Chapter 1127 Bi Xiaxin's doubts
Qin Jingwen no longer wants to actively participate in the affairs of Qiao Shunchen's family. As long as Qiao Yu and Uncle Qiao do not strongly request, she will not make Qiao Shunchen embarrassed.
Because she found that it would be hated by others for being forced, warned by others, and lose trust, so that she would be concealed if anything happened.
So if she doesn't have the ability to change anyone, don't make things difficult for herself and others.
"Sunchen, what are you thinking about the matter about dad that I mentioned last time?"
Qiao Yu continued to ask, she had to ask every time she met, and she hoped that things would make some progress every time she met.
She now figured it out and let it go. Although the child was waiting for the so-called truth of her father, she now wanted to fulfill her father and Qin Lan.
The past is ignored, and the mother's death is also ignored. She only hopes that her father will be happy in his lifetime.
"Oh...every time you ask me, I don't know how to answer."
Qiao Shunchen sighed first, and then started this topic.
"Last time I went out to play tennis, I talked to my dad once. Dad said that the woman has not been married for so many years and has always been alone. I think they should have met."
This was Qiao Shunchen's guess, because his father said there was news at the time and did not admit that they met.
"Sister, I still feel heartbroken when I hear such news and can't accept it for a while. When they meet, the next thing is to restore the relationship. I can't bear such a fact."
"I've tried very hard to think about this, but I didn't get much, so it still takes time."
Qiao Shunchen was just considering various possibilities at this moment, and his heart was already in a state of mind. If his mother knew that she had not exchanged her life for them, she would be as painful as she would be. The clearer her pain would be, the deeper his pain would be.
"Shunchen, it's not my sister who urges you. It's time for you to speed up the time. It's not easy for my mother to leave for so many years. Even if they meet, I think it's reasonable."
"Dad has been alone for so many years, just obsessed with this relationship. People in their sixties are not disappointed again."
"Give up, let's go through the past. The person who keeps the most tired in his heart is you."
Although Qiao Shunchen said this, Qiao Yu still wanted to persuade her. It was not entirely because of her father and the comfort of everyone in this family.
"I know, I understand all these principles. I also try very hard to make myself forget the past, but every time I want to give up, I think of my mother dying in front of me. Sister, I don't want to suffer such torture, but I am tortured like this."
"The most important thing is that my father said that my mother's departure had nothing to do with that woman, but he didn't tell the real reason. In this way, I would be more embarrassed for my mother."
Qiao Shunchen wanted to let go of things, and he believed that his father would not deceive him, but he was really similar. He should show that he was really similar to them and let them shut up and let him go.
"Dad has his father's difficulties, and you also have your difficulties. I may have ignored your feelings when I say these words, but I hope you will make concessions, after all, Dad is old."
"I have forgiven my dad. Although I feel sorry for my mom, I still decided to give up the past. If my dad wants to be with that woman, as long as he is happy, I will definitely not object."
Qiao Yu knew that these words were a bit cruel to Qiao Shunchen who was unacceptable, but she had no choice. If she didn't press on each step and let Qiao Shunchen postpone it again and again, then her father's happiness and happiness would really not have the chance to be realized.
Moreover, she expressed her opinion that Qiao Shunchen wanted to feel less guilty towards her mother. After all, she was a sister, and she had to take the lead in whether it was guilty or fulfilling her guilt.
Qiao Shunchen was silent again. He felt bad and annoyed when he was forced. But his sister's words made sense and he had no way to refute them.
He knew that his condition was related to psychological disorders and knew that he still needed treatment. But what he wanted most was the truth about what his father revealed.
Every time Qiao Shunchen is in a dilemma or silent, Qin Jingwen feels very distressed and will immediately speak to help Qiao Shunchen relieve his emotions.
At this moment, she felt distressed, but she did not persuade her, nor did she help Qiao Shunchen relieve her emotions. Because everything she said was a temporary effect, it was impossible to save a heart that had hated her for more than 20 years.
Also, the conversation between Qiao Shunchen and his father happened many days ago, until now, until Qiao Yu asked about it, that Qin Jingwen had heard of it for the first time. It can be seen that Qiao Shunchen did not want to tell her about this, and Qiao Shunchen did not want her to participate in this matter.
Because of so many factors, Qin Jingwen chose to remain silent.
When he went to work the next Monday, Qiao Shunchen deliberately put Bi Xia’s work report at the end. After the work report, he left some private space.
"Bixia, I heard from my sister that my aunt buried my uncle in the sea?"
Qiao Shunchen himself felt that the topic started a bit abruptly, but neither he nor Bi Xia were the kind of people who beat around the bush.
"Yes, the sea is buried."
