and she wanted to have everything about him without control.
Qiao Shunchen's kiss just wanted Qin Jingwen to calm down, but she didn't want her to sink herself into the abyss of pain while drunk.
He didn't dare to expect too much, for fear that Qin Jingwen would call her a despicable villain, and for fear that Qin Jingwen would call him taking advantage of others' danger.
But her response suddenly ignited his desire that had been suppressed for a long time, and all his restraint disappeared.
So a kiss triggered a physical passionate war.
Afterwards, Qin Jingwen fell asleep in great fatigue, and all the finishing work was done by Qiao Shunchen for her.
Help her to make the bed sheets because she knew that the bed had to be flat when she was sleeping.
Help her wipe her body because she knows she has to take a shower before going to bed.
In short, everything was done to help her organize according to Qin Jingwen's habits, so that she could sleep comfortably.
Qin Jingwen only slept until three in the morning because of stomach pain.
At this time, her drunken state had improved.
Because of stomachache, she woke up with her eyes frowned and opened.
When she saw Qiao Shunchen sleeping beside her, she was first surprised, and then she remembered the memories of the scattered nights.
But all the memories last night were not real to her, especially when she realized that she was not wearing clothes and thought of her blind date with Qiao Shunchen, she felt sad.
She thought of him at three o'clock in the morning, but Qin Jingwen felt that they were apart from each other.
She lost him, or she had never owned him.
Qin Jingwen got up and wanted to leave, and while Qiao Shunchen was still asleep, this would also avoid some embarrassment.
But as soon as she sat up carefully, a severe pain came from her stomach.
She couldn't help but make a sound.
"Ah..." Realizing that he might affect the waking of Qiao Shunchen, Qin Jingwen quickly covered his mouth.
She turned her head and looked at Qiao Shunchen, and she endured the pain and got out of bed.
But who knew that her legs had no strength to support them and fell directly to the bed.
"Ah..." Qin Jingwen made a painful voice, then woke Qiao Shunchen up.
Qiao Shunchen sat up suddenly and saw Qin Jingwen sitting on the ground and jumped out of the bed with force.
"What's wrong? I fell or twisted my feet?"
Qiao Shunchen asked while reaching out to help Qin Jingwen.
Just as Qin Jingwen was about to get up with force on her feet, a pain came.
"Ah... it hurts."
Hearing Qin Jingwen crying in pain, Qiao Shunchen hugged Qin Jingwen without any hesitation, and then put it on the bed.
"Where does it hurt, let me see."
Qiao Shunchen frowned, and sweat was oozing from his forehead so anxious.
"Feet, foot hurts."
Qin Jingwen endured the pain, but was afraid of causing trouble for Qiao Shunchen.
At this moment, my heart is contradictory and entangled.
Seeing his sincere expression on his face, Qin Jingwen's heart felt a little more painful.
If he had cared about her earlier, if he had kept her in his heart, how could she have the grievances she had today?
Thinking of his grievance, Qin Jingwen's nose felt sore and tears fell down.
When she burst into tears, Qiao Shunchen became even more worried and panicked.
"It hurts a lot, doesn't it? I'll take you to the hospital."
After Qiao Shunchen said that, he hurriedly helped Qin Jingwen find clothes.
"I won't go to the hospital, I'm fine."
Qin Jingwen rejected Qiao Shunchen because she knew she was not yet at the hospital, and her heart was much more painful than the feet.
And the heartache is already a terminal illness for her, and the doctor can't cure it.
Qin Jingwen said as she pulled the quilt to cover her body.
The more embarrassed she felt, the more she felt wronged, and tears flowed uncontrollably.
Now, no matter whether it is foot pain or stomach pain, it is not as good as her grievances.
"Wenwen, it will only hurt more if you endure it like this."
Qiao Shunchen sat next to Qin Jingwen, and when she saw her tears flowing, his heart was broken.
Women should be cared for and loved when they are born, but Qin Jingwen must be strong in everything and must face it alone.
She has a weak appearance in a woman, but she has a heart that is stronger than a man.
"I don't feel pain, it doesn't feel pain anymore.
I..." Qin Jingwen thought it was just a stomachache, just drink some hot water.
But before he finished speaking, Qiao Shunchen hugged her in his arms.
"Wenwen, don't be so strong, don't reject my concern for you.
From now on, no matter whether you forgive me or not, I will be nice to you.
No matter whether you will be with me again or not, I will treat you as my woman..." Qiao Shunchen expressed the truest voice in his heart. Even if Qin Jingwen likes others, he will still protect her for the rest of his life if he marrys others.
However, Qin Jingwen couldn't listen to his words, and his hug made Qin Jingwen feel nervous.
Qin Jingwen suddenly pushed Qiao Shunchen away with force, and interrupted Qiao Shunchen's words in infinite pain.
"I'm only suitable to be your woman, right? But I don't like to be your woman.
I'm drunk and still feel dizzy, but I remember what happened to us."
"Jiao Shunchen, don't think too much, don't think that I will forgive you after sleeping once, don't think that I will be your mistress again after sleeping once.
Adults, don’t care about these things, I just think it’s a physiological need.”
Qin Jingwen's heart was originally aching, and Qiao Shunchen's words were just adding insult to injury, just telling her that no matter when, her qualifications were only suitable for being her woman rather than a wife.
She doesn't want to be anyone's woman.
If she wants to change her identity, she will only be a wife, even if she is marrying a man she doesn't love, she can just give her the identity of a formal marriage.
Qin Jingwen wiped away her tears, then lifted the quilt, picked up the clothes from whom she was next to her, and put them on her body directly.
"Wenwen, don't do this.
You are not just my woman, and I don’t think of you as a woman.
If you want, we will go back tomorrow to register for marriage.
To be continued...