Chapter 324: Chu Yang's Reluctance(1/2)
Chapter 324 Chu Yang's reluctance
After hearing Chu Yang's question, Qin Jingwen smiled bitterly.
"Then I have to say that I made a big fuss in Qiao Shunchen's office. Later, I was afraid that Qiao Shunchen, the chief who everyone respected, would lose all his face, so I called Ye Wen out for a separate conversation."
"She is even more unscrupulous when only the two of us are left. But I don't care. I figured it out through this matter. I don't consider anyone's feelings in the future, nor do I deliberately avoid anything. Anyway, no matter what I do, it's a thorn in other people's eyes. It's better to make myself feel more comfortable."
Qin Jingwen thought so and planned to do this. Now she figured out one thing, everything was destined and she couldn't do it just by wanting to hide.
"Wenwen, it's right for you to think so. Be yourself and live the way you want. Stay away from anyone who hates them, and fight for whatever you like."
"You have suffered enough for so many years. Even if you still have any suffering in the future, at least you must live comfortably now."
Chu Yang agreed with Qin Jingwen's view this time. No one can live a cautious life day and night. If he is so tired, he may not help others.
"Finally there is something you agree with me, it's not easy. Don't worry, I will be nice to myself if I don't want anyone."
Qin Jing smiled softly and relaxedly. Although there were too many unknowns in the future, at least she felt comfortable at this moment. This was enough.
After the two of them had dinner, Qin Jingwen drove away. Chu Yang was in a depressed mood while sitting in the car, and his mind was filled with Xue Yao.
No matter what, this matter is his fault, even if he breaks up, he should apologize to Xue Yao sincerely.
But if Qin Jingwen really breaks up, sooner or later will know if he has to be burdened again.
Chu Yang was very upset. In addition to apologizing, he was reluctant to leave.
He explained his reluctance. Although he was not together in the name of love, he had been together for so long after all. Moreover, Xue Yao's character and personality are perfect and impeccable in every aspect. Such a woman is not feeling well even if she leaves without love.
Chu Yang told himself that instead of being so upset, it would be better to apologize in person and not let Xue Yao be sad alone.
After thinking about it, Chu Yang drove straight to Xue Yao's house.
When he arrived at Xue Yao's house and saw the low faces on the two old men, Chu Yang knew about this. After saying a few words to the two old men, Chu Yang stepped into Xue Yao's boudoir for the first time after obtaining the permission of the two old men.
Pushing open the door of the room, Xue Yao lay on the bed and turned her back to Chu Yang.
When Xue Yao heard the sound of opening the door, she thought it was her mother, and then she spoke listlessly.
"Mom, I'm really not hungry. I'll go down to eat by myself when I'm hungry."
Xue Yao's voice was obviously hoarse, and Chu Yang had never seen Xue Yao look so depressed.
"It's me."
Chu Yang spoke in a gentle voice.
Xue Yao was stunned for a moment when she heard the sound of the master, then got up and looked at Chu Yang unexpectedly.
"Why are you here?"
"If you don't feel at ease, come and have a look."
Chu Yang said as he walked to the bed and sat down facing Xue Yao.
When Xue Yao heard Chu Yang's worry, she smiled bitterly. A man who had never cared about him and said the word "worry".
Should she believe it or just smile it as a joke.
"I'm pretty good and nothing to worry about. It's no big deal to be heartbroken."
He said strong, but Xin was weak. He said it didn't matter, but he felt very distressed. Even so, Xue Yao had no choice because the man in front of him didn't love her and was always using her.
"Xue Yao, I'm sorry, I did something wrong. I shouldn't hide it from you, sorry."
Chu Yang felt guilty and the more he apologized, the more he felt that he was a bastard.
"It's not your fault, it's because I didn't see it. It's because I'm too stupid. You always keep a distance from me. I didn't even notice it."
She trusted Chu Yang's character, but she didn't expect Chu Yang to do this. She didn't expect that she became a victim of his pacification of other women.
"Don't say that, the more you say this, the more I'm sorry."
Chu Yang lowered his head and didn't dare to look up at Xue Yao. All the mistakes were on him, and there was nothing to justify. He made Qin Jing feel at ease, but Xue Yao was hurting the heart of a good woman again.
"Then what do you ask me to say? Come and find me what I want to do. I'm sorry, I'm finished speaking, and I'll listen to it and ask you to leave."
