Chapter 246 I love you

Qin Jingwen sobbed, and the low voice would dissipate with the wind, but Qiao Shunchen still heard the pain with such a low voice.

"No, you said nothing. I didn't torture you and I was tormenting myself."

How could Qiao Shunchen torture her? How could he bear torture her? She is his favorite woman.

"Then I will leave, I will take the children far away. If you live your happy life, you will not torture yourself if we never meet in this life."

Qin Jingwen didn't understand Qiao Shunchen's meaning. He only knew that his behavior towards her was like a rusty blunt knife, which could not be fatal, but the knife made her tremble all over her body.

"If you can't leave, you can never leave my world. If you can leave my soul, it will be gone."

If she leaves, he will become a walking dead, if she leaves his world is no longer glorious, if she leaves his life is meaningless.

"Then what do you want to do? You are happy when you see me suffering, is it the joy of your life to see me suffering?"

Qin Jingwen tried his best to suppress all his emotions, fearing that he would burst out and wake up the two children.

"I'm not happy. I've never been happy since you left me, I've only been with you..."

"Qiao Shunchen, please don't say it again, don't shake my heart. I don't know which sentence you are true or which sentence is false now."

After Qin Jingwen said that, he took a deep breath because he cried and even breathed trembled.

At this moment, she was either sad or angry. She wanted to scold Qiao Shunchen once, wanted to end this unknown ambiguous relationship with him, and wanted to live like a person in front of him.

Qin Jingwen thought about this and did this. She reached out and pulled Qiao Shunchen's sleeve to the more hidden cloakroom. After the door of the cloakroom was closed, the sound insulation here was very good. No matter how loud she spoke, it would not make any noise.

"Tell me, what do you want. You will be happy if you want me to do it."

Qin Jingwen finally amplified the volume and was able to angrily criticize him.

But when she looked at his painful eyes, her heart lost its direction again.

There was no disgust for her or hatred for her in his eyes. Although he was not sure that it was care or heartache, it was at least not that hurtful.

"Be my woman, just like before. Warm..."

"I can't do it. It's better to kill me than to be your woman."

Qin Jingwen gave his own answer straightforwardly.

The previous life made her suffer and put her in danger. She was not afraid of death, but she could not be selfish just to be with him and ignore the form of being together, regardless of the feelings of her children and family.

"You just hate me that much?"

Qiao Shunchen said even more painfully. He knew that his request was too selfish and that it was unfair to Qin Jingwen, but he just wanted to be with her.

"I don't hate you, I like you, I love you. Qiao Shunchen, please listen to me, I love you."

Qin Jingwen cried loudly, but she still couldn't control herself and said the love hidden in her heart. Although such love would be ridiculed and such love would be ignored, she really hopes that Qiao Shunchen would let her go for this love relationship, she only had a simple life.

Qiao Shunchen was shocked. He didn't expect Qin Jingwen to love her. She clearly said that she didn't love her. It was fake. It must be, otherwise Qin Jingwen wouldn't be so painful.

"But do you know that because you love you and like you, you want to live with dignity in front of you and to live with elegance. You don't want your eyes to be humble and despise me."

"Qiao Shunchen, I don't know when I fell in love with you, but I have decided to forget you just because it is impossible between us. So I beg you this time, stop treating me like this and calm my world down."

Qin Jingwen cried so much that she was so sad that she cried miserably. This time she became even more dignified in front of Qiao Shunchen. Will he ignore her love and trample on her love?

She can't care about so much, she's already living a bad life. Even if Qiao Shunchen is trampling on her, there is nothing to be afraid of.

Qin Jingwen kept crying, but never heard Qiao Shunchen respond. Maybe her love has troubled him.

Qin Jingwen stubbornly wiped away her tears and spoke up as if she was strong.

"I love you, but it will not affect you, and will not disturb you. You can completely ignore what I said. For the love we have been with before and for the love between two children, stop treating me as a doll."

After Qin Jingwen said that, she turned around and wanted to leave, but was hugged tightly by Qiao Shunchen from behind.

"I didn't, I never regarded you as a doll. I was never afraid that you would affect my life. I didn't despise you or dislike you."

On the contrary, he also loved her, and could not extricate himself from his love.

"Wen Wen, don't take anything I said before, that's not my true words. It's because I'm irrational enough, and it's because I'm jealous and harsh, so I said so many things that hurt you. I won't do it in the future, and I won't do it again."

"Thank you for loving me, I will cherish your love forever."

Qiao Shunchen's heartache and warmed up, because Qin Jingwen loved him, which was enough.

In the end, he was unable to express his love like Qin Jingwen, and in the end he still disappointed Qin Jingwen.

Qiao Shunchen's words were not what Qin Jingwen wanted to hear the most. The only thing she wanted to hear was that he also loved her. However, Qiao Shunchen only said some unpainful and unthick words, and she had no other feelings except disappointment.

