Chapter 471 Suddenly Letting Go

Although his limbs were a little disobedient to his orders, it did not affect his speed at all, and did not relieve his eagerness at all.

Xue Yao was worried in the room and couldn't calm down, so she paced back and forth in the room.

It has been more than two hours since Chu Yang was still persevering, which has created a miracle of his father drinking. But Xue Yao was even more worried when she thought about it. Chu Yang had never drunk so much wine and could not bear it at all.

Thinking of this, Xue Yao could no longer help and planned to go down and drive Chu Yang away.

She quickly walked towards the door, and just as she was about to reach out to open the door, the door was pushed open by Chu.

Chu Yang's eyes were blurred, and he still laughed foolishly when he saw Xue Yao.

"Xue Yao, thank you for letting me have supper at your house."

Chu Yang said as he walked inside. When he saw Xue Yao's body shaking obviously, Chu Yang didn't know it.

When Xue Yao saw Chu Yang walking swaying like she was about to fall, she quickly went forward to support Chu Yang.

"You've drunk too much, I'll take you back?"

Chu Yang frowned and drank with his father for more than two hours. Being able to walk upstairs was already considered a king.

"No, you don't have to send me back. I'll say a few words to you and I'll leave myself."

While Chu Yang was talking, he felt very tired and needed to find a place to rest. So he walked straight towards Xue Yao's big bed and then threw his whole body on the big bed.

"Xue Yao, I've been drinking... but I can't drink so much for the first time. I'm not going to have anything else... I'm in a bad mood... I'm just thinking about drinking, the more I want to drink, the better."

Chu Yang was speechless at this time, but he knew the bitterness in his heart.

"I understand everything after drinking too much..."

Speaking of this, he stopped, tossed and turned on the bed, looking very uncomfortable.

"What's wrong, are you going to vomit?"

Xue Yao asked worriedly, and it was really distressing to see Chu Yang tortured by alcohol.

"If you don't vomit, you won't get dirty with your bed, and you won't want to make you hate it."

"Xue Yao, I just want to say something. I love you sincerely. Although I fell in love with you later, I...but this time... I really didn't lie to you."

Chu Yang was drunk and was even more honest when repeating these words. The sincere heart was fully revealed in front of Xue Yao. He hoped that Xue Yao could pick up his sincere heart, even if it was just a glance.

"I was wrong to lie to you before... I apologize... I apologize... I kneel down to apologize..."

Chu Yang said that he was about to get up, but Xue Yao held it down.

"I don't need you to apologize. You'll still lie down and don't mess around."

How could Xue Yao ask Chu Yang to kneel down to her? Even if he made mistakes first, even if she could not forgive his mistakes. But there is gold under a man's knees, so he can't kneel down just by saying that he can't kneel down.

Just as Xue Yao reached out to hold Chu Yang down, Chu Yang took advantage of the situation to hold Xue Yao's hand.

"Xue Yao, please give me a chance. I promise I really love you. Please..."

Speaking of this, Chu Yang felt the corners of his eyes moist.

When Uncle Xue taught him, he thought he would not cry because he was the one who did the wrong thing. Xue Yao should be crying because he was wronged. How could he have the attitude of grievance in front of Xue Yao?

But his heart was really sour and tears that could not be controlled came out.

At this moment, Chu Yang pulled Xue Yao to his side with force, stretched out his long arms and held Xue Yao in his arms. Only in this way would Xue Yao not see his tears and would not think that he used means to conquer her.

Unexpectedly, the moment Xue Yao lay in his arms, his tears were even more fierce. He did not dare to make a sound, and turned his head to the other side.

"I really didn't lie to you this time..."

There was no end to a complete sentence, and Chu Yang's voice began to tremble, and he stopped.

Chu Yang didn't want Xue Yao to see his tears, but she saw it at the moment when Chu Yang's tears formed, and at the moment when she was spinning in her eyes.

His tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, but they dripped into Xue Yao's heart.

Chu Yang's tears must have added a lot of salt to it, otherwise how could his heart be hurt by stinging?

The moment he was pulled down by Chu Yang, Xue Yao was lying on Chu Yang's arm sideways, and he also saw the tears from the corners of Chu Yang's eyes at close range.

Tears suddenly increased, and Chu Yang turned his head to hide it. But these tears shocked Xue Yao's heart. What she didn't think of the most was the tears of others, especially men.

I have never seen a man cry when I grow up, but I can imagine how precious a man’s tears are. Does his ability to shed tears for a woman really prove that this woman is extraordinary in his heart?

Next, after hearing Chu Yang's almost choked sound, Xue Yao couldn't control herself, her eyes were soaked that she felt so distressed, and then tears flowed down.

She wanted to comfort Chu Yang, but was afraid that Chu Yang would be embarrassed. She could only keep what she wanted to say in her heart.

During this period, Chu Yang has experienced forgetting and starting over again. Coupled with her distrust and repeated rejection, is she already exhausted physically and mentally, so she can't help but shed tears.

