Chapter 760: I can't do it and I can't change it(1/2)
Chu Yang was mentally prepared before coming, and he would not leave no matter what Xue Yao said.
So just now, this sentence was perfunctory and perfunctory.
"You... you upset me, do you know?"
Xue Yao said in dismay.
At this moment, she didn't know how to face Chu Yang or how to walk the next path.
"I know, so I want to talk to you, I want to know where I upset you."
"No matter where you bother me, I will definitely change it."
Chu Yang is obedient now, feeling sorry for Xue Yao, who is now tortured by pregnancy reactions, and is also worried that Xue Yao can't hold on and give up the child.
"I'm bothering you, and you always bothering me.
As long as you stay away from me, I won’t be upset.”
Xue Yao blurted out, but it was not what she said in her heart.
Whenever morning sickness hits, she works hard to hold on by herself, and she wants Chu Yang to be by her side.
I don’t need him to comfort me or help me, I just hope that I can just lie comfortably on my legs for a while.
However, such thoughts are always given to PASS by myself.
“I can’t do this, nor can I change it.
I can't live without you in this life."
Chu Yang did not agree to Xue Yao's condition. Once this condition is agreed, it means that there is no possibility for them. He can't do this condition even if he dies.
"You..."
Xue Yao turned around and ignored Chu Yang.
"You have a rest first. Auntie said you didn't have breakfast, so I'll get you some breakfast."
Seeing that the time was not right, Chu Yang didn't continue talking, and then turned around and went out.
Half an hour later, Chu Yang brought in a bowl of porridge.
"Yaoyao, get up and eat a little while you don't vomit now."
Chu Yang put the porridge aside and reached out to help Xue Yao.
"I'm tired of eating porridge all day."
Xue Yao was reluctantly helped up by Chu Yang.
She is greedy now, but she can't eat greasy and spicy things.
"What do you want to eat, I'll take you out for a meal.
I always eat porridge without nutrition.”
Chu Yang also knew that eating like this was too monotonous, but she couldn't smell anything and couldn't eat it now.
Chu Yang was anxious but couldn't replace him.
Looking at Chu Yang with a worried look on his face, he was innocently enduring her inexplicable temper.
Xue Yao finally couldn't help but make things difficult for Chu Yang.
"Forget it, just eat this."
Xue Yao said that she was about to get out of bed for dinner, but was stopped by Chu Yang.
"Just sit here and eat, I'll give it to you."
Chu Yang took the porridge and the spoon over with his hands. He placed the spoon in the bowl of the porridge, and held a little light side dish in his other hand.
"I made it, only a little salt was added, nothing left."
Chu Yang said deliberately because he knew that Xue Yao could not eat any other seasonings.
Xue Yao didn't say anything, looked at Chu Yang with uncertainty and tasted a bite of the side dish first.
This bite really made Xue Yao's appetite really widen.
"It's OK."
Then Xue Yao started to eat, and although it was delicious, she was not as obvious as she did.
However, Chu Yang was still very pleased to see Xue Yao ate and eat the porridge so delicious.
Chu Yang had something to say, but he was afraid that Xue Yao would not like to listen and gave up eating.
He was holding side dishes and porridge, and watching her eat quietly.
It was not until Xue Yao finished eating and until she put everything aside that Chu Yang spoke.
"How many days are you enduring and how many days are you feeling wronged.
I have asked the doctor, and most women don’t vomit after three months.
At that time, I will take you to eat whatever you want. If I get tired of eating outside, I will make it for you.
I will never let you through this difficult pregnancy alone.”
Chu Yang was permeating little by little, and he didn't dare to say it too directly.
Now Xue Yao's emotions are easily excited and irritable.
If there is something that cannot be said well, she may be furious and then make the conversation stop.
Seeing Chu Yang planning his future, Xue Yao's heart was touched.
To be honest, knowing that she was pregnant for so many days, she was always worried about whether to tell Chu Yang and was always confused about whether to have this child.
Just as Chu Yang and the children are in conflict with each other, they cannot be compared.
I thought about these things and was entangled in these things, but I never thought about how to spend my pregnancy. I never thought about them in the future, but they were not two but three.
"Do you really want to give birth to this child?"
Xue Yao asked in a low voice.
"I think, especially because you gave birth to this child."
A very simple sentence, a very simple sentence, but it is so firm and so touching.
Xue Yao didn't know how to respond next, but was also moved by Chu Yang's firm answer.
Silence for a moment.
“I don’t know if I should have this child, I don’t know what this child means.
If I can’t forgive you, if I can’t accept you, I think the existence of this child is a turning point in my life.”
"I'm now..." Hearing Xue Yao say this, Chu Yang felt that he needed to interrupt and that he needed to let Xue Yao know his clear attitude at one time.
“My idea is that this child must be born, because I love you, so I love this child too.
This child means everything to me, and it means you, me, he has a happy family and a happy future."
“I have the ability and can insist on making you and your children happy for the rest of your life.
I also have confidence that the three of us and the elderly on both sides will be filled with laughter and joy.”
The promise Chu Yang gave was not difficult for Chu Yang, and it was also his clear attitude.
The reason why he expressed his attitude again and again was that Xue Yao could let go and accept him.
"I will not let this child be the turning point in your life, I will let her be the beginning of your happiness.
I know you still don’t believe me, or you still don’t forgive me.”
"If you keep resistant to the fact that I lied to you, I can cut off all my contacts with Wen Wen.
Friends can stop doing it, and business can be terminated.
As long as you can let go of this knot, I can do anything."
Chu Yang made his own choice sincerely. He would rather give up the game of cooperating with Qin Jingwen, and would rather give up Qin Jingwen as a friend than Xue Yao and his children.
“No, it’s not like that.
You can't be so versus Wen Wen, you can't pull Wen Wen in between the two of us.
It’s not easy for her. If your friend abandons her, she would be so sad.”
Xue Yao quickly stopped Chu Yang's idea. No matter what Chu Yang is doing, their affairs cannot hurt Qin Jingwen.
It was Chu Yang who pursued Qin Jingwen hard at the beginning, but he loved Qin Jingwen without love.
It is unfair to let Qin Jingwen help bear the consequences now, and it is also a kind of harm to Qin Jingwen.
Besides, even if Chu Yang can break up with Qin Jingwen, she will not be able to break it up.
She didn't have the courage to lose such a good friend.
"Then what should I do to make you believe me and to open the knot in your heart?"
To be continued...