"You don't need to thank me for this. Since you have said that, let me go."

Qin Jing was trembling with her heart because of her disappointment with Qiao Shunchen.

She seemed to hear him say I love you. His words would give her strength to support her for a lifetime and to recall her for a lifetime. However, how could he say such things without that heart?

Qiao Shunchen reluctantly let go of Qin Jingwen. Although he heard her say she loves him, he felt that they would get farther and farther away.

I always feel that Qin Jingwen will make it easier to forget him if he makes it clear. However, he is selfish and does not want her to forget herself, and wants to be in her heart for the rest of his life.

Qin Jingwen finally saw the truth clearly at this moment. Qiao Shunchen really didn't love her. He said that he was not the truth before, but Qin Jingwen felt that the words he didn't love her were sincere.

Give up Qin Jingwen, forget Qin Jingwen, you are destined to be out of reach with this man.

Qin Jingwen made his heart stronger and put his heart on armor, and would never be hurt again.

Qin Jingwen turned around and faced Qiao Shunchen, with no pain in his eyes, and no secret love for him, and only reason.

"We all know that with children here, it is impossible to break off contact with each other. Since we can't stay away from each other in this life, then let's get along as friends. I won't be embarrassed if I don't have to hide from me in the future. This will be good for us and children."

This time, Qin Jingwen turned around and left, and Qiao Shunchen did not hold her anymore. He had no identity and no reason to hold her.

His premonition just now came true. The relationship between friends is the farthest distance between love and love.

When I woke up the next morning, Qin Jingwen played with the child and communicated with Qiao Shunchen, without any pain and sadness.

But only she knew that her heart had been blocked by herself, and she wrapped it with tape and left no gap at all, so that her heart would never see Qiao Shunchen.

Only in this way can she live a happier life and freely.

The family of four went out to play, went to Disney in the morning, went to the beach together in the afternoon, and took two children to the sea the next day.

These two days are happy for Qin Jingwen. That kind of happiness is an amnesia-loss happiness, but it can only be indirect, because people always have to face reality and always wake up from a wonderful dream.

On the third day, Qiao Zixuan's game officially began.

Qiao Shunchen and Qin Jing took half a month in the audience, while Xuanxuan played seriously on the field.

Looking at Qiao Zixuan's flexibility in controlling the computer, looking at the seriousness in Qiao Zixuan's eyes, Qin Jingwen knew that Xuanxuan had devoted himself to it.

As I said, ranking doesn’t matter, what’s important is his spirit of moving forward bravely in the face of challenges. Qin Jingwen hopes that Qiao Zixuan will grow up like Qiao Shunchen and be an excellent person, a steady and restrained person, and a smart and upright person.

The competition was going on in an orderly manner, and suddenly a judge walked to Qiao Zixuan and stopped.

He looked at Qiao Zixuan's skillfulness in controlling the computer, and at the speed of his program generation, he couldn't help but look at the basic information next to him.

At this moment, he looked surprised and looked only five years old, and he was the champion of City B. At such a young age, he had such skills either a teacher or a super talent, or both.

The game finally ended after five hours, and the results will be announced next.

The result will be announced at 3 pm. Qiao Shunchen asked Chen Shu to book a return ticket at 6 pm. Then the family went out for lunch.

"Xuanxuan, you performed great, mommy likes you."

Qin Jingwen praised Xuanxuan. Although she didn't know the result of the competition, she knew that the child needed encouragement.

"Mommy, I'm a little nervous. I don't know if I will win the prize this time."

Qiao Zixuan held the chopsticks but was not in the mood to eat.

“Why nervous?”

Qin Jingwen picked up a vegetable and put it in Qiao Zixuan's bowl.

"The judge stood by me for a long time, and he might have found that I was not doing well. Mommy, do you know that he seems to be the chairman of the judges of the competition? If he says my work is not good, then I will have no hope."

Xuanxuan was in a low mood and kept thinking about the judge.

"Xuanxuan Mommy asked you, did you do the procedure seriously when the judge stood by you?"

Qin Jingwen asked back, not in a hurry to comfort the child.

"I was very serious. I didn't consider his existence at that time. I was all focused on the game."

Qiao Zixuan can still be sure of this. It is the event after the competition that the judges have affected their emotions.

"Then it's okay. Xuanxuan, don't worry, everything has two sides. You are thinking that the judges and chairman are not good at reading your works, but Mommy doesn't think so. Mommy thinks he appreciates your works very much, so he is unwilling to move his steps to read it for a while."

Qin Jingwen found the reason why the child was worried before starting to comfort him. This would be better.

"Really?"

Qiao Zixuan seemed to have raised some energy.
Chapter completed!