Xue Yao said angrily, "Isn't it enough that she doesn't cry or make a fuss, just breaking up silently?" The person she doesn't want to see now is Chu Yang, and she feels distressed when she sees it."
Chu Yang lowered his head and said nothing, and did not stand up and leave. He wanted to explain and apologize sincerely, but these words were so insignificant at this moment that they could not make up for Xue Yao's hurt heart.
Seeing that Chu Yang didn't say a word, Xue Yao knew that he was not coming back today to apologize.
Xue Yao was silent for a while.
"Do you still want me to continue helping you, afraid that Wen Wen will worry about you if you know?"
"No, no, I'm just apologizing."
Chu Yang quickly denied it, how could he have the shame to ask Xue Yao for help?
"Don't rush to deny it. If so, it's nothing. I can help you even for the sake of warmth. But our relationship must end, and helping you as a friend."
"We were on a blind date, and both parents knew about it. I have already told them that we would break up if we couldn't get along. You can tell your parents."
"The relationship between the two of us has been clarified. If you really need it, I will help you."
Xue Yao couldn't guess Chu Yang, but she told herself to take care of her heart.
"Go back, I'll accept your apology..."
Xue Yao once again asked Chu Yang to leave, but before he finished speaking, Chu Yang suddenly hugged her.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Can we start over without breaking up?"
Chu Yang hugged Xue Yao hard. When Xue Yao said that he had completely separated his relationship, he suddenly felt a strong sense of loss, as if he had lost one of the most precious treasures.
Xue Yao was hugged by Qiao Shunchen in a daze, but she thought this hug was funny no matter how she thought about it.
After being together for so long, I have only held hands for a handful of times. This kind of hug is simply a luxury for Xue Yao. However, after breaking up, it is no longer a couple, but instead a hug.
Xue Yao came to her senses and reached out to push Chu Yang away.
"If you have someone you like, why should I start over with you? I am not disabled or ugly, why do I have such a humble love?"
"Chu Yang, I'm very clear about it. If I need to act, I can cooperate with you. But it's over between us and I can continue with the next blind date."
After Xue Yao said that, she got up and walked out of bed.
He resisted the emotions that were about to collapse and continued to talk to Chu Yang.
"You go back, I'm going to go down to finish my meal, clean up and go out to play with my friends."
He told Chu Yang to leave several times, but he just refused to leave, so Xue Yao had to avoid it. After talking to Chu Yang, she went directly to the bathroom.
Leaning on the bathroom door panel, Xue Yao's tears flowed silently. She had never been hurt in terms of feelings, and never expected that she would be treated like this for the first time with sincerity.
In the past, she always thought that love was beautiful and made people feel happy. But now it seems bitter and sad.
She doesn't want to start over, even if she loves Chu Yang, she won't start over. She doesn't want to be a substitute for others for the rest of her life.
Although feelings are a very abstract thing, everyone is worried about it.
Xue Yao was hurt by love, Qin Jingwen was trapped in a unrequited love, and Ye Wen was also worried that her love would be taken away by others.
After Ye Wen and Qiao Shunchen quarreled, they did not contact Qiao Shunchen, but they were angry that Qiao Shunchen did not contact her either.
Ye Wen thought about it at home and felt that she could not wait like this, so she should do something.
She still needs to do work and please her.
Ye Wen took action immediately when she thought of Qiao Dexiang and drove to the old house alone again.
This time, only my grandfather was at home in the old house, so Ye Wen felt it was much more convenient.
"Why are you here again?"
Qiao Dexiang's tone was cold and hard and mixed with boredom.
"Report to grandpa."
Ye Wen pretended to be full of enthusiasm.
“Report to work?”
One sentence made Qiao Dexiang confused.
Did he tell Ye Wen what job he has? Did he really lose memory as he gets older and forget what he has said and done?
"I probably forgot what my grandfather looks like. It doesn't matter. I just need to remember it. And I have completed the work assigned to me by my grandfather. Today I came here to seek credit."
Ye Wen said that, she came to Qiao Dexiang and sat down, but the more she said, Qiao Dexiang became more confused.
"Speak up if anything, I'm going out later."
Qiao Dexiang had no patience to continue listening.
"Oh, then I'll say it."
Seeing Qiao Dexiang's serious look on his face, Ye Wen finally restrained himself and continued to speak.
"Sunchen moved back to the suburbs to live. Although his relationship with his uncle was a little awkward, I told her that she must get along well with her. After a long time..."
"etc."
To be continued...