Has he really fallen in love with him? Didn’t he lie to her this time? Wouldn’t he be giving money to other women this time?

"Xue Yao, I really don't love Qin Jingwen anymore. Actually... I haven't loved her anymore, I just made a mistake... I took guilt as my love for her."

Just when Xue Yao was silent, Chu Yang suppressed his emotions and spoke again. His voice was very low and his tone was very soft.

"If I hadn't had my distrust of her at the beginning, she wouldn't have encountered such unfair treatment. I could have helped her with tens of millions of debts. But not only did I not help her, I also put some damages."

"I believe...I believe that if you know the truth, you will feel guilty and blame yourself."

"I tried every means to help Wen Wen to make up for the discomfort in my heart."

When he said this, Chu Yang stopped, as if he had figured out something, and a self-deprecating curve was raised at the corner of his mouth.

"I only realize now that everything I do is for myself. I am such a selfish person. For the sake of my own heart, I have imposed everything on others dirty. I am a bastard."

"A person like me is not worthy of you, don't forgive me..."

Chu Yang realized that these behaviors had caused inconvenience to others, and suddenly he didn't want Xue Yao to be upset by his perverted pestering.

Although they love each other, there are people who are not suitable for being together. She and Xue Yao also barely joined this ranks. Xue Yao is still pure.

"I'm back, so I won't bother you in the future. You can go abroad too. The farther you are from me, the better."

Chu Yang got up before he could finish his words. Before Xue Yao could keep him, he had already walked out of Xue Yao's room.

Xue Yao sat on the bed in a daze. Although she was worried about Chu Yang, she did not chase her out.

Chu Yang is not a scumbag or a bastard. He is a kind-hearted person. But she is not sure whether her knot can be opened or whether she can accept Chu Yang.

Xue Yao felt distressed when she thought about the words Chu Yang had before leaving. She was so disappointed that she could say those self-deprecating words. Is her behavior really too much? Should she reconsider it?

But did Chu Yang give up his last sentence? Does it mean that they have broken up in the true sense?

I don’t know if it was because she broke up with Chu Yang and changed her luck. Or was her sincerity in going abroad moved God. At noon the next day, Xue Yao received a notice that she could study abroad.

After bringing back all the information about going abroad, Xue Yao sat in the car but was silent.

She had been looking forward to leaving, but she could finally leave, but she was so confused that she couldn't bear to leave.

Who can’t bear to leave? It’s not friends or parents, but Chu Yang who decided to give up on her.

Xue Yao was torturing herself, and then Chu Yang sent a message.

"You should have received the procedures for going abroad. I'm sorry, I've been dirty again in your procedures for going abroad. It's because I've been looking for friends to find various reasons to refuse your application for studying abroad. Sorry, I've delayed you for so long. This kind of thing will never happen again. I wish you happiness."

After reading Chu Yang's message, Xue Yao burst into tears in grievance.

Are men so fickle? They lie on her bed and say things they love her for the first time, but give up so easily the next second. Now they are even more overwhelming, and they actually wish her happiness.

How could she be happy? How could she lose the person she loves the most?

"Qiao Shunchen, you are so dirty that you have stopped me from going abroad. Why can't I do it thoroughly? Why don't I persist? Why did I quit halfway? Why did I hurt my heart again?"

"You bastard, you're just a big bastard."

Xue Yao sat in the car and scolded Chu Yang, blamed Chu Yang, resented Chu Yang, and cried loudly.

This was the first time she cried when she woke up after breaking up with Chu Yang. The first time she felt that parting had become a fact. The first time she felt that she and Chu Yang were strangers.

Their fate is over.

Xue Yao was lying on the steering wheel and crying heartbrokenly...

Chu Yang is not feeling better than Xue Yao. From last night to now, even though he has the effect of alcohol, he has never closed his eyes and slept for a while.

When I returned to the villa, I stood in front of the bedroom window and looked out at the night outside that had nothing to do with my mood. I came to the company this morning and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and continued to daze.

It was not until I received a call from a friend that Xue Yao's study abroad information had been taken away that I edited a message and sent it to Xue Yao.

If I asked to give up on impulse last night, then I would be the most serious now.

This text message has been sent, but Chu Yang is still staring at it in a daze.

Last night, he didn't see him drinking too much, but he realized something very inferior.

Xue Yao's attitude made him realize that his selfishness had seriously affected Xue Yao's quiet life. Such love has been disgusted, so how can it be called love?

Everyone says that it’s good to love someone and make her happy. Xue Yao’s happiness is that he is far away from him. Xue Yao’s happiness is that he does not disturb him, a scumbag, and Xue Yao’s happiness is that he goes abroad to study to enrich himself.

Since these are Xue Yao's happiness, then he is willing to fulfill her and bless him.

But there is one thing that he needs to bear on his own, that is, how to bear the loss of Xue Yao and how to manage his painful heart.
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