"Actually, I don't agree. After all, I've been buried for so many years. But my mother insisted that she likes sea burials. It just so happened that the cemetery could not continue to be expanded, so a policy to encourage sea burials was introduced. My mother took this opportunity to decide. When she told me, she did not discuss it, but told me after she had already made a decision."
Bi Xia did not expect this topic of Qiao Shunchen, but she was still feeling uncomfortable when she mentioned her father's sea burial. Although she had lost her father for many years and had not had the same relationship as other fathers and sons, after her father's sea burial, her father's position seemed to be empty.
"Auntie agrees with the method of sea burial. Why didn't my uncle burial be directly when he passed away? Is it necessary to have uncle buried in peace for so many years?"
Qiao Shunchen still raised his questions yesterday. For him, he always felt that this was a cause for the matter, and it was not as simple as he liked it.
And there is one thing he is wondering why the cemetery's policy was not notified. It seems that this issue needs to be verified.
"I don't know this anymore. I really didn't ask her this question."
After Qiao Shunchen reminded this, Bi Xia also felt that his mother's decision was a bit abrupt. According to normal logic, it should be like Qiao Shunchen said that he would be buried directly at sea when he died, rather than waiting for more than twenty years.
Is my mother selfish or something else?
After Bi Xia left, Qiao Shunchen contacted the cemetery almost immediately, but the answer he got was no. The cemetery did not introduce such a policy at all, and there was no such plan to expand it for the time being.
So the question is, Bi Xia is lying and her mother is lying. What is the reason for lying? What does it have to do with their cemetery?
Bi Xia also had new questions about Bi Xia’s father’s burial. After get off work, he went home without doing anything, just to ask her mother to answer her doubts.
When I got home, my mother was about to prepare dinner, but she was a little surprised to see Bi Xia coming back so early.
"Didn't you work overtime today? I'll be back so early. I'm just starting to prepare dinner."
The reason why Bi's mother said this is because every time Bi Xia comes back, her supper is just ready, and today is an exception.
"I didn't work overtime, I happened to make dinner for you."
"Where is grandparents?
I was eager to ask my doubts, but Bi Xia didn't dare to ask too directly, for fear that his behavior would be too abrupt and would make his mother uncomfortable.
"I've gone to the supermarket and I'll be back later. Go change your clothes and cook for me."
Mother Bi didn’t think too much, and it was normal not to work overtime occasionally.
Bi Xia hurried back to his room, changed his clothes and ran out as quickly as possible.
"I'll pick vegetables."
As Bi Xia said that, she started picking the vegetables she had prepared by her mother, while Bi's mother was busy.
"How is your work going recently? Is it going well?"
It is rare for Mother Bi to have time to talk to her daughter, and it is rare for her to care about her work issues.
"It goes smoothly. How could it not go smoothly if I work so seriously?"
"Mom, are you going to ask me my personal questions next? If this is the question, please don't discuss it."
Bi Xia seemed to see through her mother's thoughts, and if she saw through it, she would refuse directly to avoid her ears being massacred.
"Is personal issues not important? Why should we talk about anything without talking about personal issues?"
Bi's mother thinks that the most important thing now is work, and then personal problems. She has nothing to care about except these. Who knows that before she can start asking, Bi Xia passed.
"It's better to talk about anything than to talk about personal issues. Let's talk about dad, so that I can understand him more."
Bi Xia took the opportunity to change the direction of the topic.
"Your dad has nothing to say."
Bi Xia wanted to talk about her father, but Bi's mother didn't want to talk about this person. However, Bi Xia had heard her mother's words but still insisted on this topic because she was afraid that the topic that had not yet begun would end like this, and her doubts could not be answered.
"Mom, why didn't you just bury the sea when Dad left? Twenty years have passed before you remember the sea burial?"
Bi Xia was afraid that his mother would reject this topic again, so she simply asked a little more directly.
Bi's mother's hands were paused because of Bi Xia's problem. Bi Xia was still struggling with this problem, and it seemed that she had questions in her heart.
"At that time, you were young, and I was in great pain. I didn't know how to get to your father's funeral, and even someone else helped me choose the cemetery. At that time, I was not in the mood to think about sea burial and I was completely collapsed."
"On the afternoon of the day when your father was buried, I took you away with your grandparents. Later I remembered that when the sea was buried, it was put on hold because you were young and needed work."
Mother Bi had to think of an excuse to answer Bi Xia’s doubts, otherwise Bi Xia would raise this question.
"That time should be the hardest time for you. Mom has worked hard for me for so many years."
Bi Xia was infected by her mother's sad experience, and the focus at this time seemed to be no longer the matter of her father's sea burial.
She may not understand how painful and desperate her mother was at that time, but she knew how difficult it was for her father to leave her mother for so many years.
When my father left, my mother should be the best years in her life, but her years disappeared because she wanted to support her family and raise her young child.
Chapter completed!